Princess Arabia

No free will, remember.

IOW, shut up. This is why you felt the urge to say something. Love wants to express itself through intellect and other means. Love cannot be silenced. Even silence itself is an expression of love. It's all expressions of love. The departure of intellect is also love. It's all love. Can't escape love. It's all there is. So don't knock intellect, it's love's expression.

For me, it was religion, then nothing then spirituality, then me, now shooting for nothing again but with an edge of spirituality and me, so that pretty much boils down to the spirituality of nothing. Capeesh!!

@kboneI'm just trying to see all this stuff on my own be ripping everything apart and starting from scratch. I take pointers from elsewhere but use them only if I understand what they're pointing to and if they fit into the deconstruction and not the construction; same thing, I guess, constructing a deconstruction. I see Spirituality as another fools' game if not used wisely and is no different than any other institution that has potential to self-deceive, and because of it's nature, has even a bigger potential. I see most things in life as backwards as if when looked at through the mirror it straightens itself out and spirituality doesn't get a free pass on this. It's all in fun, though, and I'm also aware that I myself am delusional and self-deceived but i'm just having fun with this as nothing can disturb the truth of the matter and it's all the Absolute at play with itself.

It's the most brilliant, ingenious, masterly, magnificently superb, sensational, marvelous masterpiece of a joke there could ever be. It's so cleverly "designed" that it's hidden from everyone, within everyone, is everyone, as everyone and everything; and at the same time is no one and no thing at the same time. It has no intentions, no purpose, no meaning, no value, no goals, no nothing. It just is. It doesn't accept anything, reject anything, judge anything, not judge anything surrenders to anything, nor does it need to become or not become anything. It doesn't desire nor does it refrain from desiring, it doesn't worship anything nor does it not worship anything. It appears in any shape or form. It appears as no shape or form. It's hidden from the seeker because it is also what's seeking. It has no agenda and doesn't need to because it is also the agenda. It has no biases and it also has biases. It is the biases. It is everything even the word everything. There is nothing excluded. NOTHING, NOTHING, NOTHING. It is what everyone longs for. It is a joke because it is also the "longing for". The desired is the one that desires. We seek things but it is also the seeking of things. We lust, but it is also the lusting, the luster and the thing lusted. It is the questions and the answers. I mean it is EVERYTHING. It is the confusion and the one confused. How can you cure a disease with something that didn't cause it. Because the disease is it and the cure is also it. How can you look at something that's not also you. Because it is the looker and the thing being looked at. I could keep going but you get the drift. It cannot be known nor can it be grasped because it is also the need to know and grasp. It is the looking and the thing being looked at. It is the smell and the thing being smelt. I mean EVERYTHING, There's nothing missing because what we think is missing is also it EVEN THE BELIEF THAT SOMETHING IS MISSING is also it. There's nothing to find, nothing to seek, nothing to know, nothing to deny or not deny, nothing to agree with or not agree with because it is also the disagreement. This is the biggest cosmic joke and the most exquisite of a masterpiece play EVER. That is it. And if you think you can stop being it, you can't because the stopping is also it. There's no escaping it because the escaping is also it. The only way this will not compute is if there's a person there. It will not make sense to a person an individual who is lost in the dream of separation, which is also it. IT IS TOTALLY FREE. Not liberation because that implies something to be liberated from. Not for the character but freedom is all there is. So free that it can also not be free. All the characteristics I mentioned above are all appearances as IT can never be known. THIS IS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.

