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In my opinion LSD + meditation/kriya and 5 MeO DMT can be very similar. You can reach a state you forget about ever being a human. The difference is that with LSD your assistance is needed to reach glimpses of those states. 5 MeO DMT will destroy your reality and you can't do anything about it. Also 5 MeO DMT is an energetic tool, it's like initiation by guru - you will not get anything like that by using LSD, it's not even comparable. However LSD might be better for contemplation. I do not get so many 'insights', it rather shatters my worldview You should do it at least once. After few breakthroughs I am able to reach short nondual states (deeper than with LSD) without any substance. It also happens to me to trip while sleeping.

Personality isn't separate from physical body, both are expression of one thing.

He is 100% stage red. You can see it in his nickname.

I'm not here to judge what you did (I wasn't there). She will test you if you are going in the right direction? Isn't it what David Deida wrote in his book? There are a lot of universal truths in PUA if you do not treat it as a tool to get laid. (I'm not denying that PUA is disgusting). Ten years ago I used to read PUA forum and was struck that a shit test has much broader meaning. I think there is another problem I also faced. You (me, everyone) want to establish intimacy as permanent object. The issue is that this is a subtle matter that slips through fingers. You can only have it NOW. It's same thing as trying to catch the God. You got it but a second later you lost it again. Sometimes it's frustrating

It's not about PUA or following any rules. People (not only females) will tell things to test if you are genuine. Everyone does it, all the time. If you are getting triggered it means that you are there is falsehood inside. If she really was sure that you aren't entitled to ever cry she wouldn't have to tell you. Probably she is conditioned that "males never cry". That's why she tested you. If you crying is genuine and thing to do, why would you be reactive? She wants to tear your ego apart.

There is another layer. He reacted based on her reaction of him crying. It would be better to brush it off. I would suggest to treat it as an ego test (PUA's call it shit test)

@cypres I totally agree about eye movements. However I think eyes movements are more obvious if someone is Perceiving function is dominant. Back to Sadhguru. He reminds me my ISTP friend and John Petrucci who is clearly an ISTP My guess is that because ISTP is has stronger Si (not preferred) than Se it makes eye movements more complex. ESxP have this funny way of looking, when their head is moving but they keep looking at the same point. And here is ENTP Mike Patton. Sadhguru is much more similar to JP - rather stiff and less chaotic body movements. They both have this friendly-agressive appearance. Also activities he did as a child are stereotypical for ISTP. ENTPs does not like physical discomfort and they often piss their pants (they don't realize they have to go to toilet until it's to late).

This is exactly what I mend, I agree with your description. His staring at the distinct point makes jumps more distinct. Laser focus comes from Ni, jumps from Se. Ne users make wide smooth movements in order to collect new data. If I'm in a new place my head is wandering constantly in order to make a map of this place. If Ne user wants to get some new idea from his mind, they will look upwards. Si also jumps but the distance is rather very short. I guess I also make quick aimless eye movements when I switch between thoughts. I don't think that this kind of videos when someone is looking directly at the screen or camera are very useful for typing someone.

@cypres Look at his eyes movement. His eyes always jump from one point to another - indication of Extroverted Sensing. ENTP would struggle perform this kind of movement even intentionally. There is always a lot of smoothness to xxNP eyes movement. I see his distaste for Extroverted Intuition (PoLR function in Socionics) he avoids speculation and he speaks linearly instead of going on a tangent. His use of Fe is also typical for inferior function. He is acting kind and friendly in a binary fashion.

Yes, and it is not just that. Poland is in similar situation Spain or Ireland was several years ago. Well developed young adults are green and there is more and more clash between them and Church which is mostly Blue at the moment. Because more developed/openminded people are leaving Church it make it even more obsolete. There is strong ego reaction toward everything other than crude, dualistic interpretation of the Bible. You can practice anything. You just have to use proper names Vipassana = silent prayer, you need to be creative Been there. If you don't want to let go the religion pray before doing yoga practices. You can even surrender to the God and do LSD with intention of seeing the truth no matter what it means.

