Princess Arabia

Thought I was going to sleep, but I'm back again. See, perfect example of life will do as it pleases. People keep insisting that they have a life and a past. Even though it's the Absolute appearing as such. It's lost in it's own dream. A dream that's not happening. It's sad. Even here, It happens here too. Don't think when I write like this is means I'm an awakened being or think I'm enlightened or anything. If It didn't happen with me too, I wouldn't be able to recognize it. I'm actually crying right now because I've recognized the dilemma. There's no helping it. No amount of enlightenment can stop the Absolute/Life/God.....whatever..... from doing what it wants. There is no controlling it. I can meditate till kingdom come, life will do what it wants, when it wants. Your gf can still leave you, you can lose your job, house, car, your house can burn down, you can get hit by a car, get sick, doesn't matter. Anything is possible. Life is perfect only because it's ONE. Get that. One is perfection. In this case, that includes EVERY AND ANYTHING, NO EXCLUSIONS. If it ain't, it ain't, if it is it is. There's no such thing as IF. IF this and IF that isn't Reality. I just read Thought Art's comment to Leo and it inspired me to write this post. I decided to come here and write about it instead of intervening with the discussion. I felt bad reading it. Absolute is lost in it's dream world. Thinking it's separate and has a life filled with a past with distressing circumstances. I do too, but I've resonated with what's inside of me saying it ain't so. I refuse to believe it too, but it's only a stupid belief. It's fucking sad that life has to be this way. It has to be this way to have a life. There is no life, no world, no other, no nothing. It's a fucking tradegy that it feels so real. My momma's death made me see through this shit. There isn't even a Thought Art saying those things and believing it. It's life replicating itself in a different way, using his avatar to do it and having me feel this way to feel like a person having feelings to write about that tucking shit thatls not even happening. I can't help it though. In 2secs, I'll forget that it's a fucking dream and go right back to feeling again. It's so deeply engrained. I guess that's what people think enlightenment does, it keeps you remembering forever, it doesn't, not if that's not what's happening and there's no one to control what happens. Alright signing off for real this time. Goodnight.

Notice the bum on the street isn't running around all depressed and wanting to go jump off a bridge. Notice the mad man talking to himself isn't talking about how much he's suffering and wants to end his suffering. He's just talking a bunch of jibberish for years and years, still trucking on. The man in his penthouse is the one suffering and wanting to end it and is miserable.....or not. See all those bodies on fentanyl stumped over on the street and then tomorrow they'll do it all over again and again and again. You drink some sour juice you hated the taste and never touch that shit again. You'll say, the fentanyl is addictive but why is someone addicted to stumping over in the street. You'll say because the substance is addictive to the brain and they can't help it. It's a fucking story. Someone else could do it once and never do it again. It all depends on the body. All depends on what life wants to do. Why are you addicted to your phone. It's a fucking story. Whatever reason you give. Life wants to look at the phone. The one that thinks it's a person and hates looking at the phone and wants to control the looking at the phone, will come up with stories as to why life is looking at the phone so much and write a post about it asking for help. That's life too doing that. Can't escape. Without the story, it's just looking at the phone. We want enlightenment so we can stop telling stories. Without you and your stories, there's no continuation; it's just whatever is happening. This forum depends on your stories for it's continuation. Without stories, there is no forum. The world is thriving upon our stories. Jesus Christ!!! Can't you see through this shit. Hehe. Of course you do. This is why this post will be ridiculed, laughed at and thought of as crazy. If not, and you resonate, it's not you doing that either. It's that "thing" that's everywhere and nowhere resonating. All I had to do was stop asking questions, stop seeing myself as a person doing anything, stop seeing humans anywhere, stop jumping to conclusions, keep an open mind, listen to everyone, be curious, don't just single anyone particular out who you think is smart, watch the dumb too, see what they have to say, notice the smart contradict themselves, notice the inconsistencies in everything, observe yourself and others, be genuinely curious, notice how you couldn't stay grounded without actively trying to, notice the crutches (meditation, mantras, practices, all that, they are crutches), notice how you need to feel a certain way. NOTICE THE NEED TO FEEL A CERTAIN WAY. It's different depending on the circumstances. THE FEELING IS THE SECRET ALRIGHT. How? You're who you are because of how you feel. Separate energy doesn't feel good. The energy that makes up a human doesn't feel good. The energy wants to reconnect back to it's source. Feeling is everything. It's what differentiate the human from a nobody. Without it, you die. I'm tired. Going to bed. I just automatic write and sometimes the brain shuts down. It's shutting down now, been up all day. I don't want to start thinking, then I'll just get in the way.