The poor ego constantly working on itself to fix itself. It can't help it since it was built on false claims and it's in shaky grounds. Leo doesn't help by constantly telling everyone they're corrupt either. Now it's mission is to try and get along with other false egos. Those other false egos have to be fixed in order for the other ego to get along with it or to live in harmony with it. No sense fixing yourself to live with other broken egos. Are you fixing yourself to live with yourself and for yourself. If you were the only one on the planet you wouldn't give a flying fuck about fixing yourself. Now, you're living for other fake egos. Tell me if that's not neurosis and delusion. Ok, ok, there's no one doing that. I'm not going to constantly keep saying that and playing devil's advocate like Leo in his videos......but Princess...you said no one is doing anything. Imagine every time I write I say but no one is doing that; now that'll also be a kind of neurosis and me trying to practice and keep eluding to that, that energy has to go. Imagine someone trying to practice noself. That's the utmost neurosis, the self trying to act like it doesn't exist. It wouldn't even know it wasn't there. Just as there's no one in these bodies but nobody knows that. The knowing energy is the person. When the person that isn't there is gone so is the knowing energy. Who's to know. This is why enlightenment can't be had. It's not something to gain. It's a loss and nobody is there to recognize the loss of oneself. It's a felt feeling. That feeling can fall away to reveal there was no one there to begin with and something can realize that as a felt sense also but it's not something someone does, did or can do anything about. Nobody says I am a self now and nobody can say I'm not a self now.

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Self-inquiry is an illusion. There's no self to inquire into. There's no one to know thyself. The practice is the noself practicing it's noselfness. There's no outside and inside of boundlessness for one to observe a true nature. It's the same "thing". This is not suggesting to stop or continue doing self-inquiry because there's no one doing that in the first place. I'm simply just writing.

The only illusion is the person, the separate individual, the one thinking it makes decisions and has choices, that it has a life and free will and choice. Things appearing are not illusions. They are simply appearing. Nothing appearing as something. It's all empty and void but not illusion. The illusion would be the observer, if there's an energy that relates to what appears as in my this or my that. If there's a center and feelings of I'm here and everything is there and also sees others relating to things as theirs. The illusion is space and time. There's none but a center creates the illusion of space and time. This is all nothing appearing as such and no one can see through the illusion because that would be the absence of the person so who's left to know that it's seeing through anything. Science is only an illusion because there's an observer relating to that. A someone that sees science as a thing that can be related to. A man or woman doing science is what's simply appearing to happen but with no one doing that and no one observing that. The illusion of science appearing to happen is the person seeing it as science and not just two bodies appearing to do whatever science is doing. This applies to every other ideology and anything abstract. They are all illusions but not their appearances. An ideology is happening and appearing as ideology but the illusion is seeing it and relating to it as someone with an ideology. That's where the illusion comes in. It also comes in as a person writing this believing that someone is reading this. It's wholeness appearing as writing and reading and responding, but with no one behind it. One might ask then why write anything. That's also, if I believe there's actually someone behind that question and the person asking the question thinking there's actually someone writing this. It can't be avoided because no one is actually doing anything. The seeing and relating to this message as nonsense is also wholeness, nothing, God, The Absolute, freedom, liberation or whatever the hell it's called, it is being all of that. There's no escaping as it is all there is even the appearance of illusions.

The reason why humans (ego) will never feel totally fulfilled and always wanting for more, is because everything is empty and has no real substance to it. It clings to emptiness and wanting more emptiness. Fucked up thing is that's emptiness doing that. There are really no objects nor subjects but the appearance is as such. The appearance cannot be held unto because it is "ing-ing" or issing meaning a verb meaning it's kind of in action as in a wave in the ocean is "wave-ing". There is no wave all on it's own and a wave cannot be grasp or held unto it's the ocean being the wave. Similar to that analogy.

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Nothing wrong with that. Who doesn't want the easier things in life. I myself sometimes have to be at ease when circumstances calls for it.

"My goal is to be a player who sleeps with a lot of women". Can't be that without lying, scheming, plotting and all that comes with being a player that wants to sleep with a lot of women. Sleeping with lots of women on it's own is different from setting that as a goal. Nothing wrong with that, but nothing wrong in pointing out how that's worthless either.

Sounds like a Walmart bargain. Buy 10 get one free. Not worth much, I see. I will continue to show how women are the prize.

What is the difference between this and the people who are actually living in heaven. Don't you see the bias here.

