Princess Arabia

You got it. Clues are everywhere, just gotta catch them when they pop up. They will be unexpected and not within a frame of intellectual garbage and mumbo jumbo, but right here in this statement.

Here goes the extraordinary imagination. Absolutely incredible. Lol

This is why I started to question the validity of it all. This right here is just some thoughts put together out of belief systems and all beliefs are false. God is supposed to be love, God is supposed to be everything which should include choices and also ego, because you're saying ego exists to make choices, but God made a choice out of what it isn't and the choice isn't valid because it was made by the ego which is still God. Hmmm

How is the dead suffering.

Anything I tell you will be a story, so keep that in mind. Nothing made sense, it would, then it wouldn't, it would then came along something to contradict. When I say made sense not on the surface, but on a deeper level. If there's no actual time and space how could that be, if we didn't choose to come here, why do we have to go through things to make it right, if someone has no access to these teachings are they doomed, if you say they'll reincarnate until they get it right, made no sense either. If it's all one then who is conscious of what and aware of what, that's not one. Why does everybody suffer, why does it take suffering to come to realizations. How can you use an illusion to recognize non-illusion, If I can't make my heart beat how can I make any other decision, why doesn't anybody make it out alive, why are there so many different pov's about the same thing, why is the sky up there and the ground down there and its never any different but everything changes...i mean all this shit. I listened to a lot of spiritual stuff, no particular type just whatever happened to come my way. I wasn't subscribed to any particular type, guru or anything for around 5yrs, including non-duality. Never took any of it really seriously because of an open mind and didn't want to get locked into anything. Then I got really confused and started to really think it was all bullshit. Not the general stuff but certain specifics, controversial stuff. Then I started to really listen to the nondual stuff again, not by purpose it just happened. The same stuff I've heard before started to register in a whole new way. It all started to make sense of what I wasn't making sense of not (neo advaita), just normal stuff. Then everything started making sense. The no self, the present moment, imagination, the I am, consciousness awareness, I mean EVERYTHING. Life is alive. It's unfolding as we speak. This is it. There's nothing else. It's always been and always will be. There's no way to know anything because it is not known. It is this happening right now. It is my hands, my feet, my tongue, my cat, my house, the road, the trees, this computer, the sky, everything and also nothing. Nothing makes sense, precisely because there's nothing really happening. Only appearing to happen. All these talks and such is just that, talking happening but no one actually talking. There are dumb people, yes, why is that, there are blind people yes, its because Absolutely everything is the Absolute appearing as those dumb people. People who can't speak is no different than those who can, it only appears that way. Nothing makes sense still, that hasn't changed, but what changed is the recognition that there's nothing to make sense, it can't make sense because sense depends on time and someone to make it make sense. Without getting into it, too much, I don't sit around thinking there's no me, there's no self. There's no one to know that. A me knowing is separation and there's no separation. All I do is whatever is happening. There's a response mechanism and no one making a choice. It's just response. If I was saying there's no self, that would be what is happening if I say there is a self same difference. Its only apparent and nothing makes a difference. All of what is being seen an observed is the Absolute. Everything is nothing and nothing is everything. There's an emptiness and a fullness appearing. Nothing is appearing from something else, it's appearing as everything. It's a mystery and no one knows because knowing implies someone to know and since it is everything the knower and the thing known is also it. Unconditional love just means nothing is excluded. There are no reasons or conditions for it to become anything than it already is. It also includes conditional love. It's not one way because of another way. It doesn't need to be one way over the next because it is everything already.

Because those are just words "feel like a self". There's no me that feels like a self. There's not a single person on this planet that doesn't feel like a self. What i'm saying is there's no self and I recognize that. The no self is not a feeling. That feeling is not my doing. There's no me that does anything. The word self is probably where the confusion with the communication lies, so don't take that word literally. When I say there's no me or no self, it's obvious that there's no one in here, obvious that I'm not doing anything and obvious that it's all empty. There's a fullness that seems to be the case but I don't go around thinking all day, there's no me there's no me because who will be saying that. For communication purposes it is what's being said to convey a thought. If one really felt a no me they wouldn't and could even communicate that because saying there's no me is someone saying there's no me. There's no other way to relay the message other than words and thoughts. Those words are just words. I don't need to meditate my way into no me, I don't need to psychedelic my way into a no me. That would be a me thinking I would need to do something to get rid of this me. I came to the recognition that THERE WAS NEVER A ME. If I was to go do some process to try to get rid of something that isn't there, that is still you believing you're a me. Nothing wrong with doing any of those things the same way nothing wrong with not doing them. Nothing wrong with ANYTHING. It's all whole and completeness so nothing is incomplete. The dream is the "I" thought doing its way to a no self. That is utter madness. Ok too. But it just is. How can anything become. There's no time, no space, so what are you becoming.

Nothing needs to die. I don't need to say there's no self because there's already no one saying there's no self. You're missing the fact that EVERYTHING IS THIS. No process needed. I don't need to change my wordings and say I feel no self or I feel a self. What I said is what happened. Taking 5meo would be what happens, not taking it, it what happens. "When you feel no self" is redundant because who is feeling the "no-self". This is not a feeling. Feelings come and go. Sitting in meditation is saying there's someone who needs to meditate. If meditation happens then it happens. There's no one choosing to meditate. This is not a belief, this is not truth. This is just simply this - whatever happens.