It's easy to see no separation. Without you, nothing exists. Show me something that exists without your knowing of it. If you're looking at a tree and turn away, the tree now still exists as a memory. Look at a tree. Where is this tree without your looking at it. How are you separate from that tree. It's not like you're the tree and the tree is you, it's that there is no you and there is no tree. Tadaah!

That's because your eyes are on your profile pic. Hehe. The other on is up your a**. Lol

Schizo did say it was. I guess you didn't read the comments. Look again. He said so.

WHAT IS TRUTH: Truth is what's happening. It's that simple. The complicated version is that it's not happening to you, through you, by you or for you because you, the person/human you think you are doesn't exist. The body does, but there's no one inside these bodies doing anything at will. Life is happening all on it's own and it's impersonal. You can test this for yourself. Notice how you plan things and they don't go as plan. If they do, it's because it's life doing it anyway. Notice how you're addicted to things and cannot stop. It's not up to you because there's no you doing it. Notice how you've been worrying about things all your life and life just keeps on going. Doesn't matter if you got your way or not, tomorrow still comes, next year still comes, a decade goes by and you're still trucking on; worries or not. Notice how you want things to go a certain way but it doesn't all the time. Why can't you always get your way. Why not. Whatever answer you give here will just be a story. All Stories. Reasonings. Excuses. Notice how unpredictable life is. When you move your hand, that's energy. Speak, walk, run, dance, any movement, that's energy. It's raw, it's direct. Neither dead nor alive. It's not polarized. It just is. There's nothing alive or dead. Things just are. A beating heart doesn't mean aliveness. It just means a heart that beats. A dead person and an alive person are the same. One is seemingly dead and the other seems to be alive. Both just are. It's not that energy is alive and energy is dead. Both are energy. Just energy. A dead person still rots. It's never still. It's simply another appearance. It's all appearances. What is, is. That's truth. There's no arriving at Truth. Truth is all there is. If a person tells a lie. That's truth. Solipsism just means there's only ONE. No separation. It's all one movement. There's no "he's me and I'm him because neither exists independently of each other. There's no one asleep and no one awake. All your awakenings are just experiences. It's all empty. Void. Means nothing. Yes, it means everything to the individual dreamer but that's about it. It's still what's happening. Everything that appears is empty, Void of any substance or meaning. It's all stories. There's no God forgetting and remembering. Wait..,yes, the Absolute does appear as forgetting and remembering, but it's just an appearance. The Absolute can appear as anything. The Absolute is God, if you prefer. Same thing. I like the Absolute. Oh my fucking God. There's no God and then there's an appearance. It's God appearing. One. Direct. Why do you think everyone "dies". No man makes it out alive because there's no one to make it out alive because there's no one. Isn't this obvious. You will always be fearful and suffer, so don't even try it. There's no one there to stop that or to say I'll never suffer again. Fear happens and suffering happens. There's no one to say anything. You don't realize youre not there. Take all your stories away and there is just what's happening. You don't want to realize this so you keep on keeping on. THAT'S FUCKING TRUTH. When I say you, i mean the Absolute. It seems to appear as an opening that doesn't recognizes itself. It's the energy that's doing that. Not "you". Whom am I speaking to, no one. It's so fucking obvious. Pay fucking attention, you Absolute fool you. One trick. Notice how whatever mood you're in, you'll see people in that same mood all over the place. Watch whatever you're going through in life in the moment, you'll start to see replicas of it everywhere. Just start noticing.

How many times do we have to hear that when it's ChatGPT, to specify. Two to three sentences in and i knew you didn't write that shit. I kept scrolling to see by Chatgpt at the end, but I see it's in the comments instead. People don't realize you're robots with programming and patterns. When you've been on here for awhile there's a writing pattern you've created and this just wasn't yours. Only if you're observant anyway, you'll notice.

