Princess Arabia

If I was having sex, I wouldn't be doing what I'm doing, just so you know. I wouldn't put my body under that tremendous stress. So get that straight. Call it sex work if you want. Especially since I hate having sex with strange men. Having sex isn't required in what I do.

What do you do for a living

Thoughts. I'm tired of sounding like a parrot; but I bet you your friend is entertaining different thoughts than yours that are making him feel better about himself and therefore allowing for life to flow through him in response to his thoughts. You said you're spending endless days and nights aimlessly driving to ease the pain......of what......those thoughts. Comparison also. Comparing your character to others is a sure way to feel down. Thinking if you quit certain things and be a good boy life will reward you while all you do is sit and think more. Classic menu for disaster and every word of your post streams thoughts, thoughts and more thoughts. Cope you said. You want to cope with your destructive thoughts. They are haunting you and you need ways to cope. You're not asking what to really do or how to get out of your rut; you're asking for ways to cope with your thoughts. No one will be able to help you if you don't see what I'm saying and if you dismiss what I'm saying as nonsense. If you need more romance in your life be happy for romantic people, if you need more cash, be joyful for the rich, if you need better health, admire the healthy. Get the drift. Don't whine and sigh and say its unbearable to watch people who aren't lonely because it's the thoughts you're having about what you're seeing that makes it unbearable to watch. When you said what you said in the section about how its unbearable to watch, I instantly knew why you were going through what you are going through. That kind of energy doesn't want to be a burden to you so it's staying away because you called it a burden. Life is responding to life.

I'm sorry but my view on things are just so different because when you said that, all I could think about was the molesting Priest, the thieving Pastor, the dishonest lawyer, the crooked politician, the lying judge, the PTSD soldier, but someone thinks about taking tasteful semi-nude pics of their own body and putting them up on a porn site and it becomes news worthy......meanwhile......the nurse next door is on opioids because she can't stand her job and the plumber is snorting coke because he wants to sell art and didn't get a break. Hope you see the connection I'm trying to get at here. The crises is in the background hidden also, not just in porn. Go advise every occupation about the hazards of their job.

This is like Infinity doing a 360 on itself. Saaammeee ole boring stories over and over again. Oh I was born a Catholic and i was raised in the church then I became a porn star, got famous, was on drugs or whatever, made lots of money, left the industry and now I'm a............... And now we share these recycled videos over and over to try and discourage.......oh forgot the I became a Christian part. Why are they always raised Catholic though. Nothing about you here Cardo, but I'm just so over the recycling of life that I can see that maybe the bored God story might be true because I'm surely bored with the same ole shit being recycled in my little short years here in Earth, imagine this going on for Infinity. I can probably find so many of these stories online. Yawn, yawn,

Obviously it ain't doing too bad if it's still up and running. I've heard of men loving this site so what you're saying doesn't fit all, and not even most only probably those who don't want to pay for their sex entertainment.

Why despise something that you don't care about. I don't care about that stuff so I don't go there. A shadow of mine...lol. I just have a hard time relating to these porn accusations and website trashing if one doesn't care about these things. It's online for Christ's sake. It's not like you have to pass by on the way to work or school. They are websites. Websites that require a subscription much less not just a click. All you guys know about these trashy websites that you all complain about. Youve seen some leaked stuff and now you judge it along with others from what you've seen. So many mightier than thou opinions about a trashy website. I wouldn't even have known it was trashy if it weren't for all you mightier than thou guys who seem to have a problem with it because it must have disappointed.

Stalking me. You're everywhere I go😂

Yours were too many to put on video. She's writing a book about yours.

What's your channel, if you still have it. I'll subscribe.

She looks high. Not sure, hard to tell. Can't knock what she's saying totally, though. Some of it seems to be the case. Maybe she's a witch or something.

I hope you're not interpreting my saying what I said meaning problems don't exist, this is exactly proving my point even more. All the interpretations. No one said that. If you really understood what I said instead of interpreting your own way you would realize that I never said problems doesn't arise. Your mind only saw what it wanted to see as I've also mentioned the world within the illusion has to be treated as real and not some imaginary fairytale.

You're always so sweet. No problem, dear, I'm good.