He has some good videos but in case of Leo he is wrong. Because Yes and no. More conscious person is less biased toward proffered cognitive functions. This is why typing someone by what (content) he/she said might not work. However you can type them visually easily. Especially by eye movement patterns. Sadguru and Martin Ball are ISTPs, Leo is an INTP, Peter Ralston is an ENFP (he have same facial expressions as Jim Carrey). Even the way someone smile reveals instantly if someone prefers Fe or Fi.

OP is from Poland. I doubt that he will be able to find church groups that will support yoga and other foreign practices. Individuals might but not as a whole group. Fundamental issue with subscribing to christianity (lowercase!) is that you are rejecting formless God by attaching yourself to the label. This is something to address.

If you are a Christian you should be rather worried of christianity.

@Insightful27 I wouldn't want to be with another person while I'm tripping, however it would be best to have someone to help you in case of panic. First time is so shocking that you might have a stupid idea to call your parents or something like that. I also recommend rectal administration. Trip is going to be smoother, more intense but less scary because of much shorter duration.

I used Artvigil-150 (Armodafinil) and Modalert-200 (Modafinil). I use 1/2 pill and limit use to 4 days a week. Modalert is more gentle and causes less anxiety. Artvigil is so strong that sometimes I'm tripping - I have brief experiences of no self. It definitely makes me thirsty and enhances my emotional states, usually it makes me more anxious. At first it caused problems with sleeping - it made me suuuper tired but if didn't go to bed I would struggle to fall asleep later - now I do not experience those issues. It doesn't solve my issues but I love it.

I tried it but didn't notice any changes. L-theanine was much more effective. I still have a lot of LM left so I'll definitely test it again.

I tripped on LSD many times - no syringe, just finger + blotter. It didn't work only once, but than it was obvious why. 5 MeO DMT never worked for me properly, even if I just came back from a bathroom. I'm just pointing out possible problems. Also it might be hard to plan trip ahead if need to have both an empty stomach and go to a toilet before tripping. It's much easier to have empty "gates to heaven" after a meal.

Plugging didn't work for me. Maybe because I put the syringe to deep. You aren't guaranteed to trip when you try it for the first time. Also take into account that if you are using micro scoops you have to double the dose because of low density of 5 MeO DMT. In this case 10 mg scoop equals to only 5 mg of the substance. I didn't know what is going on at first and was confused. Leo didn't say about in his "how to plug" video. I would also recommend to start with low doses - just to become familiar with body sensations.

I would discourage you from using LSD if you are that young.. ..however I had my first mystical experience (NDE) when I was 7 or 8 years old. There isn't much difference between having a NDE and using LSD. The issue is that it might have an impact on your development. In my case it probably made me dispassionate about education, career and relationships. There is a risk that you will skip stages of development. It might be hard to "go back" and learn lessons that you missed because you don't care anymore. It's up to you. Trip sitter is not necessary if you do not have any guilt attached to using psychedelics. Also remember, LSD trip lasts very long and it probably will be overwhelming. You have to be sure that you are not going to be bothered by anyone.

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You can also switch coils.

This night during my dream I put some cyanoacrylate glue on my tongue and tripprd really hard for a few seconds ;D ;D I have experiences like yours quite often now - however I did 5 MeO DMT few times. I can reach similar states with yoga, breathwork or when I'm about to sleep. They have short duration, usually they last up to few seconds. It feels like presence / nothingness / energy without thoughts and any identity - I'm forgetting that I have ever been a human. I know it's super scary at first, but I recommend you to try not to resist anything and let the energy flow freely.

Thank you for this topic! I also experience something similar. I would describe it as flowing horizontal black stripes interlaced with normal vision. It's a daily thing for me. It happens to me when my energy is more vibrant, most often at the evening.

Yocan Evolve Plus with donut coil. It was recommended on reddit as a no hassle vape for 5 MeO DMT. It works really well.