Princess Arabia

My ex-husband traumatized me more than these sweet perverted guys I'm giving a mutual service to. No problems only once in a blue moon and life goes on. You have no idea what my work entails, if you think trauma is involved.

Lol. There goes that word again. Trauma, TRAUMA, TrAUmA. Ok I'm traumatized. Now what?. Those guys are still looking for women to give their money to. I'm traumatized, boo boo, weep, weep. 😓😓

Really, why. Did I specify on what I do and how I do it. Warp my view?. I'm in the sex industry and don't have sex. Wee wee. I don't know what kind of warping it's doing other than the fact I can do this without getting banged up. Can't say the same for a regular relationship. Look you're not familiar with all that goes on, only your idea of what you think it entails.

Ok, I'll stay home and sip on my ginger tea and listen to my jazz music and get along with everybody around me and have no problems with life only with the one forum member who keeps traumatizing me and stalking me. I don't care what you say about the industry as you're not in it. Some doctors molest their patients and some don't. You don't know how I carry myself in this field and how I've stayed grounded. Go ahead and speculate all you want. I'd be traumatized too if I had to go through all you've been through. Nothing I've said in my comments suggests that I've been traumatized. You didn't tell Emerald she was traumatized with her similar remarks as mine. You're just insisting on making me traumatized. Maybe after you're done with me on this forum, I'll have an idea as to how it feels to be traumatized. Until then, I'll pass thank you.

Where u been I've been saying this from day one. I'll give you that my traumatized self knows nothing. Someone that never did drugs, never been raped, never been traumatized . I mean when i rea7d your story I feel like a nun compared to you. Yeah I called them perverts, so what, they call themselves perverts. They treat themselves worse than how the women treat them. You're not familiar with how I worked and you are totally speculating about shit. I'm not even going to continue this convo because you seem to derive pleasure from calling me traumatized. Lol so funny when i hear that.not everybody in this business has been traumatized. Normal life events traumatize me more than the adult industry. Regular bfs are more assholes and put you through more shit, I never have to worry about anything in the field I'm in, on ly the people that judge it and their idea about who they think I am.

Maybe when people stop blaming the women in these cases, these men will start taking responsibility for their sexual fetishes. We blame he scantily dressed woman for her being raped. We ostracize women and blame them for this stuff and these stings usually only target the women. Put these men responsible for their shit and leave these women alone. They are not responsible for men who love to whore down the town. They're just trying to eat. This shit will never end if we keep giving men a slap on the wrist. They know this, and they know they won't be looked down upon, that's why they keep doing it and they don't care.

This is not porn addiction.

blah blah blah. You must use the word trauma the most on the forum. Doesn't it traumatize you when the food industry takes your money and robs you of nutrients. I'll be sexually traumatized for you honey if it makes you feel better. All I'm doing is pointing out something that I'm familiar with. Of course it's not in all cases, but most of these guys couldn't care less about you labelling them as the exploited. These perverts enjoy what they're doing and gets off on it. Nothing you say will change that. They know exactly what they're doing. Lawyers, doctors Indians and chiefs are all included. You don't know that these guys have their stash away somewhere, so leave the pity party at the door. None of you know the ins and outs of all this shit like i do, I'm in the mix. THESE GUYS DON'T CARE. If they are being exploited, then they want to be exploited which takes away from the meaning of the word. These guys are predators just the same, just in a different form. They are seeking out this shit and they will drop you in a heartbeat as soon as they get bored with you and go spend their money on another chick. This is how I met my lawyer years ago. He answered an ad I was running and he wanted me to treat him like a dog. As soon as I answer the door, he said, please start to humiliate me. Tell me to go on all fours and treat me like shit. This isn't exactly the same thing but it's all bdsm. He searched me out. I was just a regular escort but this dude wanted some freaky shit. He was one of the town's top lawyers, featured on TV in high-profil cases. Don't tell me anything about this shit because I've been there done that. These guys aren't being exploited. They crave this shit and will go looking for it and pay top dollars to get their fetishes satisfied. No one is being hurt, only if as @Emerald says, if they're spending their bill money but why put that on the girls, it's not their responsibility.

