Princess Arabia

Don't forget about the guys too. They are no much better. At least she's profiting. What are they getting but some quick lay and to cum, something attainable with a loved one but they chose to do it with a stranger, like so many men. Wasn't for the men these women would be out of business. I guess that makes them whore baiters.

I'm not saying there are two, I'm saying you're confusing being aware that you shouldn't beat your child or smoke cigs, or do drugs, or look before you cross the road with pure awareness There is only awareness, I'm aware of that. That statement right there "I'm aware of that" is a function of the one awareness that you are. The same awareness that makes an alcoholic beat his wife is not awareness itself. Awareness is aware of the husband beating his wife. The husband is conscious of his actions. I'm tired.

Came across this video and thought I'd share here. It might help. Watch anyway.

Ok, I see where you're coming from with this awareness thing. Pretty much like the consciousness thing as in how conscious you are and high and low consciousness and very aware and somewhat aware and not aware etcetc. I get it now. Only thing is Awareness is awareness and the awareness that I'm speaking about is not the different states of awareness or levels of awareness. I'm conscious while writing this sentence is not the same as the consciousness that's fundamental and permeates through all of existence. Youre speaking of the adjective awareness, the one that describes a state of being, how aware are you etc. I'm speaking of the Awareness that looks through everybody's eyes and is the one awareness that we all are.

Here's the video.

I can barely do one much less. I still don't understand how she did this in person. I kinda watched the video and my impression is that it happened virtually but felt real. Let me try to find the video, it's in the Ceo gunned down thread. I have no judgements, but personally I couldn't do it. Only reason why I even do escort work and am a working girl is because sex is not a requirement I mean the actual penetration act of a penis into the vagina and when I realized how having sex itself wasn't necessary, I was able to stick with it. I couldn't take numerous men inside of me days in and days out, I would go mad and feel washed up and used and abused. Lol. I don't enjoy sex with strange men only with men I know and are somewhat attracted to in some way shape or form even if it's just the way he is and not necessarily his looks. She says she enjoys this and was having sex on campus with numerous men for free so why no do it this way and make a living, according to her. Idk, it's a matter of personal preference.

I guess, I felt insulted like I'm trying to con my way into this stuff and that I'm trying to manipulate the convo and trying to maneuver my way into being right. Anyway, it was only in the moment, and not taken as anything to write home to mom about. Done and gone. Accuse me of anything but not trying to be right but merely having more understandings. There's nothing shady or wishy washy in this intention and it is the only thing i sincerely care about and that is to understand my true nature. I don't force it, I don't go searching for answers, and I have an open mind. Setting the aspiration and having the intention is all that's needed and everything else will fall into place of which action is the least effective. Can't know the Self gotta be the Self - there's only one Self and I am that. Meditation is what I already am as it means to become familiar with. I cannot become anything that I already am, I just have to recognize what i am not.

You're not understanding what awareness is. You're missing the fact that this fluctuation is also an activity that you're aware of. You're not going deep enough. Anything you say, awareness is doing, there's also an awareness of that. Awareness cannot be known. Get to see this. If you say awareness is being such and such and is doing such and such. Who's aware of that. There is something that knows, while it itself is unknowable.

Look into this. This is not the case. You're referring to mind here, which is not the same thing as awareness. You are aware of the mind and it's identifications and mis-identifications. Not awareness. Awareness is the only real thing. Everything else is coming and going, including the appearance of mind identification. Awareness is pure. Untouched. It cannot identify because it is what's aware of the identifications. This is why I say this is freedom and liberation and is already the case. It's the mind that's enslaved into thinking that it's this and that while Awareness, your true nature, is unscathed.

I believe you're the one with the ego trip. You seem very sure of yourself and isn't leaving any room for err. I don't need your help. Neither do you need my help. No one needs to be helped in this regard. Only have a better understanding. Your reply here shows me you are not even the one to make me understand anything as you're not even addressing what I've said only trying to show how right you are. That's why you thought I was doing the same. I will leave this right here and let you ruminate a bit and maybe come to see how awareness is untouched and unbothered by this whole conversation and you're right its not separate but it isn't identified only the contents are and awareness is also aware of that.

This is where I believe you're mistaken. Awareness doesn't identify with anything, the egoic mind does. Awareness is that which is aware of the false identification. The feeling of being the thoughts, of being the mind belongs to no one and the egoic structure falsely identifies with this. They are just feelings and thoughts without an actual person attached, but the person thinks its the thinker and doer. Awareness, being your true nature is aware of these attachments. It is aware of the misidentification. It is not a thing that can tell the egoic mind to stop being misidentified as the egoic mind and false identification really doesn't exist and is only an appearance within awareness.

Sweetheart, I'm not in this game to protect my mistakes. I'd rather own a mistake and learn/understand and evolve up the ladder, not be right. I still don't see where anything you're telling me allows for that, though. I'm really crushed, sob sob that you actually thought I would try and "cover" a mistake. I'm not like that at all. You don't understand how much I'm in love with this stuff. Not obsessed, jn love. It's not a chore or work or practice or process for me, it's who/what I am. I don't see it as a competition, a trying to get something from, an end to suffering plight or I know more than you ego trip. If you're saying something to me that I can truly see where I'm mistaken, i would truly and honestly say, you're right and i overlooked that or whatever. In this case, I still don't see where what I'm saying is not the case and I truly think you're the one being misled or not understanding. I will keep trying to see what you're saying incase I'm missing something, though, as I'm well aware that I could be wrong about anything but in this case, I don't think I am. Awareness cannot be touched. It is like the space in the room. Unbothered by anything and has no qualities. It is the very source that gives life to the mind and objects and everything that's perceived and without it nothing exists. It is who we are at the core and I am aware that I am aware.

