Princess Arabia

There is no human to surrender. It never was. That's just another fantasy/dream/hallucination/ Where's the "you" that's surrendering to the human. That's two things. Separate. There's no separation.

The perceiver is an illusion. There is no perceiver; but I can't tell you that because you already know that there is a perceiver which is the very thing that hides the fact that there's no perceiver.

It's exhausting being a human/person. Why, because there is a feeling that comes with that energy that something is lost, something is missing and that I have to find it and make myself whole. It can't help it. No one is actually doing that, it's happening all on it's own but the illusory experience makes it feel/seems real. There's no one that can actually stop seeking or stop being human because it never began in the first place. It's only an appearance as such and there's no one to awaken out of the dream because...well, the dream isn't really happening. You might say an illusion is still happening, but let me see you go try to grab a rainbow. You see the effects of something else that caused the rainbow and what caused the effects (sun's rays, vapor, etc) are caused by something else, (condensation, clouds, evaporation), and what caused those is also from something else and it goes unto you end up at nothing. The Absolute/Freedom/Unconditional Love/No-thing was only appearing as those things in the moment but not in time, to cause the appearance of those effects.

Absolute freedom cannot be felt; it's not a feeling. What you're expressing is freedom appearing as someone that feels free then feels constricted again. Freedom is unlimited and can appear as anything or else it wouldn't be free.

Freedom is appearing as someone fighting for freedom. Freedom is appearing as slavery. You will never find freedom because freedom cannot be known. Freedom is all there is. Whatever your response is to this statement, that's also freedom responding as such. The individual separate self is fucked in this way, but not really, as that is also freedom appearing as someone fucked. There is already no one.

No space, no time, you're everything, no here, no there, it's absolute, no separation, completion, creation is finished, it's done, it's not going anywhere. The snow globe symbolizes everything. Wholeness. The All. What's happening inside is the illusion but it's not really happening. No outside, no inside. Within the globe is everything. Thoughts, concepts, ideas, experiences, body, mind, seeking, constructs, animals, trees, buildings, airplanes, EVERYTHING you know to be life. Even the person. It's all encompassing. Nothing more important than the next. All the same thing. It's empty and full at the same time. All those relative/absolute concepts all there. Simultaneously happening.....all there. Going round in a circle - apparently. Nothing new under the sun. History repeats itself. It's all one, not two, whatever it is. However you describe it. This is it. You're inside this globe hallucinating, dreaming and thinking you have a separate life. You're not stuck in a globe, the globe is all there is and what's inside is what it appears as. Shake it up and you have movement. Life seeming to happen. Aliveness, but not really because nothing is really happening.

Is that how much they're worth?

That's because they can't afford it. Most wealthy people don't talk like that.

Energy. Attract/repel. Can't put a vacuum on a stove and can't plug a 600 watt bulb where it doesn't belong. It's all energy. No one is doing that.

Lmao. I died laughing at your elf ears and Halloween costumes.

Right on! No guy ever said anything to me to make me sleep with him. I just wanted to in the beginning and he never changed my mind. That's way back when. Now, I don't even want to sleep with any unless he's my man. Been there done that. It's out of my system. Don't hate.

That's not what I'm really saying. Women are different. Some will sleep the first night, some a few days, a few months, after bf status, after marriage etc. I'm not saying you need to see us as people but usually it takes interaction of some sort, not just hey let's go to bed from just first time meeting. I'm not even talking about commitment. Most of the guys I frivously slept with in my earlier days, I knew them casually first. Once or twice, when I went to the club I would have a one-night stand. This is in my 20's. The guys I slept with were neighborhood guys I partied with, or knew and liked. Stuff like that. It wasn't as complicated as it is now. So what I'm saying is be friendly, hang out, be sociable if you just want to have fun getting laid. I didn't care about commitment then. I just didn't sleep with strangers.

