Princess Arabia

This is actually a dating and relationship journal. I threw the other one out because I didn't think I'd want to talk too much on this topic from a female perspective on a male dominated forum. I've decided to try again because I find myself wanting to say some things but without tainting my other journal which is mostly about reality and spirituality. Plus, I can. Some might even appreciate a female's perspective on this in this field and maybe learn a thing or two about how we think. I don't know, I'll just let it flow and see how it goes. I love the title I gave it. I think it's a but catchy. I'm feeling adventurous right now even though there's nothing adventurous in my dating life. Anyone can comment and jump in for some tea or coffee or some wine and cheese. Just don't overstay your welcome and leave after the date. Don't spend the night. I need a ring for that. Hehe.

So true. The only thing is, there's no one for it to get personal about. It doesn't see you or me because there is no you and me. There's just this. Chaotic, wild and free, being whatever appears. Even if it seems personal, that's this seeming personal.

The hardest hit by the hurricane. Ground zero. Black River.

Jamaica, beautiful island in the West Indies where I grew up, is known for it's cultural background. Our national motto is "Out Of Many One People" which alludes to the various ethnic groups among the population; which, to-date, stands at approximately 3million people. Here I will be posting videos and making posts about the different aspects of this very diverse Caribbean Island including, sports, food, music, politics, news, environment, and about the country in general. I'll start with this introductory video that states a few facts about the country.

Here's another. All the bolded caps are call to action for someone who doesn't control their breathing but I guess they control what they can grasp, they have control over relaxing and not judging others.

A person with no free will and choice cannot do these things. They cannot stop whatever you're suggesting for them to stop because they're not doing it in the first place. See what i'm saying, totally nonsensical.

Some examples of how can a person with no control or free will be willingly arrogant, evil or delusional.

The 'problem' with these teachings is that they pick and choose what it is that the individual has a choice in and what it doesn't. Even your post suggests we don't have free will and choice but still go on to give instructions. I'm not saying you're wrong in what's being said and there's no one there actually giving the instructions, but it only shows how this is so chaotic wild and free, no teachings can come close to the spontaneity of what appears as it's all just appearing without anyone in the driver's seat. If you really take a look at what you're saying, it's filled with discrepancies. We don't control our breathing, you say, nor the eyes blinking or how the body digests food, but we have control over our behavior, responses, and how we maneuver the fact that we have no control. Check your post and responses to see how many times you instructed this no self, no control person to act. Totally makes no sense and this is the nature of what this is and why the dream tries to make sense of it all.

Nothing...in the end life takes back everything it gives you so why want. I don't even want what I'm getting. Never been more at peace.

Return to presence.....what does that even mean. How does presence return to itself. If there's a memory of the past showing up and appearing, it's appearing timelessly. If a projection of the future is appearing, it's appearing timelessly; not now, not presently, timelessly. No beginning, no end, so how can there be a present.

Just random stuff about anything.

This post doesn't seem like desperation to me, just curiosity; nothing to say "so bad" about. If he continues and continues and continues to hawk Leo about it because of no response, then I can see a comment like yours being legitimate.

ok thanks for the input.

Do you contemplate on the secret to sadness, the secret to suffering and despair, to loneliness, heartaches and misery. Why not go contemplate on the secret to those and try to achieve those states. I'll tell you why; they have no problems appearing, they don't need a person to give them permission to appear. Infact, seems like the default, always trying to get rid of them, always bringing out the tool kit to work on suffering, sadness, loneliness and despair, they are in abundance already. Happiness seems to be the one thing that's hard to find, hard to come by, there's a secret now to this free flowing state that needs no permission from anyone. Maybe try to find the secret to realizing that happiness is just happiness and needs no one's permission to appear and is just simply veiled from the seeking of it.

Most females don't necessarily have to find a man physically attractive to agree to go on a date with him. She might just like his personality, or he came across very charming and she just wanted to spend some time to get to know him a bit and see where it goes. Most women get physically attracted to the man she loves while a man get to love the woman he's physically attracted to. Remember that. Most men can't see past the way they see women and think women see them the same way or are attracted to the same things or get attracted the same way they see her. It's totally different. I've even heard men say they want her to lust after him the way he lusts after her or he wants her to like him the way he likes her sexually. Lust is usually spontaneous and one doesn't really learn to lust after a person if that wasn't there to begin with but a woman can surely grow to want a man sexually even if that chemistry wasn't there in the beginning. For a man, it's usually right there in the beginning where he's sexually attracted and don't normally grow to get attracted; for him, it's either he is or he isn't. This is a part of the issue with some men. They get reserved if they think they're not so physically attractive and feel insecure in that way and very rarely come on to women because of this. Not come on strongly, but put themselves out there and open up to possibilities. This is why you'll see ugly or short or even sometimes broke men getting all the women because of their personalities and the energy they exude. They couldn't care less about how they're coming across as long as they are having fun and being light-hearted about the whole dating game. Men are too into their heads about all this stuff and watch and read too much pill stuff and it comes off as structured and not organic and women can pick up on these things; and not just that, they taint the whole thing with belief structures they adapt just from gearing other people's stories instead of going out in the field themselves and exploring with an open mind. Why social circles work so effectively is because people's personalities come to light then; and for women, that's what brings her to a man more than his looks. People there are usually more light-hearted and free and more open to be themselves and that in of itself can be an attractor factor for women. It's harder for women to agree to go out with a total stranger from cold-approach as women's number one concern is their safety and it's a lot of mental work to try and vet a guy that way upfront and why you hear about a lot of women dating guys they already know somewhat or through mutual friends.