Haha. Put me in my place please. Exactly my point.

The orange and coconut water diluted it a bit.

Whose trying to kill the ego.....the ego.

This topic is like the vegan/meat debate. It never ends and everyone have their own opinions about it. Funny how people will quickly say how these men are being exploited. Give me a break. These grown men don't think so. Infact, they wouldn't have it any other way. How is it exploitation when these men are seeking this shit out. You'll say they have been traumatized and blah blah. Save all your rationalizations and reasonings as to the why's. Men can be weird in the shit they like. It's that simple. Even if it's from trauma, so what, Spear me the details. No one puts the responsibility on the men to take care of whatever mental shit they're going through, if any. It's always. these men are being exploited. Always blaming the women. These men are just as responsible because I don't see a gun pointing at their heads; in fact, they are drooling over this shit.

Silliest thing I've seen in awhile. Then again, infinity includes everything, dumb and all.

Why do we always assume that what we're going through, everybody else goes through the same shit. Do you know how many people have found freedom through the internet. Get real.

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It'll pass. Don't do anything. Allow it to dissolve on it's own. It's easy for one to say you're putting her on a pedestal, but I think from what you've explained, it's got something to do with a memory. A mental flashback of something and I bet if you trace it back, you'll see that she reminds you of some event, circumstance, or experience you've had. I'm sure you've seen beautiful women before, but there's something about this one that triggers a memory.

You're doing it now. We tend to look at the positive outcomes as our doing but neglect to see that the negative is also our doing. Did you really expect to see any positive changes when all you focused on was the negative and what you didn't want. C'mon. The Universe doesn't see a human it reads frequency and vibration and you were getting exactly what you asked for energetically speaking. The results are already reflecting that in your outer world. You're asking this question unaware that it's already doing that. It's not about fooling yourself into thinking the opposite and trying to see it differently; it's about realizing that they weren't true to begin with. Just start to focus on what you want and not what you don't want. Even if you find yourself doing it again, just keep returning back because it will be hard at first because it's a program, but with consistency, it will start to become the norm for you. You cannot argue your way with the Universe. What we constantly complain about we get more of; circumstances that align with that frequency.

Hi Bambi, I see the other version of you has gotten a little more polite even though it had to squeeze in a little bit of sumthin' sumthin'. What I'm saying is there's another version of me in another dimension living in a penthouse and screwing Andrew Tate. Also another one of me as a nun playing with myself in my bedroom from lack of sex. Also another one on actualized forum named Bambi who is in love with me. Hope I was a bit clearer this time - that was a long pause. Those examples can be replaced with infinite versions doing infinite things. Those just came to mind without much thought.

It's all the One and that's saying too much. It's all a dream. Nothing is really happening. Other versions within the dream. .

I'm not defending Ayurvedic medicine, I'm recommending oil of oregano, which worked for me That's it. I left that debate space a long time ago, while I watched all the people who used to debate me get sick with all types of degenerative diseases. I'm really being courteous by responding.

Why defend an identity. It's not who I am. He's just a practice for me to ascend to higher consciousness .

I don't care about all this. I know about oil of oregano despite these doctors. They weren't the ones that I heard about it from. I could have posted other sources. I've been using it and it works. Forget about those doctors. Whomever you're buying stuff from have probably suits against them too, idk. All I know is it works for stuff like what he's got providing he stops doing what caused it in the first place.

I'm the study..food poisoning, skin rash, colds, bacteria, the list goes on. I didn't share the videos for the doctors, i shared for the info. I personally trust Axe and the other one maybe Dr berg got some flack, but still has good info. I looked it up to share not because I was trying to prove anything. I've been taking it forever when something comes up and it works. So does black seed oil. @OBElerplease take the damn thing so this guy can see I know what I'm talking about. Take as per directions and don't exceed 10days straight. Make sure to get the wild one with olive oil added because it's very strong. Couple drops in water maybe 3x/day. It's up to you. But Pease, if you do take please come back and report the outcome WHEN you've healed. Eat a healthy diet until then and Google foods to stay away from with this condition.