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Wanting to get girls is ego based. I wish you luck with shredding your ego.

Stupid question. Do you eat whole thing or make an extract?

@Leo Gura The question that should be rather asked: is it better to have one hour trip or four that lasts 15 minutes? Long trip gives more time for contemplation but many short trips may create more efficient "energy pathways" by pushing energy many times - like daily practice of pranayama.

@Javfly33 What was wrong about smoking / vaping? I tried plugging first l, despite high dose It was short and weak. Vaping was super fast acting, it kicked me directly into nothingness. I didn't have time to be scared. I won't lie, it was an eternal nightmare Maybe it was a mistake that I had my eyes closed all the time. I like that vaping requires less preparation than plugging. Long process only make me more anxious.

LSD analog is enough for the beginning. I checked both vendors (for 1p-lsd and 5 meo dmt), sadly they do not ship to Sweden. 5 meo DMT is illegal in Sweden. If you want to order something check opinions on trustpilot and reddit.

It wasn't 27 mg, it was half of that amount. As far as I know 9 mg scoop weight 4,5 mg because of low density / gaps between crystals. That's how Leo is dosing in his instruction and my scale confirms it. I also did one scoop few days earlier and it was stronger than two. First batch was very weak, I guess I just wasted it entirely. I see that it's a little bit tricky to inhale everything. You need to start inhaling at right moment, than inhale long enough and keeps it quite long (till it's quite uncomfortable). This trip wasn't as profound as 5HTP + 100 ug LSD used rectally. 5 meo DMT totally destroyed my reality. With LSD I was just on the edge and it was better for contemplation. I would say that vaped 5 meo DMT is a lesser psychodelic 8) 8) 8) but this form is extremly convinient for grounding in consciousness work - it takes less time and effort, it also feels healthier so you can do it every week.

Wow, wow, wow! I just had my biggest realization! I'm an idiot ;D I did two hits with vape pen. First was two 9 mg scoops which I wasted because of not keeping air long enough. 15 minutes later I did another hit but with three scoops. There is nothing is nothing there and there is nothing is there nothing there is nowhere there is and so on. This is the best description what was happening. I see that I'm wasting my life on stupid repettive patterns and I'm stuck in place. By withholding love I live a loveless life.

Somehow I red that (; You have to learn that you can't talk about anything without consequences. My family isn't low consciousness but I see if a certain topic is threatening to someone's ego they will react at least with some passive aggression. Another thing is that if you do something controversial (like using mushrooms) they will often assume that it is causing your wrong behavior. You have to learn how to balance sharing information but conflict is sometimes a good thing.

You can meet 2nd trier people everywhere. There are no social circles for 2nd tier (or at least I'm not aware) because even yellow is too rare. The most important thing is being able to spot someone. Yellow is often hard to destinguish for people in 1st tier. Just by being higher in spiral makes it easier to identify them. 2nd tier might be less sociable because they might see social interactions as a waste of time. I suspect that yellow might have also narrower social circles because they care less about social status. Yellow tend to gravitate to less mainstream activities.

If you drop your Identity and take someone's else, you will evolve into them.

The moment you forgot that you "zoomed" you stop being God

I just got my Yocan Evolve Plus which I'm planning to use with 5 Meo DMT. I don't have any donut coils yet, so I decided I'll try AM first. I have eaten some Amanitas before - like 4 grams..? I had Near Vomiting Experience ? It wasn't strong, however it had some cool forrest vibe to it. Today I loaded fully my Yocan with dried Amanitas. I cut the cap into small pieces so they would fit better. I don't really know how to use vape pen properly. I inhaled smoke a dozen of times. The taste suprisingly wasn't unpleasant, but definitely it wasn't tasty either. The experience was in microdosing range. I noticed: - increased sensitivity to smell - music became more tribal - drums and bass were definitely more pronounced - slightly magical perception - mild dizziness It might be a cool idea to use it during trips to forrest.

