Princess Arabia

Ask me anything about what I say and I'll try to answer to the best of my ability. All I can do is speak from what I believe to be the case. I don't start every sentence with "this is just my opinion and what I believe to be true", nor do I say when speaking to someone "what I'm saying is the Absolute truth and it is no other way". It is already understood that what one says is their own take and what they believe to be the case. That doesn't have to be spelt out. If you would like I could change my signature to everything i say here is my own take on things and I speak from a place of having opinions and don't claim them to be facts. Also, there's nothing i say that needs to be protected and I'm no way in defense mode about what I believe to be the case. I speak about what I speak about until what I speak about changes and I may believe something else. I'm in no way attached to anything I say or take anything i say to be Absolute truth.

Who said I was protecting anything. You're saying that. This forum is meant for talking so I can only express my views like this. There's no problem as far as I'm concerned. Not sure how you claim to know what grounds my sense of reality or if I even feel a sense of reality. You've made a lot of claims about me in these statements and called my statements positions. I can change anything at anytime because I'm not saying them from a position of being Absolutely true.

You can come up with any story and it be true for you. I can assume anything and it not be true. Be specific on which understanding.

On what position. Any position I hold is illusory because there are no real positions to hold in timelessness and boundlessness' and all that is.

You're obviously repeating from something you've heard without having a full understanding of what it is you're actually saying. The egoic mind cannot get a hit of it's own non-existence. What is it that can know there is no self. Definitely not the self. You're right about a spiritual identity but that happens on it's own because there is no ego and a separate thing called a spiritual identity. Doing practices and staying disciplined is also a construct of the mind.

If the no self is trying to not say "I", that means there's a self. Plus, where did I claim to not have a self. If I write about no I, or no one, doesn't mean I'm saying there's no I here but one over there. There's an I here doesn't mean the I is doing the I. I don't need to pretend to not be, saying I comes naturally for no one.

That video bored me in 2mins because it's not my interest or thing. Plus, his muscles hurt looking at them. That's just me.

This solves your own dilemma. Split up his videos and watch them in parts. 3hr videos can be split into 3 parts an 1hr each part. A regular movie isn't that much shorter and isn't a problem if interested and if a priority.

Talking to me. You have to tag or I won't know.

I like his take.

No, I don't smoke pipes.

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What/Who's saying all that?

What is telling the mind it needs to meditate?

Being human is exhausting. Keeping up the charade is exhausting. It's so fucked up that even trying to let go is exhausting. Surrendering is exhausting. Trying not doing anything is exhausting 'cause you're still trying not to do anything.

Least you seem honest.

The only way to free the mind is to stop trying to awaken or to get enlightened. That's what's keeping it in bondage.

This explains everything. You don't want a relationship. You really don't even care if you have sex or not, that's just a bonus. You're attracted to the chase. The thrill of the ride. You get bored easily and love the whole "who will it be next" thing. She gave you her Instagram because she knew she was just a novelty to you and wouldn't see you again, plus it's a way to get more followers. You're playing the same game she's playing. You get a kick from the chase and the actual playing the game is exciting for you.....until it's not....and becomes overwhelming and tiring. Then you come on here, the dumping ground, to complain and explain to everybody why they're wrong.

Told you, as soon as I got off this thread and went on the forum, first post I saw/read was related to something i wrote today. I'm not joking with this shit. All one has to do is live life, observe and notice shit to notice shit. It's all you, baby. That's all folks. Next topic. I need to talk about food and recipes next.

Listen to all those stupid silly excuses people that ask for advice make for themselves. Yes, but. It's a fucking game. I've seen through this shit. They don't want advice, they don't need your stinkin' silly advice. They aren't looking to be told what to do, they are playing this silly fucking game of I am here and you are there. We are separate beings and I'll play stupid and ask stupid questions. What else is there to do. I'll act as if I'm a horny twenty year old looking to get laid and make you come up with silly answers to make me feel good about myself and I'll act as if I'm desperate and have you waste your precious little time on me, advising me because that's also me bullshitting myself and have nothing else to do in this finite infinite infinity. No one there but a bunch of questions and answers talking to itself. Yes...i get what you're saying, but...... But nothing, go jerk off to infinity and go play with yourself somewhere else.