Oh I see. Glad I found myself.

Geesh, after all that I hope your first date becomes your wife, or she has a golden pussy. All that just for.......(insert anything here and we'll still be the prize). My mom and dad just said hi to each other and here I am. They didn't need a course and all these complications. Pussy surely comes with a high price. I get it, though, because I had to learn the hard way about men and could have saved myself some trouble. I had to learn the nicks and gritty details of how they are, how not to be, what makes them fall and can't get back up, and how to not be a fucking fool. So, yeah, it's probably worth it even though, nothing is guaranteed because the women are arming themselves to counter what you think you might know. All these things are doing is giving the opposite sex, on both sides more armor and to study the cheat codes.

Very nice and thought-provoking post. I sometimes wonder why is it that most people don't really speak on this. I see us acting as if we are going to be here forever. Since my mom's passing I see death differently, I keep asking, "where did she go". I've had so many loss of "things" in my life that I am naturally detached to most. I very rarely cling to anything. Yes, life goes on and we cherish and love things; but for the most part, I see 'things" as recyclable. I have no problems throwing stuff away. Infact, i'm the opposite of a hoarder; so much so, it's problematic. I've seen things come and go so much that it's hard for me to even attach. Only like certain things that I use on a daily basis like my computer and phone and internet service - stuff like that. My cat also, but even her I tell myself if I was to lose her, I'd be ok. That's a coping mechanism though as my cat is my most cherished possession. I have learnt, however, to see life as me passing through and having a pit-stop. To see it all as just an experience and that who I am is much greater than all this. If the opposite is true where I am nothing but a piece of dirt then so be it too. The only thing I'm attached to is awe and wonder. The awe and wonder of this beauty called life and where did it come from. The colors, the shapes, the sounds, the touch, the sights, the feelings, the emotions, the sadness, the joy and everything else in between, where did it all come from and what exactly is it. That's what I'm attached to. It brings tears to my eyes and gives me goosebumps when I think about it in depth and sit and just feel all the love. Nothing compares to that. Your attachments are just symbols of this One Love that permeates the entirety of existence, which is you, so really there is no real loss and anything you believe you've lost was never really there to begin with and had no existence apart from you, so there are really no losses, as they were never separate from you.

Did she physically sleep with these men?

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You're not getting it. Something is aware that you're identified with the mind. Depends? Have you ever not been aware of something Everything you're mentioning needs awareness for it even being a thing. Awareness is never lost in identification. Something is also aware of awareness being lost in identification. There is no such thing as lack of awareness. Maybe degree of awareness, but awareness can NOT be anything but aware. That's its nature. "If awareness was really there, you wouldn't have identified with the mind in the first place". What's noticing you have identified with the mind?..... AWARENESS..... YOU CANT ESCAPE WHO YOU ARE. There are no depends here. You have identified as a person and that's where your confusion lies. Drop the egoic mind identity, the human and the false persona, what remains is who you truly are. There are no depends here. You are, but not depending on anything. How can you be but only if.....drop all that, you are the light of awareness and there is nothing else and no others. You refuse to understand this and you will be always in mind identification if you don't drop personhood. Especially when communicating these things. No problem saying you're human and living the life etc, but understand that it doesn't exist but only within awareness. Even the human personality is being witnessed by awareness. There is no separation and not two.

Duh! What do you think is aware of that empty mind A. W. A. R. E. N. E. S. S.

It's all over the news. Don't you think these enthusiasts would have come forward already to say it's theirs.

Didn't Bashar or someone predicted WW3. Not sure who, but I heard it somewhere.

The word wedding is a bit much, but yeah, some guys prefer that. I was mostly referring to the looks and not how they dress. If it's one thing guys can detect and that is who is more apt to satisfy their needs. Meaning, if a guy likes dirty sex, or somethings more risque, he usually knows what to fish for. Guys have a radar for this. That's why they really don't have to know you to be attracted, when they see you, they are already scoping and visualizing and can tell if that female is their type. Most times, anyway, as nothing is full proof and 100%. As far as your topic goes, the most beautiful person could still get views and compliments, but not necessarily picked. It all depends on where somebody is at mentally and in their lives. If you were a millionaire your taste in women would change. The most beautiful person could scare off an average person, or seem snobbish, or seem high-maintenance, amongst other reasons. I've seen enough to realize that people will see you according to how they see themselves or are attracted because of something within them and not the person they're attracted to. Stop paying so much attention to the outside world, it is very misleading, states of consciousness is more accurate when it comes to your outcomes in life.

The same people walking the streets are the same people on dating sites. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Unless you are really, really, really, really ugly, then you might not stand a chance. This is why men do the approaching. Women can up their looks with make-up and hair. Learn game and doesn't matter, men can still attract no matter what they look like. Women on the other hand, usually have to look good and that's not hard for most women and men love variety. You'd be surprised at what some men find attractive. I've seen them give up the beautiful girl for the short chubby one. That short chubby girl was killing it because inside it wasn't a detrrrent.