If you are not sure it just means that you shouldn't marry her. Not just in two years but ever. She isn't able to make a decision due to her age. She might feel that you are her last chance.

At the moment I'm not reading any books, I'm just listening to YouTube - it's efficient when you want to gather information from various sources. I recommend Siim Land. He has a YouTube channel but he also wrote some ebooks I haven't red. You can also check Ben Greenfield. I think that not only a knowledge is needed. It's important to know recipes and cooking tricks to be able to prepare healthy food quickly.

@Preety_India It's not about cereal, you are addicted to sugar. It's quiete easy to cut it out completely. Berberine is very helpful and it also has some anti-aging properties. You can abuse your body and still stay in healthy. If you are young, your metabolism is still good. However I notice that some friends when they are about to hit 30 years mark they suddenly gain weight.

I haven't done shamanic breathing properly. 40 minutes of breathing is so much.. Maybe start with something shorter? This one is cool but still quite advanced Just do it properly. I'm getting interesting effects like inner explosion and strong, whole body tingles. Inhale and exhale very deep. You need to learn how to move your energy first. Previous experience with LSD or other psychodelics is ery helpful. It's also much easier to do breathwork at days I suplementy Sulbutiamine.

It happened to me twice. One of them was drunk ? Another one was half my age and saw me elsewhere before and tried to get to know me. I do not go out to crowded places too often. It's so rare that it's not a matter of place, you have to be lucky. It wasn't western Europe. I was also pursued few times but I assume that we are taking about 'cold approaches'.

I think sending sexually charged contend is risky. It's ready to attract someone this way but then he what..? I would be rather turned , because I would assume that I'm not the only one to enjoy this is kind of messages. I am dead serious. I suggest to filter guys who in are compatible in other areas and not to start from the easiest one ?

It means wanting to become someone.

@Michael569 I think in this happens because of video length. In this format is easier to make some oversimplifications to be prove your point. I like his videos, it's great starting point to learn about nutrition. @Lindsay I would rather rate him as a yellow. I would agree about his jokes. I feel there is something really off in his videos with his wife. Still it's one of the best channels about health I know.

Showing that you are attracted isn't repulsive. Stop being self-conscious about that. You should rather introspect and make sure that your attraction is based on reality. Imagine that a girl approaches you and compliment you. But everything she says it untrue and she is misinterpreting you. You are even opposite of what she thinks of you. How would you feel? I guess that you would be uncomfortable because she isn't talking about you. In most cases this is what you are doing the same thing to girls. When you see a girl you quickly assume many things about her. If you are not seeing as she is in reality, you are treating her as an object. This creates repulsion. Try to be more perceptive and don't make any assumptions.

I totally feel you.. I think it's a wrong question to ask. You should ask is marrying _____ (insert name) for you. As it was mentioned before 'marriage' is just a concept. You should rather think what kind of connection you want. I'm sure that you have a certain vision how your marriage should look like. For most people having a companion is good enough - this is the reason why they don't struggle in finding a partner. If you want something more you are in trouble. If you insert a wrong name into equation there is a dissonance If you are honest with yourself it's super easy to evaluate possible relationship. FEEL how it would be like to spend whole life with a certain person. You will find the answer inside you. I can assure you. Finding a 'perfect' person is possible.

I wouldn't recommend using glasses unless you really need them. In my experience they tend to make vision even worse. When I used them I initially was able to see more but after some time my address accommodated and I wasn't able to see well again. I stopped using them.

You have two options: 1. Move out 2. Became his friend by making compliments and taking advices from him I wouldn't talk to him about his behavior. If he can't see that you are both going to convince him to stop doing that. It takes too much time to help someone evolve.

Be conscious. I had this insight during a trip. You can only create connection when your aren't lost in thoughts. You have to see him as he is at the moment. When you aren't aware your treat him like a static object. This is the only thing you can do.