Princess Arabia

I was watching the video I posted and realized the Absolute and wrote it in real time, like a movie, like everything came alive and i was saying oh god oh god oh god.

ok, I'll hop in a cab, hold up, give me 29mins

I didn't become conscious of anything. Absolute is all there is and to be consciousness means to be conscious of something and that implies two. That's just all a dream of the "I". There is only the Absolute.

Did you see my other thread. Oh God this is it.

You need some sex. Is that moral enough.

Ok sounds good.

You're one horny neurotic, psychotic TheGod. Your dream must be exciting, then again, I'm in it aren't I, does that also make me erotically, neurotically psychotic?

Triple psychosis😜

Hahaha, you're telling a story about a story as to why you're imagining a story and are aware its a story you are telling anyway and explaining away your neurotic psychosis in real time, double neurosis here if I may say.

Wake up God yours dreaming, nothing happens.

You're right, I didn't figure shit out. Figuring out happened, do you really think your psychedelic use is going to stop the apparent death process or make you end up somewhere different. Your psychedelic use and meditation hasn't told you this is the Absolute and there's no separation. The only difference is in the illusory separation that never really happened, so what, what now, youre going to heaven and I'm going to hell?. 😂😜😜😂😊😂😁👌😒

When you're used to something i guess, maybe through psychedelics or whatever, you can sit there and bask because you expected it I wasn't thinking about basking during something I was in awe and wonder about that just happened outta nowhere, wasn't even sure what was happening . All I kept saying was oh god, oh god, oh god, this is it, this is it it's this. Around 5-10mins in after that wore off a bit, I decided to. Or rather I just happened to get on here and started talking about it. Nothing planned out. It just happened.

Neither do you.

Ok, doesn't matter what is, is. I don't need to understand what I'm talking about when the Universe itself is total chaos. I'm not supposed to know what I'm talking about. I just randomly appeared on the face of the earth and I'm supposed to figure shit out? I think you're the insane one for expecting me to be able to. If your psychedelics and meditation routine in what's going to be your guide and mentors more power to you, I've already figured out that I don't need any.

is that the idiot or the consciousness.😊

What is this like every two months. Same story.

Yeah its like I'm using known phrases to express the unknown, trying to make sense of it. Using phrases i'm used to, but it's hard to explain. You know what I'm trying to say though.

Not right now please i'm still trying to get through idiot consciousness 😜😜

It is what I said if you reread my comment. The only difference is it didn't feel as if it pretended to be a human it was just that, with no pretence. As if I wasn't me, as if it was all it. Thats what I'm saying. You're all telling me about me but I don't see me I saw all it. Whatever it is. I didn't see nor felt it it was just it. If you know what I mean.

I saw my body but it was if it was a part of the scenery. Thats what I mean. Not me as Arabia. Like in and out, in and out.

I said that in my live last night. I said it is everything I'm conscious of.

Yeah it appeared to be more like that. Thats it. Only it seems like I wasn't in the picture, but that was explained to me earlier something to do with subjective and objective.

lol. Didn't feel like that last night it felt or looked or appeared as if it was everything excluding me, as if it was living and moving through me. I guess the I fell away. Don't know. More like it was never there.

Ok, so even though it experiences itself doesn't mean it itself actually moves only appears that way.

There's no "happiness limited". The energy of happiness sadness, joyfulness, anger, envy, jealousy, whatever and the contracted energy of the I latches on to that energy thinking it is it that feels those things and now when happiness in gone you think it left, when sadness arises you think its your sadness, its only energy appearing as sadness and happiness. Drop the I thought and what remains is just sadness and happiness. There is no you. There is just what's appearing, don't hold on to it. It doesn't need a you to appear but the you need it to appear.