Princess Arabia

The forum is using me for it's expression.

Doesn't matter. Youre assuming I don't feel pain and feel like a human. You're assuming I'm saying I'm a dead weight that doesn't have feelings. You're assuming that I've never had things happen to me and how I was la-de-la-da about shit. You don't know what my experience has been like. You don't know what this body has gone and been through. You think I'm just speaking like an Absolutist and going off of non-duality bullshit. Let me tell you something, you have no idea so don't tell me UNTIL IT HAS FUCKING HAPPENED TO ME. You didn't even ask me first if it has happened to me but you're saying until.....this is how I know you're just emotionally responding. Responding to who you don't know other than some forum talk. I haven't been tortured, no, I'm not saying that. What I'm saying is I have a deep understanding of what's going on here and I'm not going to fucking butter it up to suit human fucking ego like yours who just wants to feel good and be in bliss all the time. Life doesn't work that way. You're a delusional energetic structure that is part of the whole yes, but that's what makes you delusional, you have no idea who or what you are, and you want to PROJECT that unto "others". I won't let you or others drag me down into the pot of boiling water with your delusions and spiritual fantasies. Nothing specific has to happen to me for me to recognize or realize certain things. If your best argument against truth is "until it happens to you", then truth is not what you fucking seek. It's to feel, better about the impersonal experience you're having and resisting what is to soothe that miserable dis-eased egoic structure wrapped around that tightly constricted and contracted energy that is so tightly woven together it cannot free itself be cause it's too wrapped up into what it thinks it is - someone with a life that lives in a universe people and that needs to change itself and the world so it can feel good about it's non-existence and illusory nature called a fucking self. Go away and let me be. I'm not with your stupid clan of arrogant and narcissistic, delusional, neurotic clan of humans that cannot take a little suffering and always searching for some feel-good chemical to soothe that crying baby syndrome you all have because you think the world was made for you and your family to be comfortable in and be happy all the time. Life doesn't see you and your silly human games of "I wanna feel good", so go away with that and let me be in my impersonhood and take whatever life is throwing my way because I'm 'awakened' enough to realize it's not about me because I'm just imagining my personhood and I'm OK with it. It's not personal.

Guys, bookmark this comment and come back to it for reference. It is a goldmine. I want to marry him just from these words alone. Hehe, just kidding but these words says it all. They are just not for the one just looking to get laid but to truly interact with women and enjoy the feminine aspects of life. I surely felt the masculine energy in these words.

Aahh, I remember these teachings oh so well. Service to self and service to others and 3rd density and the lovely Law of One teachings. Aaron Abke is a great teacher of this stuff. Problem is, it's the dream. It's not a problem, but i'm saying it's all fantasy and illusions and is taught from the paradigm of personhood of which doesn't actually exist. Most spiritual teachings come from this place where it addresses the person as being an actual real person and the teachings then become personal. It's just fantasy and not actually the case. Service to self or others is illusion as there are no real others. Great book and teachings, but all dream stuff.

Reality/Life/Existence.....ISN'T PERSONAL. I'll say that again....IT ISN'T PERSONAL. We can keep going on and on in life thinking there's persons in these bodies all we want, we can keep taking things personally all we want, we can see God in the image of personhood all we want, we can feel compassion for the tortured all we want, there's nothing about life that sees any of these things. LIFE IS BEING ALL THESE TNINGS. Life is torture itself and torture isn't personal. Torture is complete in it's own right and so is everything else. Torture has to be torture, it cannot be anything else. Everything else like compassion is being compassion as what you're expressing for the tortured. There's nothing that depends on anything else to be itself, in this case torture doesn't need animals, children or humans to be torture. It doesn't depend on a person to inflict it. It is energy expressing itself as torture. That man chopping that child to pieces, isn't personalized energetically, it is you that has a sense of personhood and think you're human with a heart and a soul that reincarnates and die and have karma and all that jazz, that sees it as a person chopping a child. In reality it's just chopping happening, an arm moving, a cutlass tool being used, blood spewing tears falling, screaming happening, etcetc. To an observer it seems as if there's an innocent child being tortured and that's because of how that person relates to everything that arises. It takes it personally and sees a little child when in fact it's just a body. I tried to explain this the best I could without seeming insensitive to torture but this is the case. There is no God that sees torture God is torture itself. You see someone being tortured. We all do. It's energetic. It's that energetic sense that sees itself as a human. All us humans are the same way; that is until we understand what I'm saying and awaken to these truths. We still feel the same way but it won't be suffered and understanding and clarity will emerge.