Stop saying why this topic is so sensitive to me. You're the one that keep posting about porn. Do you see me on here making posts about porn and sex stuff. I don't need to contemplate about anything of the sort, I'm at peace with what I do. You're the one passing judgements or thinking I'm this sinful sinner that will rot I'm hell because i go to dinner and suck dick and get paid for it and sometimes drinks and nice conversations. You're the one looking for an easy lay from young girls and having to lie about things, at least these guys already know what's up and i don't have to spread my legs and have some strange dick i don't know where it's been up inside me when you probably couldn't care less where your pussy has been and calling the women dumb and stupid for sleeping with you of which I don't blame you for, because that's exactly what they are dumb and stupid for sleeping with yo ass.

It's not unbalanced. The natural response is for the body to jump in and take over and do what's necessary to deflate the situation. If I'm being raped, of course I won't sit there and not do anything. The body will take over flight or fight. It's a mechanic response. Saying something is sacred over another is not a response. It's a thought, comparison, in relation to. That's the difference. It's not relevant to what's arising. If you were born in the woods and lived there your whole life, you wouldn't know anything about sacred; but you would be able to survive for years on end because of the body's natural mechanisms, it's extraordinary intelligence, one that doesn't need thoughts and interpretations to survive. Yes a baby needs to be told not to put their hand in fire but that has nothing to do with what you think is sacred or not.

This thread has turned into a circus show. A circus show of pixels, parrots, Oscars, cum and i forgot what else i was talking about. That's how valuable it has been.

Pixels on a screen is pixels on a screen no matter what's on the screen.

lol. Even the human talking parrot is repeating human bullshit. Told you it's all the same in the Absolute and nothing is exempt. Poor parrot it'll start being neurotic like humans too and will need therapy.

I'm sorry but I'm not too familiar with porn slang. You will have to speak to me in ways my screwed up mind that is more aligned with nature can understand without all this human slang term words that I don't engage too much with.

No such thing. Go ahead and torture yourself some more. You're repeating more human bullshit. You were a child and grew up to learn about Spiritual bypassing. No such thing in nature. Don't care what any of you say, I'll be reading all the problems and frustrations and shit you all be posting trying to seek advice for this and that and the neuroses of the brain because it can't comprehend all the human bullshit being put there. I hope you get annoyed when you come on here stating how you can't understand why you're falling for the wrong type of woman or why this or why that. I know why, but why bother when all you'll do like you're doing here is repeating other human bullshit that got you asking the questions in the first place.

Doesn't matter. It's all wonderful because it is. And if you say will your rape be wonderful, I'll say "will be" doesn't exist. Your bias and judgements are thoughts that has nothing to do with what the energy is doing. You have separated yourself and see yourself as a human and now it all has meaning and purpose which comes with suffering, confusion, biases, judgements, criticisms, delusion and neurosis, which are all contracted energies within the body.

There is no Universe, nothing is happening, it's all illusory, it's all empty and there's no world. That said we are in a dream where we are complying with the rules of the dream and I make my rules. Yes, I follow the societal laws and what I'm expected to do within reason and adhere to policies and restrictions in order to not be in conflict with society. As far as vibration and all that jazz, it's part of the dream and bears no relevance to the oneness of it all. There's no sin, nor right or wrong. You've made that up, you've concocted and constructed your imaginary world filled with sin and sacrilege. Mine isn't and maybe that's why I don't have too many mental issues and need therapy and suffer from depression or anxiety because this character i've dreamt up is not trying to feel special and recognizes the unity of it all. All the bad, the good, the not so good the immoral, the moral, the sins, the criticisms, the judgements, the everything is all a part of the unity.

I was speaking to Mr Dumbstruck when I said that because he constantly refers to women as stupid and dumb.

you know nothing about anything, there's nothing sacred in the Absolute. Its everything, all inclusive, no separation and nothing is exempt. It's only human bullshit that wants to call something sacred. How can something be sacred over another when there's no separation. You're just talking out your ass and digging up from your memory bank of knowledge that was passed down from generational human bullshit. If it is sacred then it is sacred and nothing i could have said or done could have changed that, but because deep down somewhere inside of you knows it's not you feel the need to have to defend it when it didn't ask for your defense. You think because your momma and poppa had sex and you were borne out of that that now sex becomes sacred. To your delicate little mind that needs to be pampered into a somebody it does. Telling me to stay in my lane is just a prime example of how special you think you are and anything that threatens that you will be against. I have news for you, its all ONE, and nothing is more important in nature than anything else only what the unstable neurotic mind conjures up to feel important.

I didn't call sexual energy a thought.