There's nothing to have. There's already no self. There's nothing to gain or lose because the Absolute is all there is. I'm not sitting here saying I feel no self. Of course, there's a person here; all I'm saying is there's REALLY no person here. Believing I'm a self or no self will make no difference because that's just the absolute appearing as a self or no self. There's no escaping the Absolute because it's all there is. So all that be careful stuff is just empty words appearing. There's no need to be a no self because that will be a self needing to be a no self. There's already no one so nothing needs to change. Any change is also the Absolute changing. There's no way out., because there's no where to go. ITS ALL ABSOLUTELY ABSOLUTE.

All of that does arise pain and suffering but for no one. It feels real and appears to be your pain and suffering, but it's not yours it's just what's appearing. It will be felt but there's not an actual person feeling it since the feelings aren't personal its also what's arising. It's contracted energy so it will feel real to us but it's not really happening. There are people who cannot feel pain, why is that, we give it a name and say its a rare condition like people who cannot imagine things, I believe its called aphantasia. All of us are the same. Nothing is separate. It's call the Absolute appearing as pain and suffering.

I don't have to keep saying there's no doer because there's already no sayer saying that. The mind trap is thinking there's a mind. It makes no sense because if there's no mind then whose doing the thinking. That's because there's no trap in the first place.

I have just come to the realization that what i've come to realize is called Neo Advaita, however, from the little bit I've seen from those people is that they still recognize a self and their so-called teachings is not what is. It's obvious to me what I'm saying is the case and i cannot see it otherwise. When there's no you in the equation everything falls into place and i mean everything. Not talking about the nuances and meanings and descriptions and fancy terms or concepts or ideologies, just that whatever is appearing is all that is without meaning and everything else is imagination in other words meanings and concepts and ideas, all stories and that there's no person inside this body and that it us just movements appearing as real and that its not about me because there's no individual here only apparently so. I still live my life as though there's a me but some things have fallen away as there's only losses here and nothing to gain but more clarity. If that's Neo whatever you call it then do be it.

Nice story.

Suffering is not a sensation. Suffering is mental chatter. Mental chatter is arising and the "I" attaches itself to that mental chatter and now it suffers. When there's no one, that mental chatter means nothing and there's no suffering. @Sugarcoat

No one said otherwise. Ilm not sure what you're disagreeing with. Misery arises, the "person" sees it as their misery and developed a story around it. If I'm feeling misery right now and see it for what it is, just misery appearing then that's all. Feelings will also arise from that misery and pain. If it is just misery and pain without stories then it's just misery and pain. Also feelings. The one that attaches itself to those things will develop stories around those appearances and now that's all imaginary and not real. What's real is the feeling of misery and pain and that's it, until it is no more.

All stories and not what's happening. There's no way I can say what will happen because time doesn't exist. I'm not saying I will tell my boss there's no me, what I'm saying is that's a story in the present which is all there is. So if you want to continue to talk about what may happen and how I will respond when it happens, then sure or we can talk about Santa Claus, makes no difference.

if telling my boss there's no me, that's what happened. Right now you're projecting a future that doesn't exist so it doesn't matter, your words are empty and meaningless. I'm not confined to anything because whatever happens is what happens. The construct is within the dream so how can anything be confined within a dream. It never happened. When you awaken at night from the bear chasing you, did it really happen. No. Same here.

Yes, but there's no one to end it. Just like no one started it. Whatever one believes is a cause for their apparent misery, is just a story. There's no time so how can there be a cause for misery to appear. It just appears without meaning.

There's no me choosing. Choosing is happening by no one. Take away all meaning, there's no outlook. Meaning is a construct.

There's no subject. There's no object. Simply what's appearing without meaning or substance. All empty and full simultaneously.

There's no way to end the misery because it never started. Notice everything is in the future but can never be reached. Go ahead and find the key. You'll be looking infinitely.

Tony Parsons I guess has that effect on your thinking he has that effect.

Happening to no one. There's no you being happy. It's a feeling that the "I" energy thinks it's his and identifies with in the dream of the separate self. It's just what's arising for Noone. It happens spontaneously and goes as quick as it comes.

Apparent movement of the unknown.

It's just energy responding to energy. We call it happiness, but it's just energy. Same as sadness and joy and misery. Also seeking. Which is what the "I" energy does.

Whatever works for the individual. Personally, I'm not a pick-up line kind of girl, just come say hello, how you doing and let the conversation flow. After the pick-up line then what. I don't consider an introduction a pick-up line or a spontaneous starting conversation. A bump on the shoulder at a bar, a wink to or by someone you think is attractive, a hey, can I buy you a drink, cold in here isn't it, how do you walk in them damn heels, how tall are you, nice shoes, I mean, its endless how you can start a conversation with someone without sounding pick-up- line(ish). The only way a guy can grab my attention with a pick up line is if it's funny as hell and i cant stop laughing. I can even become attracted to him just by that alone providing he's pretty decent in other areas. A funny guy whose not really trying to be funny in a corny type of way or just trying to impress is pretty cool and the opposite too, if he's just standing there doing nothing, and we're just eyeing each other until one of us make the first move. It's nothing concrete and every girl is different.