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You have a broken circadian clock because of artificial light. I have very similar sleeping pattern. However if I spent whole day outdoors I can easily recalibrate to wake up very early. I don't have any suggestions how to fix it. I'm using red bulb to induce melatonin production and use screen filter but it's not enough for me.

@Hardkill "You Can Predict This Man's IQ Just by Looking at His Picture": https://www.mic.com/articles/86593/you-can-predict-this-man-s-iq-just-by-looking-at-his-picture

You can guess someone's personality type from photo. In case of males you can also predict their intelligence just by looks.

Instead of drinking you can keep coffee beans in your mouth.

Leo is venting out constantly. He is making 2 hours long videos and he is also vary active here. Instead of sharing his emotions, he is sharing his thoughts. (which is basically same thing)

I think I made some improvements. HIIT and weight lifting helps me to enegize my body. I will try to reorganize my day - wake up earlier and start my day with exercises. Exercises help to enegize but there is still a lot of tension in my body - it doesn't help it nearly at all. Some physical form of yoga is definitely needed. I also found this video https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=aQyVUxcKbWU It seems that I have a domince of Ida. Probably this is my real issue.

It happened to me to be attacked by a group of people two times. First time they attempted rob me. I was kicked in my head but somehow I managed to scare them away. I just got a tiny graze on my cheek. The second time I was in a wrong place and a larger group of people confused me with someone else. Luckily I was able to escape to a safe place. It didn't happen early in my life, so I wasn't building my personality around those events. It's not a big deal but sometimes I tend to freeze when I see two or more potentially aggressive males. This makes me a potential victim because I might look scared - in reality I'm mentally preparing for a fight. Any ideas how to become more comfortable in such situations? I heard about methods in which victim has to relive traumatic situation - in my case nothing wrong actually happened

For me It was a worst nightmare. It wasn't scary, I was just tired of 10 minutes of infinity. It felt like never ending cycles of suffering - exactly the same as in "real" life but much faster. I just visited that I could vanish. However just after a trip I felt instantly ready to trip again. Something like a rollercoaster ride - you were scared but want to do it again. I'm still scared to repeat vaping and I'm postponing it.

In this case you have to date your mother. Just find out what kind of girls you like..

If you want to be a pointer to God you must be selfless. This is why Leo doesn't want to use his position. (This is a bad advice)

It depends how you m*********. Go watch Mantak Chia.

It is. It makes you a little bit shorter

What he did was the best thing he could do. Sadly had to cancel the recruitment process due to some stupid comments

I have to try this. I always did breathing just before tripping. I noticed that breathing is especially powerful when I have trapped energy. Same with stretching - if I am tense it can even black out. Counterintuitively it's easier for me to have small nondual experience when I am not fully relaxed. Did you try just siting and meditating on LSD?

Governments are usually half of stage above average. I have an impression that Norwegian and Swedish governments are infused with some Yellow ideas. They aren't fully integral but at least it makes Green ideas more sustainable. In my (not very developed) country it is very common for 20 years old people to be Green. It's very likely 5-10% of them will evolve to second tier in ten years.

Not in this case. I had this LSD+5 HTP trip before 5 MeO. I think that LSD just works differently, it's less energetic, you can trip on low doses. In my opinion there is no point in taking low doses of 5 MeO DMT, it's not going to work properly. I took 75 ug of 1P-LSD (rectally). I was able to perform energy blocks healing but didn't get an ego death.

@bejapuskas This is true.. My mother has strong Blue tendencies but other than that is (relatively) very healthy. She doesn't have classical clash with Green. My father is clearly solid Yellow but has some blue attachments. She isn't strictly Blue because she was exposed to other values. It is still weird that she did not transition into higher stages. Maybe it's because of bad communication between my parents or my father's liking of Blue caused that.

I kept it for too long. I was always suspicious of Catholic Church. I knew that there must be some truth there behind all that bullcrap - because of that I didn't drop it. After my enlightenment experiences it felt horrible about being inauthentic. Today I told what I think about Church. I have also shown video of Thomas Keating on nondual Christianity. After that I had a long conversation with my father. Just be for the record, my parents are heavily involved in Church community. I explained how Church is in reality only distracting in pursuit of God. I told about my natural/sober God realization. My father sort of agreed with everything I said (he is Yellow) but thinks that I still should attend to church for community reasons. My mother is really upset - I see a lot of blue values in her. I feel bad about my mother. Any ideas how to make it easier for her? I would make an offer that I will still attend to Church and they have to take some LSD - but it's a little bit slippery territory.

Thank you for all of your responses. @Michael569 I can relate with what you wrote. Telling that I don't see any point in Church (or any other religion) was very healing experience! I was building bitterness because of supped negative emotions to Church. I explained Christianity from the nondual perspective. I showed Samadhi movie (from youtube) and explained how it is directly connected with passages from Bible. I must say that my parents took it VERY WELL despite me bashing Church heavily. I am surprised! My mother wasn't able to wrap her head around because of strong attachment to labels. It was really nice to have such an honest conversation. My parents have no issues with my approach, they just care about me being in community - this is what they really care about. I see Church community as a mental asylum without a doctor but I can SIT in a church sometimes.

Not really all that much.. I wasn't eating very unhealthy to begin with. It's rather that I experience much less inertia after a meal.

@Brandon Nankivell I like your hair I don't know if my claim is true. LSD trip was more mental and slow enough to understand. It was also cool that I could decide if I want to have total ego death by closing my eyes. 3 hours of intense trip and about 20 hours total (5 HTP extended duration) 5 MeO DMT DESTROYED me completely! There was no ground left. I just wished that I never existed. It was so shocking and intense that there is no way to deny that I'm creating reality. LSD gave me more metal concepts and 5 MeO DMT was more kind of long lasting energetical experience. I suppose that rectal 5 MeO would be better.

You can replace sugar with liquid stevia and stevia extract. No, you don't eat sugar because you like it. It's addiction. If you would stop eating carbohydrates you wouldn't crave sugar anymore.

I did both 1P LSD and vaporizer 5 MeO DMT (plugging didn't work well for me). My most intense LSD trip was much more insightful that 5 MeO trip. Rectal LSD has a perfect duration, vaporizer 5 MeO is very short. However 5 MeO DMT I would call energy tool (as Martin Ball do). It's so overwhelming. It's like LSD multiplied by a thousand. You can deny experiences from a LSD trip but not from 5 MeO DMT. It's so obvious when it happens. Plus I'm experiencing spontaneous energetic phenomenas two months after tripping. It's not just qualities of 5 MeO DMT that matters. You need sufficient amount of it to have that energetical impact.

@Danioover9000 For females effects might be even more visible.