Perfect example of Infinity is the vegan debate. I think it's one of my least enjoyable topics to discuss.

I remember once I had as my signature "Unconditional Love Is All There Is". I look around and all i see is love. I see it in different forms, textures, shapes and sizes. Different sounds, meanings, appearances, responses, comments, arguments. In narcissists, psychopaths, haters, racists, bigots. In animals, trees, plants and even water. It's everywhere. Even in sicknesses and diseases. These things represents love, are expressions of it. I used to fight with a particular forum member all the time. They would pick on me endlessly and would say some pretty mean things and we would go back and forth all the time till I realized it was useless. Right before they disappeared from the forum (haven't seen them since), they sent me a p.m apologizing for their behavior and sent me love which I sent back. I remember saying to them I knew you had it in you. It wasn't just with me, they would fight with just about everyone they came in contact with, actually no, but regardless without saying too much after that p.m. they were gone. Might be back, but maybe I was a vessel. I'll leave it at that, but it was strange. Even recently I had a little squab with you know who and it ended with both sending love. It's not the sending of the love that I'm really referring to, but that the arguments were about love disguised as whatever the trivial squabbles were about. All this stuff is around us. We just have to be observant and curious enough to recognize them and understand people are acting with good intentions to see through the masks of existence.

you ain't seen nothing yet till you've seen this quote. This sent chills down my spine reading it.

Trying to stay in the present moment is futile. I won't bother with word gymnastics today as this term is widely used and recognized. Staying in the present moment or even being present suggests there's somewhere else one is trying to get to. Why else is one practicing staying in the moment or being present if not trying to achieve something or get somewhere. It's understood the present moment is all there is, so why is someone practicing to get to where they already are and trying to achieve something that's in the future. Think about it. Maybe for peace or less suffering or what have you not why you're practicing being present. It is for a gain. To gain something that's somewhere else but you say now is all there is. If I stay in the present moment, I'll.....whatever that is. You're not being in the present moment, you're trying to get something from it. You're living in the future, not really but you're implying there's a real future but doing a practice that suggests the now is all there is. . Do you see how futile and useless this is. Most of that shit is useless when you really investigate them deeply. You don't have to try to bring the mind back to the present. It already is. Absolute is being a memory in the present or being the past in the present. It is the Absolute appearing as a memory or a past. It's also that which is trying to present the mind. It's all an appearance anyway and doesn't really matter.

Freedom is not a thing to be had. Freedom is also the constraints of the ego. Freedom cannot be attained through some practice or letting go of. Freedom is also entrapment and slavery. Freedom is not some human bullshit need or wants. Freedom is free. It's not limited to human egoic desires of wanting to be free of it's own constraints; that is also freedom.

The ego isn't controlled by these, this is what ego primarily is. There is no ego apart from thoughts and beliefs. No stories, thoughts, beliefs, ideas, attachments, etc, no ego.

Whichever one your name suggests.

