Princess Arabia

It came back just as I realized I was just a mind talking to other minds. That means my mind was the one that shut all of you all out. As soon as I gained back my "sense of forum" it came back. The forum never went anywhere; my mind was the one that left. Lost my forum mind, gained my sense of forum back. Yea, nothing changed, only more whacked.

You're absolutely crazily adoring.😊

I was home all day and have been all week. Life is showing me how dumb humans' perceptions can be and the way we see the world through our thoughts is not how the world actually is. I will turn this mis-conception into a thought experiment, so thank you for that, Mr, Struck. That's what you call Alchemy.

I'm a night owl but this is a bit late for me. I was up doing crack watching trick track. That's it. Going to bed before I begin to crack. Tic toc......

Crack-a-doodle-doo. That's what being up at 5:40 a.m. in the morning on act.org does to the brain.😊😊

Shit, I was about to Google act.org, then realized you meant actualized.org. I guess that's what crack does to the brain, including using abbreviations to shorten the sentence. That's called "sentence shorts". I need to go to bed😂

He says Satan is not full of hatred, he is hatred itself. Then says he if full of hatred. He hates every single soul. I guess hatred is full of hatred and hatred hates every single soul. That's like saying an orange is full of orange and is oranging.

Lmao. Another is the ability to make a quick comeback.😊

You just reiterated a point I made earlier. I've never been on there either. In fact, I even deleted the pre-installed app that apparently came on my phone, or it installed itself automatically. It just showed up.

It's a platform. I'm sure if I searched how to make bread on there, something will pop up.

I never seen that word before much less copying. I just made that shit up on the fly. Suing. Lol

Why do you want to disconnect from life. It's impossible to. It's only dead thoughts that make it appears that you are disconnected. The body doesn't care about disconnecting. Thoughts do though - from other thoughts.

The "devil" is not the enemy. Thoughts are. Thoughts that created a devil.

Infinite "unexcludedness". I will patent that word I just made up. Please don't copy. Copyright infringement. I will sue.😂 It's hard for people to see beyond their own conditioned responses. E.g every this and every that, once a particular thing or circumstances happened to them. Now it's tik tok that's the problem due to their own personal negative experience on it. Not realizing others might be finding it extremely useful for their own purposes.

Very sophisticated machines called bodies. Highly sophisticated. Call it human if you like, still mechanical, hence mechanism. What's described here is what's part of the body's survival mechanism. Doing it all on it's own.

What about the blind. How do they see from inside out.

I don't understand this. There are only others, but then you said WE are all separate. Where does the WE come in with only others.

This Journaling is a fun way for me to try and capture floating thoughts that seem to appear within other thoughts. There is no attempt of trying to hold on to anything. This is my camera; and I will use this as I do any other camera - taking pictures of what's unfolding to use as a memory of what's unfolding as a memory. Nothing can take the place of raw and unfiltered aliveness. An aliveness that cannot be captured and doesn't need to be. This is the beauty of life. It can be captured as a memory or can be just pure and unfiltered. What's even more beautiful and amazing is that the capturing is also alive, raw and unfiltered. There's nothing but raw and "unfilteredness". So, this journal is not really a journal, but aliveness appearing as Journaling. Let's go!!!! I'll be back...

That's what Spirituality and psychedelics does to you. Yin and yang, baby. Just kidding.

This is what some form of knowledge does to people's minds. Comparison. Now we believe we're better than some, and have a higher consciousness level and others are stupid and practice stupid behaviors because their level of consciousness is lower. Now there's an inner conflict going on when we engage in worldly affairs. If we're meditating all day, practicing yoga and reading endless books about Spirituality and engaging with so-called highly conscious people we're better than those who aren't. Those foods are addictive and most people don't understand this and they keep indulging because it tastes good and the brain's chemistry is changing and all that jazz. It is best to not label activities as low or high consciousness because that is just further creating more division in the mind. I would suggests you just say, that's not for me and leave it at that, or i'd love to try that to see if I like it. You're driving yourself crazy and now you're observing things about yourself and judging yourself because of it. Those people in the Universities you're talking about are enjoying their painful life because that's what pleasure eventually leads to while you're also indulging in the activity of analyzing them and creating for yourself a painful experience by making comparisons, judging and critiquing them and yourself. It's a fucking loop. Leave things be, do what comes naturally to you, seek help with something you feel you need help with, watch your videos and educate yourself but try not to start playing detective because the mind will not leave you be and will torment you because it loves to engage in things that perpetuates the cycle to keep it's never-ending cycle going. At least try to focus on what you like to do and engage in that because you don't have to go looking for pain it will find you so why engaging in useless activities like watching what others are engaging in and labelling it low or high conscious. People will come around when they're ready and fire is an element at play on an energetic level at all times burning away what's not needed for the balance of unity and your mind and thoughts have nothing to do with that.