No, I wasn't offended. I don't think my response showed I was even bothered by it, only a bit entertained. As far as the rest of your comment, it's just your mind making up stories and making sense of reality. It's all empty reasonings and a way for us to feel human and to matter. Life don't give a shit about our explanations and storybook land. All that explaining was cleverly put together by the cunning mind and take all that away, you have raw truth of what happened and it was just letters on a friggin screen that means nothing. Love you.

It's the food.

FBI, CIA, Criminal Psychologists and the like. It's not for your puny limited mind that see them as pure losers without trying to understand what brought them to that place and to do deep behind-the-scene investigations on the criminal mind. Those manifestos are of interest to them.

Lol. You live in fantasy land my love. I don't know who told you I was trying to find Prince charming. I never said I was looking. You interpreted my words as meaning such. Oh poor dear you, I wonder how much more of life have you misinterpreted in that handsome little head of yours. Us women can get so misinterpreted as the pretty little princess looking for the prince on the white horse and the sweet little nurturing kind and loving feminine doll. Oh no, don't be fooled. Some of us are witches just looking to tear the house down and break up the silly game of finding Mr prince and being the frog instead.

Life doesn't see you. Life isn't personal. The reason why we believe we are suffering is because when there's a you then everything revolves around that. You think you're the center of the Universe and things are happening to you. Life is just happening and is taking care of itself. We're the one's that see it and suffer for it. You will deny this and rebut this and say let's see your toe gets chopped off and blah blah blah. Yes, I see it personally too and that things are happening to me because that me energy is what's running the show. I just can sense otherwise and understand what's really going on. Not with the details and complications but in simple terms - life is just happening on it's own and we have the capacity to extract, (brain) or whatever else we are capable of on abstract level that has nothing to do with the physicalities of life's flow. It's a misunderstanding on the human's part. Take your thoughts, languages, knowledge, ideas, concepts etcetc away and life will just be life and you won't know a damn thing about whats going on other than seeing sights, sounds, colors and movement. You won't suffer then. Just like a baby. You just know too much. Knowledge breeds suffering. Any other response to this is just fantasy and well-wishing.

I was being sarcastic in response to the quote I quoted. Didn't you see the comment made how women gets offered sex on a daily basis. I was showing how it's done. Yeah, ridiculous ain't it. That's how sex is being offered to us. I guess, in his mind we get offered sex.

Hey there lady, will you like to have sex with me. Errkk, no I don't know you. Hey woman, what's going on, my name is Pete, would you like to have sex with me. Excuse me, I'm from London on a business trip, would you like to have sex with me, and oh BTW, my name is John, what's yours. Hey there little girlie, I'm offering up some sex, would you like some. You are living in fantasy land, buddy. You don't go to the store and expect nothing to be handed to you. You go to school, learn a trade, get a job, to be able to afford the things you want in life. But you want sex to be handed out to you on a silver platter. Even women have to put in work to get a provider man, a man who's worth having a relationship with and a man that's loving and caring. All you want is sex, so it will be harder unless it's from a pro because it takes more than just an offer on the table. If you want companionship, someone to share experiences with, to hold hands, to walk in the park to go on dates to laugh with to enjoy life with etcetcetc, then it becomes much easier because you are now engaging with life and not just looking for sex. That woman that you genuinely like to be with will feel that energy and maybe want to have sex with you. Men who succeed at this are usually the men that genuinely love women, players or not, users or not, one_night stand or not. I'm saying they genuinely enjoy women's company and the sex is a by-product.

Lots of weird stuff happening lately. News got a bit too quiet, now it's exploding. Wonder what's next.

Not too many women will go around killing people over the lack of a penis, or if she's gay, vagina. If anything, they'll kill over the abundance of it like in the case in the Monster movie where she was a hooker turned serial killer.

Lol

That's a bit extreme to think that the world is against me. I think no such thing. People trying to control the masses and succeeding, yes, but I don't take it personal. The world doesn't see me, it sees commodities and consumers.

True. But I would take out the subconscious part. It's just what's happening in the moment.