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If it doesn't go for everyone, I'm not buying it. If ignorance plays a part existentially for someone's well-being as far as where they end up after they die, I'm not buying it. If a life of partying drugs, loose sex and hedonism means you're going to be left behind on the existential level as opposed to meditating all day and going to silencer retreats and ashrams and Satsang's, I'm not buying it. Yes, as far as the experiences goes, more money means better living conditions, more freedom and more comfortability, better education means better jobs and more intelligence, more friends mean better social life and maybe less loneliness and having knowledge about health and practicing it may make for better health and feeling great and also looking great. When it comes to Spirituality, though, if one has to know something, be better at something, learn about something, practice something to be ahead of the game and that's considered ahead of the game to win at something on this level, I'm not buying it. No one should have to be left behind in this way. No one should have to know anything, be taught anything and should have to do practices to be one with everything already. Worldly experiences are different. A bum is on the street where it's uncomfortable while the regular guy sleeps on a bed. Maybe life circumstances got him there. Knowing those types of things is beneficial to not get in the dumps - maybe, as life can hit anybody at any time no matter how much they've tried to win at it. As far as being more conscious and awakened, it makes for a better experience, but if one is not high-conscious or highly intelligent, it doesn't compute that they're better off on an existential level than those who are not. It just makes for a different and maybe more pleasant experience and that's it. Nothing more. The same as how more money may make for a more enriched experience of life and maybe help more people financially and take a load off in that way. No one is closer than anybody else at so-called "reaching God" just because.......whatever you're doing in life is what you're doing. Watching porn or watching Moojii won't get you any closer or make you any further away. You might have a fucked up brain, need therapy, sex life sucks or whatever but you're still not fucked in the end or going some other place that the Moojii watcher is going. Bottomline, if all is not included in the message, I'm not buying it. If I have to have someone tell me who I am or am not to reach truth or be closer to the divine, i'm not buying it. If it's not already the case, then no one should have to tell me how to get there because no one was there when I was born, no one will die with me and no one lived my life for me. That man didn't bring me here so why should he have to tell me about me just so I can know truth or awaken to who I am or whatever. The neighbor who knows nothing about this stuff shouldn't have to. If God brought them here, then let God take dare of them. That goes for everybody. Why the fuck does my cat get a free pass and just eat and shit all day and still be aligned with truth but I gotta meditate and go to silent retreats just to be aligned. Makes no sense. I love this stuff and i love it for it's own sake, but everyone, including the drunk, should be ok, except for life experiences and even then its just a temporary experience that doesn't last forever. What lasts forever is who and what everybody already is and at the same level. You're in no better position than the one that does not know this stuff, it only makes you more knowledgeable. This is how much I love this stuff. I refuse to think it's for a selected few and not for everybody. I refuse to see anybody being left behind. This is why I see clearly that all is one and no one is excluded from infinity and all is the divine. All is everything and those that doesn't realize this, doesn't need to. This was very random and I don't know what the heck I was saying, but it felt right. I won't even proof-read because it was in the flow and I don't need to correct any mistakes when I'm in flow.

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I still have to finish watching Leo's new video. I'm only half-way through. It's pretty good. He's crying a lot in the video. He seems very passionate about the topic. Whenever he cries, i feel like I wanna cry. His crying moves me. It's a different kind of emotion. It touches a part of me that doesn't get touched very often. I think only Leo's crying can bring that out. It's like the cream of the crop type emotion. Laughter is good, but the emotion that gets touched inside of me when I see Leo cry, surpasses laughter's impact. It doesn't feel good or bad. It's like an indescribable feeling. Only when he's talking about Reality, though. If I see him cry, if he falls off that scooter and bash his head, it won't mean the same thing. So it's not about Leo at this point, it's about what he's talking about that brings on this emotion when he cries. It's weird. I stare right into his eyes in these moments and all i see is rawness. Directness. What is. No interpretations. All I see is what is when I see him cry talking about Infinity. That's the impact Infinity has on me.

By the time Truth gets figured out, I'll be in the grave being Truth. I don't see what's so hard to realize there's no such thing as TRUTH. If it's being used as an expression, fine; but standing on it's own, there can never be "A TRUTH". How can there be in Infinity. Ok, Truth is NOTHING. Same thing. Everybody is talking about this Truth, but they don't know what it is. If you know what truth is then what is there to keep talking about. How can you be searching for something but you don't know what you're searching for. What if it's staring you in the face; you wouldn't even know it. If I'm searching for something, I at least must know what I'm searching for. If I'm searching for Truth, I must at least know what it is. Is it lost. It's not material, so I'm using the mind to search for truth and when I find it, the mind will tell me. So the mind must know what truth is already. I don't know, I'm just reasoning this stuff out. I am trying to make sense of all this stuff so don't take what I'm saying literally. It's the mind talking.....i think.... I don't want to sound Absolute like I'm dead on and know what I'm talking about. These are just thoughts coming out. This right here looks like truth to me. These writings, these words, this here what's happening right now as I'm typing. This seems like truth. Maybe define what type of truth. What Reality is, what is the Ultimate Truth what is really going on behind the scenes, I don't know. What kind of truth, what are you looking for. To me, truth is what is happening. If that's not truth then what is Truth.

