Princess Arabia

I wasn't bullied in high school, so I guess it's my turn for some bullying as an adult. Luckily, I've developed some thick skin by now to handle it where I won't need therapy.

Didn't know this was a psychedelic cult forum. My bad, ask for me to be kicked off because I don't do psychedelics. Maybe your wish will be granted.

Oh ok. "It seems" is not Reality. "Authoratively speaking", is your view on how you interpret how I sound, which are just a bunch of interpreted words. See it how you wish, very useless as far as what is. Experience on? What have I experienced today and yesterday and the day before...waiting....

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Show me something in this "shitfest" life that isn't running around in circles. You're trying to get somewhere too and realizing along with OP, there's nowhere to get, so it curses what is happening and blaming what it is also a part of. This "shitfest" thread that you read and took the time to comment is also a "shitfest" realization of the "shitfest" Absolute Cosmic "Shitfest" Joke.

I'm actually happier than I was before. Not that I was sad, but as far as this reality stuff, more contentment and peace is here. That's what you're probably sensing but cannot grasp because the mind knows nothing about that, it only knows how to connect what it looks like to be a seeker, and always inquiring and in doubt and fear. No honey, I'm fine. There's even more spark here but I'll try to tone down the sarcasm and the not so welcome speeches. It's not rewarding and leaves the seeker annoyed. I'll try but I cannot be fake about how I am and what sudden responses are happening.

Is that you?

Where have I mentioned I don't care. You guys keep interpreting. Laughing and making light of things doesn't mean care or no care - it's just laughing and making light of things, happening.

I'm not sure what you're saying here. About me that is.

Awww, that sucks. You'll get over it. When you realize the beauty of what is, you'll give in. Isn't it less painful to realize the beauty of what you are. You're no one pretending to be someone on an imaginary forum within an earth realm of empty space that doesn't exist. That's awesome. C'mon where's your child-like humor.

That video was pretty funny. You're not even realizing that you're the one interpreting my "opinions", as you call it, strongly. You're reading words on a screen and and saying to me that the words yours interpreting seems very strong. Don't you see the magic. You guys are just making what I'm pointing to even more realistic, even though it's still nothing. Haha

@DavinoYou're the one in the trap. Even though you're not really, since the Absolute is also the apparent trap. You're not getting it. There is nothing, absolutely nothing to escape from because there is no prison to begin with. Only what the mind puts you in. Which really never did since it's only an appearance. There's no escaping the Absolute. Advaita or Convaita is also the Absolute. It's when the mind believes in it, where the delusion comes in. I know nothing about Advaita, you apparently do, so please don't get trapped within the trap.

I've seen this very funny video. It's hilarious. This character right here isn't like that. You see, every time i interact with you it becomes more clear. You are assuming, interpreting and thinking things that aren't there. Your mind has become a delusion machine. Obviously, I'm still on a forum and interacting, and talking to someone. If the Absolute was about being robotic and stoic, it wouldn't be Absolute. You're denying things, I'm not. I'm just pointing things out.

Ok, what has changed? I don't know a lot of things. I can't know. Doesn't mean I'm not OK with that. I'm sitting on my couch right now and what I see around me is all that exists for me. Everything else is memory or imagination or thought. Even if I'm imagining sitting on my couch, even if I'm not really here sitting on my couch. I won't lose sleep over all that nonsense. You're quoting some graph and some words that means nothing to me and will only be interpreted through the mind. The same so-called mind that's filled with delusion.

If I called you an apple, would you say, noooooooooo. Again. No, you would think I'm silly and probably laugh. Do the same here if you think what I said is silly. I laugh, because it's funny to me.

It's OK, we need to feel special. It's just that when the delusion of accusation sets in and the recognition of what you said is realized, it will sting worse than before when they come back to "earth". (as in home, it's all home, no exceptions).

I only explained a portion of what I've realized, it's a whole video. But to address this right here, satisfaction is still for a seeker. It's hopeless. There's no such thing. How can one get satisfaction from wholeness and completion. That would mean there's one and something to be satisfied with. That's not Absolute. When I say hopeless, I don't mean it's hopeless and isn't worth pursuing because it's a waste of time. No, I mean hopeless as in its already done. No such thing in the Absolute sense, it will be temporary. There's nothing to be satisfied or unsatisfied with. Nothing to accept or surrender to. That's the delusion. I get called out sometimes for saying what I say but that's ok because it's what it is. If anything the satisfaction comes from realizing this, that it is what it is. Not in a hopeless or nihilistic way, but in a way of wow, this is also whats appearing and it's awesome. I don't jump for joy, I get upset, frustration may arise, stupidity may arise, but I'm ok with it, I'm OK with whatever is, trying to change this may also arise but I'm still OK with it, my being OK with it is what is. You never will. Fulfillment cannot be fulfilled because it is that already. This is why nobody will ever feel completely fulfilled. Only for a moment and it's on to the next thing. How can what is already, something whole and complete be more fulfilled. It is that already. This is fulfillment. It just doesn't feel like that because the "I" thought, the contracted energy of sorts, believe it's separate, so now it seeks for itself without realizing it is that already. It always wants more and more and more. That's why I mean by hopeless, it will never be satisfied and will be chasing it's tail until it recognizes it is it's tail and now it can rest and really be at peace, even throughout the apparent turmoil and chasing and seeking because now it recognizes that that's also just appearing but without any substance or ground. It's just seeking seeking and satisfaction satisfactioning. Awakening is not to deny anything, it's to recognize appearances as just that, an appearance. Why be affected by an appearance, what appears must "disappear", while what is, will always remain.