You don't own infinite love. Infinite love is everything already. Infinite love is never 'not' expressing itself. It's doing it through you, as you. Taking a piss is an expression of infinite love. Loving a pet is an expression of infinite love. Hating your mother is an expression of infinite love. There's no understanding of this because the dream is dreaming up it's own expressions and that's what you are. There's no escaping the dream because infinite love is dreaming that it's a person that wants to express infinite love. When the dream ends that's the end of you. Cheers!

You shouldn't be opening up posts asking for advice and insulting the advisors. If you're not hearing what you want to hear, you say the person doesn't know anything. You want to force the body into your spiritual charades but I can assure you it's not interested. It will act up. The body is designed to survive and reproduce, not for spiritual fantasies.

No they don't. That's an assumption. People don't go around saying how good they are and that they don't lie, only a few.

I know most won't agree but it's because there's no one in that body. I'll leave it there.

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💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 Before I saw who the author of the post was, (just the title), I was like brilliant, I wonder whose post is this. Then I saw Razaard and said, "figures". Not that excited anymore. It was like the norm for you to come up with something brilliant. I wasn't impressed. This is a compliment and I'm sure you can see that. This happens even with people we interact with regularly and know well in person so don't be fooled; imagine online and with those we barely know, even relatives. It's never who the person is because there's no one there. I hope you realize that that's the reason. It's already a bunch of ideas and stories that make up the person and that's what's interacting with each other.

One can sit in their room on the computer and be in a whole new world from that alone. That is the illusion. There is no world. Can't you see this shit. I will post a video of a man getting killed and someone will say, I thought you said there's no one and there's no world. Hehe. The delusion on their part is why this is possible to pull off. Logic and sense-making. Thank God for the senses. We'd all be vegetables. Can't see beyond the human perspective and what's logical and makes sense. I don't look all the time for what makes sense (sometimes, but not all). I look at what is, and compare with all the knowledge I've acquired not what makes sense. Like a robot tapping into it's data base.

Why do we need Self-improvement classes, workshops, courses, books, speakers and forums and not self-destruction ones. Why is self-destruction the default and we have to work on self-improvement. Notice this. Notice the default in a lot of things. We just take things for granted and not question things. We are born into the mirror of life and cannot see what's on the other side. There is no real other side, but that's why it's called a dream. The dream is what sees what's not really there.

Can't be otherwise. Knowledge is what speaks. It's expressing itself just like me and you, only in different ways. Theoretical or experiential, it's still knowledge based. The only transformation is transforming from knowledge to knowledge. Tell me something you don't know. Can't be something you're not already. You're not transforming, just being. Transformation is an illusion; knowledge- based illusion at that. How would you know you've been transformed if not for knowledge of some kind.

Real freedom cannot be conditioned and have an agenda. That's not real freedom to drop the burden of importance. Real freedom is free to also be burdened with importance and be heavy, extra-ordinary and a somebody. That's just the me talking to soothe it's dis-ease and seeks relief from itself. The one that doesn't care what arises and appears, is a closer representation of what true freedom expresses. True freedom is the freedom to be anything, the rest is slavery; which is also true freedom, so it's all done. More like the comedy of trying to be a nobody. A nobody being a somebody that tries to be a nobody.

These are still efforts. The me is always taking out it's tool kit to not be a me. It's funny how these calls to action to take no action are still actions. Neurosis and dis-ease at it's finest. There's nothing anyone can do or not do to become a nobody.

Spiritualists have found clever ways to be God, human, no self, awareness, consciousness and everything else we claim to have, be and own simultaneously. We are one busy creature. No wonder we get worn out and get tired and confused. We have invented all types of shit to fit into the story of me. Without these stories, the me cannot sustain itself. It depends on all these stories to survive it's illusory nature and it will defend these stories till it can't anymore. It will and can construct idea upon idea and mix it into it's make up to fit perfectly and nothing can tell it it's all made-up shit. Even the nonbelievers of this shit will construct ideas upon ideas as to why this shit doesn't make sense. It is the story, so it doesn't matter what it says, it's just a story. Life cannot go wrong. Even the storyteller is life creating stories. Even the 'non-present person' is life appearing as not being present. The suffering and the anxious and depressed is also life appearing as.....so life cannot be escaped. Any change, that's life, a.ka. THIS the Absolute. Whatever you call it. This is total freedom being bullshit and corrupt. It's so free and liberated it can appear as bullshit crap. Only humans judge things as right or wrong or imperfect. That's also this appearing as imperfection. Jesus Christ, this sucks if you ask me. I'm selfish and i want to see things go smoothly. This is also freedom talking. Can't go wrong. Problem is there's someone there observing this shit. That's also freedom. Go away freedom. That's also freedom. This, the absolute, all there is, cannot be escaped. Go fuck yourself. That's also this. Take responsibility for your foul mouth and irresponsibility, that's also this appearing as. Hey you, reading this nonsensical post that has no value, you're also freedom reading freedom. This fucking shit tries to elude itself but it only ends up chasing it's own tail. It doesn't realize it until it does and that's realization on it's own realizing without anyone behind that. This shit is infinite and timeless. No wonder it becomes a crazy lunatic. Jesus, I would too if I was infinite and timeless. Well, I am, except I don't know that and never will. Knowing doesn't know anything it is knowing itself. No one knows anything simply because there's no one to know just knowing being itself.