You're the issue. The issue is dead without you. You've made it an issue. Go check out dating websites for the elderly. Maybe they'll give you some motivation and inspire you when you see how they're living it up.

The world/earth/reality/life/existence seems balanced, right? Not in the sense of people and their bullshit with wars and fighting murders, or hurricanes and earthquakes and tsunamis etcetc, just in the sense of the sun doesn't turn cold, the moon doesn't turn into an orange, the sky doesn't flip upside down where the ground is above and the sky is below, you don't see a bird with an elephant trunk or a stone doesn't start walking. Shit like that. Weird stuff like born with two heads and no hands or two sexual organs exists, and with two different color eyes, and things I've never even heard about, but the above-mentioned things I'm sure won't happen like the sun turning into an ice bath and the moon into a pigeon. Get the drift? Now, what makes you think you can word yourself into balance. What makes you think you can put on paper using thoughts to fit yourself into existence how it already is. Do you think you can strategies your way to fit into life. To technique your way into what your mind thinks it needs to balance out the equation. Do you see people falling over left and right and busses flying up to the clouds out of control, or someone's head just bursting into 1000 pieces into thin air and splattering the neighbor's lawn. No, everything is in tact. We can't talk our way into how this is going to make that and how that is going to turn into this. Yes, tell me how to bake a cake, give me the recipe, but do you really think you figured out how this recipe made this cake. How flour and eggs turned into cake. How milk and sugar added will become pound cake with some butter added. No. You didn't figure out this shit. Tell me the logistics. Tell me the science of it all. Tell me how you made your hand move. Yes, ask questions, ask advice, teach, coach, write books, lecture, tell me how meditation works, tell me what to do to wake up, recommend stuff, do all those things, but do you really think you know anything. Do you really think you can tell anybody anything. Do you think all you're saying is you figuring shit out to pass on to teach anyone anything and that you did all that by yourself just because you think you learnt how to read and write and some intellectual knowledge. Do you really think you're telling anybody anything they don't already know. No one can learn anything they don't already know. It's impossible. I'm not saying they consciously know it or are aware that they know it, but it's because it was already "embedded" in the CODE. Already within the "blueprint", so-to-speak of life. When you teach me how to bake a cake and I understand what you've taught me, for example, it's because that was already embedded within the system. The process that seemed to happened for me to understand that didn't really happen. It only seemed like a process. It was instant. There wasn't really any teaching or learning going on. Just a bunch of words uttering and a person who thinks they're listening and comprehending on their own, and now they believe they understood all on their own and now they're able to bake that cake because they're a genius or they're capable. No, that's just a front. A fucking play, a pretense. Life is a pretense. There's nothing or nobody doing anything. Do you think this is some non-dual bullshit. Think again. Matter of fact, don't even think because you can't even tell me how you're thinking. You can't tell me the process of how you're able to think, but you want to tell me your thoughts. Yes, tell me, but don't for once think that you're telling me anything i don't already know. I already know everything and you know nothing. You already know everything and I know nothing. That's the fucking paradox. There's nothing anybody is saying, teaching, advising or lecturing about that the other don't already know. No one knows anything but yet everyone knows everything. IT'S ALL FUCKING ONE DOING, BEING, BECOMING IT ALL. It's total. I will continue to do and be whatever I will do and be, and so will you. Life goes on, but swallow that pride and don't think there's anything intelligent or smart about you. YOU'RE NOTHING AND A NOBODY. THAT'S TRUTH. You're but an empty shell and these words mean nothing.

Do you think all those babies running around in the hood with all those baby daddies locked up for child support and all those cavemen back in the day screwing those hot cave women who couldn't even read and write and all those swingers clubs with people screwing in the back room and those back alley sexual escapades and my momma and poppa thought about strategies to get it going on and feed that horny body when it wanted to jack it up at any age. Stop living in your head and, like NIKE said, "Just Do It". The only strategy and technique you need to figure out is how to flip her upside the head and which poop-a-lick position she likes. Welcome to the forum; you're gonna love it here.

Leo's Palace is corrupted.😛

I looked inward and found NOTHING.