I love that Leo is exposing certain things about Reality right now. This way i won't sound so crazy when I do. I'm not as established in the field as he is and his words are taken as religion to some. Not sure how far he will go with it and of course some of it I don't agree with or see the same way but no two persons will see it exactly the same and, frankly, it doesn't matter. He has changed his stance on some things and in very subtle ways even contradict himself - very subtle - me too. That's the beauty of Nothing, it can be this way because there are no rules to it. This is very spontaneous, chaotic, raw and unrehearsed, very immediate and free. Things seems ordered and structured but at the 'core' of it is utter chaos. It's beautiful, it's ugly, it's frightening, it's scary, it's unpredictable, it's mysterious, it's breathtaking, it's everything....Jesus, where did it come from; easy to say nowhere without truly understanding what that really means. Easy to say it's nothing and everything, easy to say it's boundless, free, limitless, timeless and all that...but is that truly understood, is that really grasped, do we really understand what this is. You'll say it's not understandable but do you really know why. Do we really UNDERSTAND. Are we penetrating this with full force, are we exploring it's depth, do we realize there's no depth, this is utterly and truly breathtakingly, miraculously, unfathomably, mind-fuckingly off the grid of anything we can imagine it to be and what's even more amazing is that it's all there is, everything is it. What are we afraid of. What are we suffering. Get real and stop being a narcissistic, psychotic, neurotic, egotistical son of a bitch and see that there's nothing in this for you. LOVE is not for anyone. It is everyone. Cut the crap and hear the cries of joy, the screams of ecstasy, the tears of sadness and sorrow is love crying out for itself. Do you really think you need an awakening to love. You are dead if you do. You're living under a rock if you do. I need to go and recoup from this post, I'm just crying all the way through, the love is overbearing what I feel.

Fuck DiCaprio what about you, what about the other guy. You think if he had $5 in his bank account it would be the same story, no. Anyone can hold power with money. Thats not true power.

Afterwards we do.

Power to what. No one holds power in the dating world. Let's see how quickly power flies out the door in divorce court, let's see how quickly power flies out the door when one gets cheated on, let's see how quickly power flies out the door if you get a stroke, let's see how power flies put the door when you develop ED, the list goes on. Same for women.

So I went on Leo's blog for a quick look and now I have to stop and go grab something to eat for my stomach and come back with my feet up to be prepared for some real food for the mind.

Prize is not about who's hotter than who and who has more money than who and who's more beautiful than who, it's about a kind of dynamic. One where masculine and feminine works in sync. I think this topic can be misunderstood and be taken out of context because of how one sees the meaning of the word 'prize'. An ugly woman can still be the prize and a broke man can still be a leader. Women are just naturally the prize, just like how men are naturally born leaders.

That's what I'm trying to tell these average looking guys, or guys that say they're average looking and how invisible they say they are to women. Most guys are because most women aren't going to look at men the way men look at women no matter how attractive he is. I'll see attractive guys all day long and don't look twice, but I'll definitely look twice and three times for the guy that makes me FEEL something when I see him, usually he's either average or just a little above average looking, but something in his demeanor did it for me. Actually, I'm not that attracted to very attractive looking men, most look feminine and gay. I like 'em a little rugged and rough.

Who cares. Just some more concepts, ideas and talk, talk, talk. Go out in the real world and explore and experiment leaving all the mind beliefs behind and see how life is. Not some millionaire fast-talking man that caters to incels.

These men don't understand what it means to be the prize and what it means to be the leader. They hear prize and they pair that with 'better than' or 'above'. They don't even realize how they really don't want to feel like the prize. Any man that's a prize to a woman will only resent her in the end.

It's not that high but plenty of coaches for women are out there. The problem is men think it's easy for women in this arena. They see it as women are getting approached everyday and by the dozen and that we have so many options. No. We have it harder because we're most times not just looking for sex and even if we're not looking for relationships or even marriage, our choices are limited because of our standards. Not necessarily low or high but different from men. For men - look the part, for women - be the part. Which one demands more energy and time.