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@rayamonoes It's a pretty good description of my first 5 MeO DMT breakthrough. However I felt great after a trip - as if I was just reborn. I felt ready to trip again instantly. But nearly a year has passed before I finally forced myself to try it again. It wasn't that bad. You have to drop your resistance and it's going to be fine.

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I took J&J. I had to lay on my bed for four days because it made me so weak I was barely able to even sit. Huge waste of time. Probably I would be better off getting 'natural vaccine'

Your post is quite long, I don't have time to read it properly. Possible reasons why nose is plugged: dry air / air conditioning. I use air humidifiers when heaters are on allergy inflammation (I recommend supplementing antioxidants, they are also helpful if you have an allergy) displaced nasal septum / enlarged turbinates

Now it's as dangerous as flu.

Yesterday evening I vaped 5 MeO, today I took half of Armodafinil. I'm almost tripping all day long

With 75 ug alone it's not likely - however I never did 'real' LSD. You would rather need to use other techniques like breathwork or yoga. I would recommend using 100 ugh, it's going to be much more effective. You can do some yoga or breathwork during tripping.

@OBEler I tried several times and it didn't work for me, even with high dose. I suspect that I put the syringe too deep. Another issue with plugging is that you have to go to toilet before tripping. I usually do it soon after I finish eating and it's bad idea to use 5 MeO after a metal. If I don't eat my toilet timing becomes very unpredictable.

I had my third breakthrough with 15 mg vaped. Previous one was two days ago. I didn't want to wait to long because I know I would postpone it again. I see that first experience with 5 MeO is going to be extremly shocking. The most difficult part is finding courage to do it again. During third trip I had much less resistance. I wouldn't call it pleasant but it wasn't a worst nightmare like my first one. I suppose that vaping isn't best method. All of my trips were pleasant close to the end. The issue is that when you vape it hits really fast and HARD! You can't dissolve your resistance because you are COMPLETELY GONE within few seconds. Oh. I did a lot of breathwork and some kriya postures before tripping. This one was especially helpful just before vaping: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=kdaRIIIZhUc

LOL. I took me almost a year to convince myself to do 5 Meo DMT. Do you know what is harder to do than vaporizing 5 Meo for the first time? Doing it again Today I finally did it again. It wasn't that bad at all. I lowered my dose this time. It felt like 30 seconds at most, in reality it was rather 5 to 7 minutes. Just do not start with high dose because you will be traumatized like I was.

I had similar experience with 5 HTP taken ~3 hours before tripping. Interesting thing is that it doesn't really work on low doses. 100 ug of 1P LSD (rectal) was extremly strong (still not close to 5 Meo) but 30 ug was barely noticeable. I expected that I can lower the dose because plugging is more effective and 5 HTP will also do it's job. It seems that doesn't work in a linear fashion. I doubt that you can 'save tabs'.

Females might care about height as a number. In reality you can't really tell how tall someone is unless you stand close to them. If you are taller than the girl she will be unable to properly guess your height.

Decaf is a great thing for us addicts! It doesn't have as rich taste as normal coffee has so I add small amount of caffeinated coffee to the mix. It's good enough I also noticed that I drink it much slower (probably because I don't feel I'm getting caffeine), so I lasts longer.

@Striving for more For video editing you might need good graphics card so small, portable laptop might not be a good idea. It depends on the specific app. I would choose Lenovo W series or a desktop computer. I have a laptop which is connected to the docking station 100% of the time. I do not experience any portability benefits because of having a laptop.

@Striving for more Why do you think you not touch screen? I heard it's rather quite useless. You don't need to spend that much. You can get used one with good specs. I bought few years ago and it still up to date. It has 32 GB of RAM and i7 processor which is maybe 10-15% slower that than modern i7 - the only bigger difference is power efficiency. I depends on what you are doing. I think that working on a large 4K screen (>=32) is going to be more productive than using small laptop. I would rather kill myself if I had to use 13" screen I definitely wouldn't buy Surface because you can't even easily change thermal paste or replace SSD if you need.

