Princess Arabia

Wait...are you the guy who used to have a half tiger half man face as a profile Pic? If it's you, I know why you said what you said. Once you asked for advice on something to do with work in your country and every advice you got, you rebutted and i called you out on that. If I'm not mistaken, it's the only interaction I ever had with you here maybe one other time or so, but I remember that time, You didn't take it so well that I did that. If it's not you, disregard, but I think it is from the name.

OK. To me, your timing says everything. That's all I'm going to say to you right now. Another thing I'll say and it's not a defense but my way of communicating is very direct because of my culture, I don't beat around the bush with what I have to say and some people don't like or understand it and it can get interpreted in all kinds of ways. That said, I respect your honesty but it's too much right now with all the motions running through my body to address this any further than I have. If you've felt disrespected by my way of communicating in the past, I deeply apologize for it. Thanks.

I've never suffered from low-self esteem and have no shame about anything. How can someone who openly admits to working as a working girl have shame when that is probably one of the most criticized job on the planet. Igls because I have no shame in what I do and have done in the past and insecurities, yes, like most people but nah, no low-self esteem. Why you keep projecting your ideas about me unto me is beyond me and is saying more about you than me. THE WAY YOU HAVE DESCRIBED ME IN YOUR MIND - I don't even recognize myself. Most here knows how open I am even too open at times and need to hold back a bit with the info I share. Reason - very little fear, no shame, secure in who I am, no fear of being judged or labelled. With you, it's not that you judge, criticize or condemn me, it's a feeling within the body that arises for whatever reason when I interract with you and I'm not sure why. The feeling is recognizable so knowing what I do know and how aware I am j will do some soul searching to figure it out, off the bat I will say itls the same feeling I used to get when my parents would fight. So maybe youre right, and I have some unreleased trauma but its nothing to do with what you think. I do try to avoid conflict in my life and ilm usually a people pleaser but I'm getting over that and standing my ground. But somehow, your presence bring back feelings of fear I had as a child. And this is why I said I'm not blocking you because I'm Spiritually Intelligent to know that that's not what someone whose trying to know themselves do with triggers unless it's life threatening of to a point of emotional distress ghat the body cannot handle and I can handle you as of now. You think I'm kidding when i say I feel feeling of fear with you but not the type of fear where I'm afraid, but fear of a feeling that comes up that I would rather not feel but feel powerless over but I don't want to run away from it but to face it head on.

Yesh, it's delusion on your part to say we rarely but that's relative and maybe when we do it gets so intense and traumatic for me that one time can feel like 100x. If I was to guess how many times we have spoken without counting the amount of times with each instance, i would say it's about 10-15 x's or more.

YOU'RE MY FEAR. ONLY YOU APART FROM SPIDERS. I've never felt this way about anyone and when I see your name it sends chills through my spine. I will not block you and i will get over this when itls time for now I will see what it's trying to teach me.

Another untruth. If I had the time and energy, I would do a search. You're not on here a lot like I am but we have been through this type of thing about four or so times so not to mention just other times from normal conversation which is rare because it's almost always you attacking me for personal reasons.

You are policing this forum on how you think people should respond. Doesn't work like that. As far as the trauma stuff goes, I won't even respond to that anymore but only say that when I see your name quoting me it kind of makes me feel a bit traumatized that I'm going to be chastised and chewed at by my BULLY. I won't block you though, unless it gets really really bad because I don't want to send a signal to the universe that I'm not interested in confronting my fears and that ilm willing to face them head on to put them behind me.

Somehow I knew you would use that lame excuse for no one else calling me out because it's the next best thing that mind of yours could come up with for constantly trolling me and harassing me here on this forum on a constant basis. IOW, you're calling all these respectable members PUNKS who don't have a mind of their own and who aren't open enough to call me out about her irresponsible and constant misuse of the forum and are too afraid of me to speak their minds. Even when I'm being defended by another very respectable member who haven't noticed anything you have said about me to be true, you are just in complete denial and believing that no one has the calls to confront me on the bullshit i'm carrying on with on the forum. Only in your eyes I am. You are passively insulting the forum members because hyour way of communication knows no better. (first insult I threw at you through this whole charades). You are insulting people without even trying to.