Yes, my family is safe, thank you and yes this hurricane was a really destructive one. Hardest hit was St. Elizabeth, Mobay area. It'll take time to rebuild but meantime food and necessities is what's on the forefront now and badly needed. You've been to quite a few places there, nice. It is a beautiful island.

Nice!!

What's amazing to me is that most people find being depressed, addicted, traumatized, having mental disorders and so on, normal. In fact, look how many people have these things going on now or at one time. It's prevalent on this forum alone; seems every other person have or have had some sort of mental issue. We talk about these things and mention them like we're talking about spaghetti. Like the weather, it's so normal. Now, as far as what I speak about - the natural 'reality', it's frowned upon, looked at like some foreign language and even hated and i'm called some kind of word when criticized. I've been asked do I ever talk about anything else, have any other interests, been called an advaita drone, advaita nonsense, and how I'm not of any help to anybody and so on and so forth. (I never get any of what I speak about from any advaita speakers BTW, and these words are universal and no one owns any words, meanings and understandings. Maybe it's a part of their philosophy, but I'm not here studying advaita; and if it weren't for others mentioning it I wouldn't know anything about them. It was after being called that that I even knew of that ideology or whatever it is. I would listen to a few non-duality speakers, resonate, intuit a lot, understand and put the pieces together. I would see day-to-day life and put the pieces together. I would notice how what I've heard is the same thing I'm seeing acting out in life and how the energy responds. I've made sense on my own, came to my own understandings and write about them. The true, real, organic reality is the one without the me/person/observer/i am/the one that thinks it's a separate entity. Without that mirage, everything is just what is. It is what operates from the illusion of time, space, continuity, and doesn't realize it's totally unreal. This is why it has so many dis-eases and problems and issues and look to what it believes to be other to fix itself. It's reality is normal to have issues and mental disorders and trauma. It tells continuous stories about what it went through and constantly relive those memories. It is institutionalized and all that comes with it is also illusion, without it, everything is just appearing but without anyone owning anything or that anything belongs to anyone. Now it's not 'my trauma' but just trauma. Not my depression, just depression, not my happiness, just happiness. It wants to own everything that appears and relates to it personally because it sees itself as a person and it just can't help it. It didn't cause it so there is no way for it to end itself. Ego death is an illusion.

Riddle me this, riddle me that, guess me this riddle and perhaps not:- Is tomorrow happening....No Is yesterday happening.....No What makes you think today is happening.

Russia is the largest country in the world and it has some amazing landscapes and architecture. The buildings are very well built in certain parts like Moscow with their own uniqueness and Russian flair. It's architecture is very distinctive and instantly recognizable. Siberia occupies approx. 3/4 of Russia and Russia has some of the longest rivers in the world including The Volga which is the longest river in Europe. Join me as I explore and feature this vast country and it's nightlife, food, geography, culture, historic buildings, historical background and more.....

Most of those people that say they're leaving the forum, after an extravagant life changing so-called awakening usually comes back. Why? Seeking even more extravagance that can never be found. Seeking to up the ante but never actually getting there. They will always get to the brink, the edge, but never ever crossing it to a final destination. The final destination is already. Psychedelic users are the worst because nothing without the drugs, this ordinary, vibrant, natural appearance can never top those effects, yet the effects is also this. They will want more and more and more just like a drug user that can't quite get to the top and the more it gets, is the more it wants. It will never get there, EVER, because there's no place to get to. It's the dream that tries to travel in space and time and it's on the look out for what more it can experience in this massive extravagant Universe not realizing that it's a dream. Not a person dreaming, but a dream that THIS is seeming to appear as but not really as the dream isn't really happening. Don't take my word for it, just notice this.

It's amazing how this energy can fool itself into thinking it's actually going somewhere or has been somewhere or has fallen away or whatever it fools itself in the dream with. All there is, IS ALREADY. I say this all the time and that is no one is actually dreaming it is the dream itself that's dreaming all this stuff even dreaming being a separate entity that is going anywhere or has achieved anything spiritually. It's all an illusion. It's amazing. Continuity is an illusion, time and space is an illusion, separation is an illusion, no such thing as a separate entity doing or being anything or even becoming. It's amazing how it can seem that way. It's a fucking miracle.