It's useful stuff. I recommend learning about it.

Related video, really worth watching

I like Body Coach youtube channel, there are some dumbbell workouts. I would suggest getting 40 kg set of dumbbells with 31 mm bars. I paid ~$60 for this kind of set, it's not expensive. I usually use 4 kg each (HIIT) or 7 kg for cardio. Having 20 kg dumbbell is useful even if you are a beginner. If you want to lose fat keto diet is going to be more effective.

It depends how you do that: - If you ejaculate you will definitely deplete your energy - If you orgasm but not ejaculate you lose some energy but still get energized at the same time. This will likely disorganize your energy - you may have higher energy but in a chaotic and nervous way. - If you reach 8/10 intensity without orgasming it will probably raise your energy. 9/10 state is gray area. I disagree with Leo. He probably mastered sexual energy so he will not deplete it easily and his opinion may be misleading. If you torture your genitals just to get off as quickly as possible you will definitely feel weak. If you do it consciously your energy loss will be much smaller.

I'm running out of lysergamides I want to order 75 or 100 tabs of LSD analog. So far I tried: ALD52 - I like it but it's to "soft" for rectal administration 1P-LSD - it makes my pupils HUGE and I am barely able to open my eyes when taken orally. It works well when combined with ALD52 - I can open my eyes and it makes trip softer. Great for rectal administration. 1cP-LSD - tried but wasted my trip. I red that trip is supposed to be more intense but duration is shorter. It might be a bit too short for plugging. I also have a fair amount of 5 MeO DMT but I'm hesitant to vape it - it is super intense an short and requires extra preparation. LSD is nice because I can go out and trip outdoors. Which LSD analogues would you recommend? Or maybe something else..?

@BipolarGrowth This is illegal stuff, that makes buying it more complicated. I will consider getting it in the future. @The0Self Have you tried other LSD-like substances? I would prefer to buy legal substances from tested vendor. Ordering real LSD is more tricky, it costs more and you are risking getting something else. My vendor of choice offers: 1B-LSD, 1CP-AL-LAD, 1cP-LSD, 1P-LSD, AL-LAD, ETH-LAD, LSZ. There is also DPT available but I'm not sure if it is really worth getting if I have tons of 5 MeO. Also plugging 5 MeO for some reason didn't work well for me. Leo promised to reveal new psychedelic substance soon ( [-; [-; [-; [-; ) so there is no point in getting many similar substances.

@tuckerwphotography Ken Wilber is using analogy of grammatical structure. If you understand green grammar you are green, if you understand yellow structures you are yellow. In this case embodiment is secondary. In my opinion it is hard to assess your own centre of gravity - there is no point of reference. I would rather describe someone's type as low/high yellow instead of mixing colors. I would use green / yellow if someone is at transitioning at the moment. Anyway, I feel like it was pointless explanation

@tuckerwphotography This is all dependent on definition you are using. I would consider someone yellow if they are able to understand system thinking. Green will almost always dismiss yellow explanation if it consists counterintuitiveness (things going full circle) and will say that I'm contradicting myself. If you are able to understand Yellow resources you are Yellow to me, even if you are just "10% yellow". I think that Ken Wilber uses same definition and this is why he gets 5% of Yellow population (which is still very generous..). You can also rate people by embodiment. Maybe that's a definition used in SD books (I have yet to read them) because SD is used to describe culture rather than single person. In my opinion the issue is that you will be "fully" Yellow when you are about to make a transition to Turquoise

@blackchair I'm in my early thirties.

If you know someone's opinion on everything you can guess where this person is coming from. There is a leap to be made. I'm just repeating numbers he gave. In my opinion 5 and 0,5% seen to be realistic for a highly developed country. But worldwide..? I seems to be too high when we include China, India and Africa.