No, but thanks for the suggestion. I'm not that much into playing all sorts of games. At the moment i'm only playing one main game and it's enough. It's a girly game of decorating your own islands with beautifications within the game, playing competitions with other players across the globe and lots of goodies and side games within the game all for free unless you make purchases which isn't necessary to fully play the game; just takes longer to complete sets. It's fun and I've made purchases before which is through Google pay, but its pay as you go and no subs. Any other game I would play would be with my nerdy self, scrabble, bookworm, word twist and games like that which are tons online and for free. Love bookworm. I even used to compete online in scrabble tournaments. Hehe. What kind of games you like?

I will just leave this right here. This is a good one from him. It's 30mins long, so watch at your leisure. I just watched it. I won't post any more videos here, just wanted to give you a sample from him. If you resonate, you resonate. I'll pop in from time to time. Enjoy your writings. Any questions just ask.

@Someone hereI'm loving listening to U G Krishnamurti right now. He speaks with a lot of wisdom. About life, thoughts, the body, existence itself etc. Very different from the regular Spiritual "teachings", we've been accustomed to. A lot of what he says, I agree with. Resonate with just like how I resonate with Jim Newman. I don't just go along with everything, I use my own judgement or whatever you call it and discernment. I try to understand what he's saying not just hear. Try him out, you might like his messages. I don't know about the normal meditation practices. The one where you sit and try to eliminate thoughts. I don't think it does anything but confuse the brain and creates all sorts of conflicts within the body. He speaks about that too, also yoga practices. It's up to you; but I find his reasoning to be of merit when I look at the bigger picture. So much stuff we've been taught in Spirituality is bull. Not all, but some. I've heard a lot; and now it's time to think for myself, if there's even such a thing. So many contradictions, so many isms and skisms. I'm not afraid to do so and run into the possibility of deluding myself or anything of the sort. I've already recognized that you can't go wrong in the "end". I enjoy this stuff and that's why I engage with it. I'm learning how to mix the two, (Spirituality and "Real Life), it's impossible to separate the two because they are one of the same. I hope you manage to accomplish or turn around what it is you're doing. Congrats to you to even have gotten to this point. I saw it coming, anyway. Anyway, I'll be reading your journal; and if I see anything i can add or suggests, I'll be glad to - same goes for you with mine. Much love.

The reason I believe why most of us don't really know who we are or what we're doing here is because there's really no answers to that. There's no who and there are no why's. So, we make shit up. We are consciousness and consciousness is exploring itself. God is us and God is experiencing what it's like to be a human, a cat, a tree and a dog. Makes sense. We accept that. Then we believe what we experience is Truth. Experiences involve the senses. Sight, sound, taste, touch and..... I forgot the other. Then there is qualia to describe the senses. I believe that's what qualia represents. How can experience be conclusive, accurately perceived when some of us don't possess all the senses. There are the blind. If they can't see a tree, then they have to depend on someone's description of what a tree looks like. How unfortunate. Same with the deaf. They can't even hear the description without the aid of an equipment called a hearing aid. An aide that was designed by other humans. God wasn't efficient enough to provide all individuals with the sense of hearing and left them to fend for themselves and figure it out. How unfortunate. Maybe, just maybe, we're really not hearing anything at all. Hearing is just happening and for or by no one. Even if that's not the case, and we are actually hearing and the ears' function is to hear; maybe what it hears isn't important. Just gibberish, gibberish that's interpreted by the intellect. A baby isn't born with intellect; that's developed. If that baby were to live in a forest with no one around for it's entire life, it wouldn't develop an intellect. A natural inherent intelligence would take over to maintain the body. That's it.