Princess Arabia

No, it's not a valid question. Do most men shave if they're staying home that day. Do they wear their expensive jewelry in the house. If they're home for the day and don't plan to go out, do they put on cologne. Don't buy into these forms of narratives about why women are women. Make-up for women is like a nice shirt for a man, his alligator shoes and Rolex watch. Men love to talk about women and their make-up while loving to talk to women in their make-up. See how much porn would they watch and how many playboy magazines they would buy without these made-up women. Go watch how many heads turn for that woman with the high heel, short skirt, 38DD cleavage and mascara. Don't pay these men no mind because it's the same one's jerking off to these fantasies. Go put Whoopi Goldberg in a porn movie and see how many men want to jerk off to that. Pamela Anderson is more like it with her made up face.

Such narcissism. Like women evolve around you. Go somewhere with that. You have no clue about women if that's how you feel. Sure, sometimes women dress to try and impress the opposite sex, but for the most part they dress how they like to dress. Guys are usually thinking women are the same as them. Just because you might like to be naked and that feels more comfortable to you, doesn't mean women feel that way too. That's not really the point, men will harass women simply because they feel the woman has dressed a certain way for men's attention and it's his duty to acknowledge that. Men will go out of their way to say something to you only because they believe that's what we want, why we dressed a certain way. Like I said, it irks me that you as man have the audacity to say how a woman would dress if they were dressing for themselves. You are clueless what it's like to feel feminine and to feel like a woman and to express that through our clothing. You guys see a woman with cleavage and automatically assume it's for you. The poor woman sometimes might just like that dress and because she has breasts, it will be cleavaged in that dress. Some women love high heels and wear them to feel feminine not to get some guys dick hard. Some wear short dresses because they have nice legs and like to show them off or they just look nice in them, but not necessarily to get fucked. I'll stop here.

Wow, you're sad, baby. I'm so sorry I made you sad. I won't give you any more ideas and I'll tear down the imaginary brick wall that I created. I'll stop being a burden to you and your constructed stories so you can be at peace to build on it some more. I hope you get somewhere soon or get enlightened sometime soon because its getting to be quite a drag just hearing stories upon stories without the exciting endpoint. Will somebody get enlightened already please so I can add it to my list of life's beauties.

Lol. Hehe. Real to you the fictitious made up human that thinks it's separate yeah. Keep dreaming.

You're right. I've been brainwashed. I don't know what the hell i'm talking about and I've been ostracized from the Absolute. It has kicked me to the curb because I'm ignorant, uneducated about what's happening and need to go study some more to get it right....no but seriously, it doesn't really matter. All of these musings are just stories and are empty, means nothing and have no power. Life is happening including my misunderstandings and your sureties. Neither is right or wrong, it's just what is. Take it from me though, you're just as clueless as I am about what this is. It can't be known. I just realized that awareness is also just a fucking story. No such thing. It's all one energy appearing as someone that seems to be aware. That's all folks.

On point again. The only thing I'll state is that it's not that happiness naturally arises, but that the sadness isn't there from thought.

On point.

Check this out. He says beautiful women are a disappointment. But it's not their fault. It's that men think beauty will make them feel better in a cruel world only to be disappointed when that beautiful woman didn't change anything for them. They think it's the missing link.

Men are so clueless. They think women only exist for them. They take femininity as trying to seduce. If they wear a suit and tie, women don't go around saying men are trying to seduce. We can't even dress in peace without them thinking we're trying to seduce.

While guys bitch and complain about women going for status and a provider. They can't carry those babies in the work place.

Well, same thing. If a woman said she would love to sleep with 3 men in a day, she'd get flack. Men wouldn't think that would make for a cool story, only for them. Women get called whores and sluts just by dressing a certain way, even if they're virgins and nobody knows. Just by me saying I'm an escort I get flack, without even knowing the details of my work. All men have to do is say they banged 50 chicks and they get a medal. Men are full of shit in this regard and then they wonder why women are sometimes so hard to get. Nobody loves to be slut-shamed just for being female. If she dances a certain way she's a slut, much less being a stripper. She's the slut, while the men get to whack off in the champagne room and go home to their wives pretending nothing happened and the stripper slut gets to pay her rent. Don't get me started. Nothing is as it seems; men are the biggest whores, they just get praised for it.