Who Am I? KNOWLEDGE......that's it. Without it, i'm nobody. Paradoxically, without knowledge there's just a body. Body doesn't need knowledge to function. I do.

Everyone around you is affirming your existence. If there were no other, you wouldn't exist because there's no way to stand out apart from yourself and to exist means to stand out. Look at me, I stand out. No you don't. Show me how you stand out from everything that's around you. Take yourself out the picture and show me you apart from what's in the mix. You want to go meta. That's the lucid dream. You're not lucid dreaming. You are the lucid dream itself.

This shit is so simple. It will take an infinite about of years and decades to figure out what's going on here if you look anywhere else than what's appearing. You can never find anything that's not appearing. You lost your pocketbook. You didn't find it, it appeared. It was never lost. Where was it. It was the same place where it was, nowhere and everywhere. It appeared outta nowhere and now it's everywhere because where you are is everywhere and that pocketbook is no different. Go somewhere now. Aren't you there. Go somewhere else. You're there too. Everywhere you go you're there, so how can you not be everywhere. Where is the place you were at prior to where you are now. In memory, so it's nowhere. Get it. You're nowhere and everywhere.

It's all TRUTH. There's nothing but TRUTH. What appears is TRUTH. That lie you told your gf is TRUTH. It happened, didn't it.

Watch out for these silly teachings. You are not the doer. How to realize you are not the doer.....do this, and proceed to list a bunch of exercises to follow and do. God is all there is. You must do this to realize you are God. Well, is God all there is or what. Higher and Lower self. What. I have two selves now. First there's a self, then there's no self, then there's no self self, then there's a higher self and a lower self, then it's lose the self, then it's You're God. God sure has many aliases. It likes to act and be all sorts of selves. Let's hide out and play inquiry. Hide and seek. Who is that that's witnessing me doing crap. There's someone g that I can't see that's witnessing me taking a shower. I wonder if I will ever find that something. Oops...it can't be found because it's invisible....IT'S ME. Then who is that taking a shower. That's the body with no one inside. Inquire into who is noticing that pussy getting wet. You naughty boy you awareness. Awareness is a pervert. It likes to play peek-a-boo. Reincarnation. Come back as a different person from the no person you were in the first place. Two other no selves are going to have sex and birth another noself that'll be you, then you'll be inquiring into who am I, but previously you knew you were coming back to a noself. Karma. What you do is going to come back to bite you in the ass but you're a no doer. Shadow work. The shadow of a person who's God is creating all types of havoc in God's life. Oh I forgot, you're only God sometimes. Notice how your shadow is always behind you and only visible to you when you look at it. Just don't look and you won't need to work to get rid of it. Spiritual bypassing. Honk honk. I'm passing by what's actually happening and I want to imagine something else to happen. That's enough....

It's the title of the thread and the wordings in the content. Not too many would put two and two together. You're explain health issues and correlating it with somatic energetic experience. Not much advice to be given there. The body isn't fond of our spiritual exercises because it's not natural to it, so it's only natural it's going to react and get thrown off balance. Except for a few like maybe yoga and certain kinds of meditations.

People will hear me talk or write about non-duality, the Absolute, existence, reality, etcetc and think I'm parroting from some guru or teacher or whomever yet I can have a journal talking about this stuff everyday all day and in my own words with understanding and clarity. Of course, I listen to non-dual speakers, (not that many) and I have a been in this field for about 6yrs now so i have something to compare to and i have a way of discerning my own truths. No such thing but, hey, language is limited. Not saying what I say is the case, but it's from an understanding, experience, knowledge and all that is illusory anyway.

Time to see the doctor. That's what that means and lay off them strudels.😜