I'm not defending my self because I don't need to, but my saying how women are shamed for sleeping around while men get a pat on the back is not even an opinion it is a well-known thing in society and anybody that says otherwise isn't being honest or are oblivious to this or in denial.

All this stuff you're saying, you're the only one that feels this way. I will point out certain facts: Every comment from you to me here on this forum (just about 99% of the time) are of a negative nature filled with criticisms and judgements. I am all over this forum commenting on different topics and have numerous threads open that I share tons of information on unrelated to this section. (Opinion: You seem to think I'm only in this section sharing my views on life and actually never comment on anything of value that I may have to say) You are the only person in the whole wild world from family to friends to strangers to acquaintances to people who have known me intimately and even on this forum EVERYBODY, not one of them seems to think I'm traumatized. I'm very open in my life about stuff and people that knows me on a personal level never ever once said to me I think you are traumatized for whatever reason. That said NEITHER DO I. I have commented all over this forum but the only time you give me shit is when I speak my mind about the opposite sex. Nothing ever disrespectful - JUST MY MIND AND PERSONAL OPINIONS, but you call that trauma. Once I told some misogynist to fuck off thats it. Most times I communicate on here to anyone I'm very respectful, including with you, even after you've spoken to me disrespectfully. Every interaction from you to me is a criticism of judgment and in very disrespectful ways. You bring your interpretations about how you feel about my comments to other members to the forefront and add your two cents in on how you feel about it while no one else seems to have a problem. I could go on, but I'll stop right here by saying what you've said up top in your opinion and has nothing to do with any facts about me and you're constantly telling me on this forum when I speak my mind how traumatized I am about nothing. You've even just called me promiscuous just because I refer to myself as a "working girl" and for no other reason without knowing anything about my personal life or even how I conduct myself with my work. So you're not basing anything you say from any facts, only projecting unto me your ideas about me for whatever reason and I will not speculate on that as I will just be doing the same thing I'm accusing you of.

Idk how I'm sexually promiscuous without having sex. Beats me

Main thing starts at around 10:00, but just watch the whole thing if you can, its not that long. Worked for me, mainly because I knew that particular craving had to go.

Hehe. Thanks for the info. Received.

The senses. Sight, smell, touch, taste, hearing and thought.

@BEWISE like this.

@ then the name. It should come up blue. In other words, hit the @ then start typing L-e-o then you'll see his name and pic then hit that then the message.

Well said

You know how to use the tag feature?

Not necessarily the case. My default setting is healthy eating and after getting into Spirituality, my body went haywire for a bit. Cravings kicked in. Didn't eat ice-cream for at least 10yrs straight and all of a sudden I was craving it. This came after I settled my oreo cookie craving. Other small stuff but not as bad as these, which I never eat - ice-cream, yes, but cut out for good except my home-made banana ice-cream, which did nothing for my craving. I followed Leo's advice for how to quit cravings and it worked on the oreos; the ice-cream I did on my own after I started to see the effects. This is coming from someone who is not really a health nut, but very really binged on junk food with no will power needed. I later learnt that Spiritual awakenings can cause the body to do this. Something about the ego resisting change or the body purging and cleansing itself too fast of emotional impurities and sends the hormones out of balance. This is a pretty common story in the Spiritual community and have seen multiple stories on this. The OP did say he watched some of Leo's videos and seems to be into Spirituality somewhat, so I'm assuming this is what's also happening. Didn't mention it to him since my response was already a bit lengthy, so I left it alone but just wanted to bring this to your attention. I still could be wrong, but it's a possibility.

You might want to tag Leo for this.

Ok. Keep me posted on the channel.

This is how my cat eats her dry food. Always from one side of the plate; and it's ALL THE TIME- no exceptions. What's up with that. It's like she's programmed. I find it fascinating. It's like she was a somebody who had this preference in another life. Where did she learn this. Even if I mix it up, it goes back to this pattern.

Bravo.

I think what you're missing is, without quoting the entire comment, is that there is no other and only you are the perceiver. If a dog barks and you hear it but not see it, you are perceiving through the sense of hearing. Without that dog barking and you perceiving the bark, there is no dog barking without your awareness of a bark. That dog isn't perceiving you listening to it's bark, you are all that is perceiving the bark. That's why there are no two perceptions simultaneously and it's all within you. You are not within that dog's bark, that dog is you. Without your awareness of a fog's bark that dog's bark doesn't exist.

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