Princess Arabia

Life is not an illusion. It's really happening/and not. It's appearing out of nothing. What you see is real. The illusion is there's no one seeing it.

I think one thread said you don't feel resentment anymore, said you went through therapy or something, now the resentment is back. Then you write a book about living the good life or something of the sort. I will go mad in this Universe if it doesn't start to make sense.

You said in another thread that you didn't even like the girls that rejected you. Don't make me go look it up. This is why I keep saying life doesn't make any sense. Chaos, utterly chaos. Smh. Same shit different day. Same ole stories. Here it is. How you go have resentment towards girls that rejected you and say you never really liked them to begin with. Be careful, I'm the forum lawyer and will hold you to every word you say. I have ears of steel and a perception that never misses. Lol. I'll appoint the judge and jury in my next case. Hehe

Jesus, when does this end. I fear one day I wake up and there's nobody in fear. The fucking cosmic joke is getting too cosmic. Please tone it down some. It's not funny anymore, but more like ridiculous.

One of the few people I love to watch and listen to still.

Cuckudoodledoo.

Ain't nobody here but us chickens, ain't nobody here at all.

I don't mean that. From the comment from you that I quoted, it seems like it's totally up to you for those circumstances to happen....going all the way (which takes two) and don't wait for 2mths (she still has to say yes or no). None of all this matters, it's who you're interacting with and the type of woman. Trying to turn these things into a an experiment or science project leads to surprises and disappointment most of the time. Just do it, just go all in, be spontaneous and see what happens with no she's going to do this or she's going to do that. Life is spontaneous, be with it.

So, pretty much, a tool is a technology.

You never had her. Seems like you think it's up to you. These comments are surely grossing me out. Don't wait for 2mths and going all the way also depends on what the female decides. There is no "don't wait for 2mths" and "going all the way" by yourself and without compliance from the female.

Ok. I see what you mean by technology. It's a misunderstanding on my part not so much limitation.

Could you please expand on this statement. It is confusing to me since technology, at least modern tech, hasn't been around that long. If you even look at the black and white movies cell phones, internet and all the other stuff we see today weren't even around back then. I'm a bit confused by this.

Where did I say I have no ego. I said once a few days ago that there is no ego after recognizing that that's actually the case and it's just a construct and part of the dream. I never said anywhere on this forum that i have no ego. Even if I did, it would mean no one has an ego, because I'm no different than anyone else in that sense. I didn't even see your comment as an attack, I was just expressing myself. Don't think I'm easily bothered or offended, I'm not. I'm just talking. Expressing myself and responding. Freedom is already the case and i'm sticking to my story. You will never know what freedom is because it is not for the separate individual that knows.

Where did I say I have no ego. I said once a few days ago that there is no ego after recognizing that that's actually the case and it's just a construct and part of the dream. I never said anywhere on this forum that i have no ego. Even if I did, it would mean no one has an ego, because I'm no different than anyone else in that sense. I didn't even see your comment as an attack, I was just expressing myself. Don't think I'm easily bothered or offended, I'm not. I'm just talking. Expressing myself and responding. Freedom is already the case and i'm sticking to my story. You will never know what freedom is because it is not for the separate individual that knows.

As soon as the "me" gets threatened, it lashes out. Meh lol. It's a pattern I've noticed. Lots of bullshit said here on the forum, but not truths and dangerous shit. Did you know that drinking coke is dangerous? And popping pills and taking psychedelics too much or without guidance. Give me a break. Saying freedom is for everyone is dangerous? huh, and that it can't be known. Lol. Guys this is my spirituality, observation. I haven't been unproven once. Let me call you an apple, you'll laugh, tell you there's no one and I'm dangerous and narcissistic, if there's someone then obviously I don't know what I'm talking about. Why get prissy about it. You're a bicycle. Are you going to tell me I'm dangerous for calling you a bicycle you'll laugh about it. Why doesn't the friggin "me" laugh about it when it hears there's no one. Haha. Why so serious. Why not tell Leo he's dangerous when he says there's no difference between you and a coffee table. Hehe or you're hallucinating or you're imagining him. Half the shit i say are all in his videos yet you're up on his forum acting like you never heard this shit before. Give me a break.

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I must be important to you if you're paying attention to my numbers. I find that focusing on people's numbers unless you're seeing if they are a newbie or not, and maybe to address them appropriately is quite shallow and dumb to be making assessments on. People's #'s have nothing to do with anything other than just that, a number. I'm on here almost everyday, give and take a few days, so what. This is the problem with humans, always comparing and judging. I have a few mega threads and i share a lot, plus videos and a journal - so what. Sharing food items and sharing videos is not consuming ideas and just mental masturbating. My presence here is much more than consuming ideas. Just looking at someone's numbers and coming to conclusion on how they arrived at those numbers without knowing the facts shows me that you're the one consumed with ideas.

I'm not sure what Advaita stuff you're talking about. It's quite obvious to me of what I'm saying. I'm not at home watching and listening to stuff and regurgitating and parroting ideologies. I'm seeing through things myself. It's not a belief. What you're not realizing with me is that there need be no careful with me this and careful with me that and this trap and that trap. I'm living my life the ordinary way, engaging with normal people doing normal things just as before. I don't wake up trying to do processes and practices and trying to get somewhere and falling into traps and following some guru and engaging in rituals and psychedelics to go crazy and blah blah.....I have seen enough and heard enough to realize what I'm saying is the case. All you guys are fine with whatever you do and believe. Doesn't matter. I've seen countless times and i see everywhere how spirituality is making people believe in fantasies and ideas including you. Quoting from some SRI master means nothing to me. They are only the Absolute appearing as such. Go ahead and quote all you want, none of it is complete. None of what anyone says is complete, including myself. It's all entertainment at this point. All frivolous bs. All something for this me energy to hold unto. Trying to gain something from what's already whole and complete. All your SRI masters speak to you as if you asked to come here and need some weirdo to tell you now how to live because your mamma and pappa had sex. Why should i need to learn lessons and learn how to navigate a life i didn't ask to be a part of and listen to some guru with a beard tell me shit. Well, i've recognized why....and that my friend is the freedom I'm referring to. I'm not in any traps, neither are you or anyone else. I've seen that lovely video before. I'm still living, eating, shitting, pissing, talking, living life just as I was before still haven't seen any traps. There are no traps. Only in your head. And there's nothing there either so there's your freedom.

If it was up to this forum, I'd be more delusional than I am already. There's only One, where is the ego.

Dang!! Made sure he wouldn't shoot at the police again.

Wow, that was very exciting to watch. That officer must have been pretty young and first time shooting someone. I've heard where retired or older officer's sons would call them up after a traffic stop to ask advice on how to handle the situation. These officers are getting younger and younger.

Seeing you as a possible partner/bf usually makes us stall a bit longer. It's usually the second reason amongst others.

That's just one woman. Imagine how many perverted men there are to be fucking women who fuck 100 men in a day, not to mention 1000 men. Where do we find these men, everywhere. Where do we find these women....on speciality news reports. The women aren't the problem.

Lmao.