Don't think I asked those rhetoric questions because I have doubts...or not. For a specific reason....or not. I don't believe or do believe, don't know or not know. Curious and not. Being led and not. One thing I've definitely realized without a doubt and can't be told otherwise is that whatever it is that exists is all there is. Don't know what it is, but there's nothing else. Everything else are effects. Reflections if you may, but I'm not comfortable with that word reflection. Doesn't matter, it's just a word. I bet you for every question I asked above, rhetorically or not, I will see something in the coming days strategically placed in my view to answer those questions. Not in a way to be definite answers but I will experience the symptoms of those questions. I will see things whether circumstances, experiences or situations reflecting the essence upon which those questions were built upon. Not sure if I said that right. Doesn't matter, I know what I'm trying to say. I can guarantee that much. Always been the case, why would it stop now. Why would I stop this game I play now. Why would the evidences of myself stop now. Jesus Christ, Jesus fucking Christ, all of my silly queries, all of my questionings, all of my musings and games and silly jokes are distractions. Distractions from nothing. Even saying they are distractions is a fucking game. Time doesn't really exist but I feel like my journey home is close. I feel like what I designed for myself is coming to an end. I feel like I'm about to solve the puzzle. I feel like I want to stop this joke. I feel like it has gone too far. I feel like this human thing has run it's course. I feel like I pushed it too far. I feel like it's too limited. I feel like it's about to explode. I feel like I need to start over. I feel like....like...like...nothing.

I would respond to that, but I would be banned.😉

Just because someone told me there is a God, doesn't mean I have to believe it. Just because I was told about God Realization, doesn't mean there's such a thing. Just because people believe in awakening and enlightenment, doesn't mean I have to. Doesn't mean I shouldn't either. I could go either way. Why do I go towards one way over the next. Is it because I was told. Are they just beliefs. Is it because I need it to be true. Is it a feeling. Do I intuit it. How do I know I can trust my intuition. How can I know I can believe in what I'm being told. How can I know that my verifications aren't illusions. How can I know that what I've come to realize is actually the case. They say I'm dreaming, hallucinating, there is no self, thoughts and feelings isn't who I am, but how can I tell if I'm not or won't be dreaming awakening and enlightenment; dreaming Realizing God. What does any of that even mean. I mean truly. Like really truly mean. Are they another set of beliefs. Almost like doctrines, buttered up to seem different from religious beliefs. Wrapped up in pretty wrapping paper to seem more important than believing in the 10 commandments and Jesus raising Nazareth from the dead. Why do YOU believe in God Realization. How do you know everything is God. Did God tell you this. Psychedelics told you. Who told you. Is it God telling itself everything is God. How can I tell anything. Yes, things seem a particular way but how can I tell anything without comparison. Anything I think I know is because I relate it to something else I know. What if I didn't know the previous thing, would I know the current thing. I think Religion is bullshit and think Spirituality makes more sense. Why is that. Can anything actually stand on it's own. If so, what. What exists independent of anything else. God? I thought God was everything. So, without anything there is no God? .......to be continued......

Things are just popping in and out of existence out of nowhere. You think the money in your bank account came from your job or a check or from you earning it. It came from nowhere. That man crossing the road in front of you came from nowhere. This post came outta nowhere. Shit's just appearing in and out of existence and coming from nowhere. That long lost cousin, went nowhere. That forum user that was on here earlier and is not on right now, is nowhere. Your hunger just appears outta nowhere. Your belly feeling full didn't happen because you ate, that fullness is new and isn't caused by anything. That girl that cheated on you isn't the same girl you met. You met no one. Ok, that's enough. Hehe.