That's the only reason why you think I'm just parroting. Youve done it yourself. The mind only relates to the knowable, so it accuses everyone of the same thing it knows. It's so limited, it can't fathom otherwise. It's OK though, mine do the same thing so no judgement.

Well, whenever you've asked me questions on what I've said, I've always explained what I mean. Even if I understand it wrong and what i'm saying isn't so, I don't agree that I don't understand it. It's because I do understand it why I say what I say. You don't understand it may be what the case is. It's OK, though because things on their own doesn't make sense to the mind, it has to connect the dots backwards and backwards and backwards to find the connection. That's how it got formed to begin with. If there's something that threatens that construction, it will go against it because, now, that becomes a threat and doesn't fit into a certain constructed paradigm. Did you understand that. Maybe you do, but you might think I have a file cabinet of parroted quotes and statements somewhere stacked and ready to fish out when needed. Actually, I do, my memory bank. Isn't that where everybody speaks from. Weren't you a baby at once. Where did you learn what you've learnt. Oh ok, you know from experience. Oh wait, you're experiencing me on a forum. I guess this part of the experience doesn't count and what I am saying is only from someone you haven't experienced. Oh well, welcome to this thing we call life.

I've taken this many times, even though not lately. Good stuff. It does help flush the liver. I take it in tincture form.

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There's no actual process. Just appear that way. There's no actual space or time, how can there be an actual process, but only within the dream. The dream of separation. There's no separation within the Absolute, its already whole and complete. Yea, to the meaning that there's no meaning to what already is. It doesn't need a meaning to be what it is already. The story doesn't exist. To exist means to stand out. Where is the story that stands out from anything else. Is made of nothing. This implies separation. There is none. It's illusory to the dreamer. Nothing to be conscious of if it's whole and complete. What's that? I've only heard the term through Spiritualists. Never knew what I've come to recognize had a name. What is false freedom. Doesn't matter if the dreamer thinks it's free or not free. The Absolute is free to appear as "false freedom". There's nothing but the Absolute which is already free. A person who thinks it's free is in no better of a position than one who thinks it's not. It may only lead to a better experience, which is ultimately not even happening. The form cannot be annihilated because it's just an appearance. It can only appear to be annihilated. Both collapses into nothingness. Existence cannot be defined because the words used are also it. There is no balance in wholeness. Completeness. It's already done. You see, I'm not speaking from some non-dualistic teaching that you assuming I got from some Neo whatever. It has become pretty obvious what this is. All you're saying is what seems to appear within this wholeness and what you assume about what's happening with what's appearing, IS THE STORY.

There's no heaven here, I'm just saying it would seem that it would be more so rather than nihilism. Let me tell you what happened. I had a lot of questions about everything. A natural curiosity. Not really a need to know but a wanting to know. The kind of questions I would ask, no one seemed to have an answer for. It would always be , "who wants to know", or "it's a paradox", or it's oneness, it's relative, its this and its that. Then something else would come up that didn't fit into that answer. Then you see how someone would say, they're enlightened but there was nothing special about them or how they seemed. Then Someone would come on here and started pointing out things that sounded so intellectual, like it was just an understanding of something, but not a real knowing. Like they aced the grade. I mean one thing after another after another after another. Still is. Then I got confused (you remember, you even said confusion is good and can lead to something good, or something like that). Well, here I am. I recognized with the help of something outside of me(thats an illusion but don't know how else to say it), I stopped chasing my tail and realized that nothing is special, no one is special and that I was just looking for the unknowable. Doesn't mean that whatever is happening, shouldn't happen or there's something wrong. No, it's that whatever is just is. All the teachings and videos and gurus I've watched and listened to, this recognition I have sums it all up. All makes sense now, but a sense that doesn't make sense. It's an endless search of nothing that will never be enough and will never be satisfying. The only reason why OP made a post like this is to feel better about himself and to make others feel bad for staying here while he's exploring the world. What next, can't explore the world forever. Then what feeling worse than before because now he still feels unfulfilled. It's a recognition of what is happening with the apparent human species. It's never enough. I'm still going to be me and life will still go on, but now not in the sense of trying to know or not know, just recognizing it for what it is. Even what OP is trying to prove with his post. Even your questions and assumptions. Doesn't matter. Things may appear to you how they appear and that is ok too, because it's appearance appearing. I'm not doing anything differently, just not as delusional as before even though I still am. The good part about all this, though, is that there's no delusion happening because whatever I'm delusional about, is just my thinking so. It's just the Absolute appearing as delusion. Nothing changed only apparently so, meaning it appeared to be different and you noticed but it's only within the dream that it is so, what's really happening is a change was noticed and you think you noticed a change and now I'm responding to your inquiry. Life is unfolding as we speak, how can what you or I say or do make a difference, it won't. Now, that's beautiful, not nihilistic.

It's OK. Call it what you want. That's just a word that we give meaning to. I never even knew there was such a word until a few years ago. I'm not trying to break your bubble, just saying things in response to what is being said. All I'm doing is responding. Sorry it doesn't feel right to you, but that's because of the meaning you gave it. It's freedom to me, not nihilism. Your best defense to what i'm saying, which is completely misunderstood, is that I'm nihilistic. If I'm not bounded to try to escape some imaginary prison wall, I'm nihilistic, if I'm at peace with what is, I'm nihilistic, if I'm saying it doesn't matter, ilm nihilistic. It's only nihilistic to an individual who is still seeking to escape. To try and find something that is already. This is it. There's nothing to find, nothing to seek and that is total freedom, not to the individual but it's free to appear as nihilistic. Now that's "heavenly" in my book. Don't make me stop you from trying to get somewhere, give me a call when you do and give me directions.

Nice. Make sure you take karate lessons before attempting this one with the wrong guy.