Idk. I don't even know if we should be eating eggs. I've heard they're the cause of shingles. Plus, if they're not farm raised, they're not as nutritious. I eat eggs, but idk about them being the healthiest form of protein, but they do provide a sufficient amount. Not all eggs are the same. It's one of those things like meat or no meat. Won't send you to the degenerative disease isle, it's just a matter of preference. Eggs contain amino acids which the body needs and most plants do not provide that. There are always swaps and different options, though.

MLWA.....figure that out.

Why, because you can't. Maybe consider that it may be possible somewhere for a male. He doesn't necessarily have to cum with them. What I said makes perfect sense. I only referred to that number because it's the number in the story.

If that was a man in the video saying he slept with 100 women in a day, lots of men would be envious and jealous of him and would want to be like him. Goes to show, men and women are not relatively equal.

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Don't forget about the guys too. They are no much better. At least she's profiting. What are they getting but some quick lay and to cum, something attainable with a loved one but they chose to do it with a stranger, like so many men. Wasn't for the men these women would be out of business. I guess that makes them whore baiters.

I'm not saying there are two, I'm saying you're confusing being aware that you shouldn't beat your child or smoke cigs, or do drugs, or look before you cross the road with pure awareness There is only awareness, I'm aware of that. That statement right there "I'm aware of that" is a function of the one awareness that you are. The same awareness that makes an alcoholic beat his wife is not awareness itself. Awareness is aware of the husband beating his wife. The husband is conscious of his actions. I'm tired.

Came across this video and thought I'd share here. It might help. Watch anyway.

Ok, I see where you're coming from with this awareness thing. Pretty much like the consciousness thing as in how conscious you are and high and low consciousness and very aware and somewhat aware and not aware etcetc. I get it now. Only thing is Awareness is awareness and the awareness that I'm speaking about is not the different states of awareness or levels of awareness. I'm conscious while writing this sentence is not the same as the consciousness that's fundamental and permeates through all of existence. Youre speaking of the adjective awareness, the one that describes a state of being, how aware are you etc. I'm speaking of the Awareness that looks through everybody's eyes and is the one awareness that we all are.

Here's the video.

I can barely do one much less. I still don't understand how she did this in person. I kinda watched the video and my impression is that it happened virtually but felt real. Let me try to find the video, it's in the Ceo gunned down thread. I have no judgements, but personally I couldn't do it. Only reason why I even do escort work and am a working girl is because sex is not a requirement I mean the actual penetration act of a penis into the vagina and when I realized how having sex itself wasn't necessary, I was able to stick with it. I couldn't take numerous men inside of me days in and days out, I would go mad and feel washed up and used and abused. Lol. I don't enjoy sex with strange men only with men I know and are somewhat attracted to in some way shape or form even if it's just the way he is and not necessarily his looks. She says she enjoys this and was having sex on campus with numerous men for free so why no do it this way and make a living, according to her. Idk, it's a matter of personal preference.

I guess, I felt insulted like I'm trying to con my way into this stuff and that I'm trying to manipulate the convo and trying to maneuver my way into being right. Anyway, it was only in the moment, and not taken as anything to write home to mom about. Done and gone. Accuse me of anything but not trying to be right but merely having more understandings. There's nothing shady or wishy washy in this intention and it is the only thing i sincerely care about and that is to understand my true nature. I don't force it, I don't go searching for answers, and I have an open mind. Setting the aspiration and having the intention is all that's needed and everything else will fall into place of which action is the least effective. Can't know the Self gotta be the Self - there's only one Self and I am that. Meditation is what I already am as it means to become familiar with. I cannot become anything that I already am, I just have to recognize what i am not.

You're not understanding what awareness is. You're missing the fact that this fluctuation is also an activity that you're aware of. You're not going deep enough. Anything you say, awareness is doing, there's also an awareness of that. Awareness cannot be known. Get to see this. If you say awareness is being such and such and is doing such and such. Who's aware of that. There is something that knows, while it itself is unknowable.