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Dating for females is sooo much easier than for males It's unfair. You do not have to ANYTHING. (assuming that you have extremely low expectations)

I will analyse your message from MY masculine perspective. Don't take things personally and literally We are same age but it works differently for females than for males. I definitely see increased attraction from females. I imagine that finding a girlfriend would be much easier also because of larger age range. I have been approached by girls half my age.. For females it becomes harder because there is an expectation that female is same age or younger. There is also another thing. 20 yo girls is usually single, 30 yo is not. In the first case I would just assume she is single. This is good enough reason not to approach older females. You have to adjust your strategy. You should make it obvious for a guy that you are single. Nobody (I mean guys) cares about career. Just saying. I would avoid exposing your body. You might attract people who are interested for wrong reasons. I might stare at you for ten minutes straight it doesn't mean I'm attracted to you as a person AT ALL. I rather means that body is the most interesting thing and that isn't a good sign. If I'm attracted to someone body is secondary - except for face. I doubt that athletic body is going to be all that helpful. The only thing you have to do is to increase your exposure to new males and be aware who are you searching for.

I do not approach. I'm young looking usually people assume that we are same age. If I talk to someone younger they assume I'm their age because of looks, if someone is older they assume my age from context. I can mesh easily. During conversations even if I say something about my age it's quickly forgotten. My impression is that girl might be weirded out that I'm 10 years older.. but only for a minute or two.

Her fear is irrational. Probably she doesn't have any knowledge about psychodelics, let alone any first hand experience with them. You aren't going to talk her out of fear. Best you can do is to find a trip sitter so she will feel better about it.

Inevitably at some point you will start running circles. System thinking is good if you want to share your thoughts or want to create something that can be replicated. The issue is that reality is dynamic, so you will spend a lot of time adapting you system. In everyday life intuition is much more effective because it lets you go straight to the point.

Personality = structure Ego = content

Now tripping is rather shift in an energetical state, I do not experience very significant change in activity of the ego. When I tripped for the first time there was a very clear cut between being enlightened or not. During past two years I shifted from thinking to observing my energetical state. My decisions are better because I am addressing my needs directly. I also had my dark night of the stuff a couple years ago. I was thinking a lot about death and suicide. I felt like a failure and I sort of accepted this situation. This took off pressure from me. If you don't care about your life you can do whatever you want! I consider myself unenlightened mostly because of energetical impurity. My mind isn't getting triggered easily (ideology etc.) but there are MANY MANY MANY small annoyances. If there is any way to determine enlightenment, it would be ability to sustain observation without interruption. When you just observe you are awakened. I think that it also fit well to Turquoise or unitive stage. Everything is illusionary, there is nothing to get, there is no way to be shamed. Now decision are based on existential needs not complicated thought constructs. Love live is also better because that person is you, so you can always reach them inside of you.

Try Sadhguru's Nada Yoga. It definitely works! It doesn't cause altered states of consciousness but it super effective way of cleansing.

I can do that too and I'm definitely not enlightened. When I took 100 ug of 1P LSD for the first time It was like a waking from the dream. Now even if I have a more intense trip I would hesitate to say that I have an ego death - I can no longer pinpoint a moment when it's happening. Especially if compare my 5 MeO state to LSD I feel unenlightened on the later. I think it's rather gradual process. If you are "enlightened" you will have less ego to fight with. I noticed a massive change since I stopped believing in my thoughts. I no longer have to deal with my stupid assumptions which were only fear based. Assuming that 30% of your actions were based if you are able to let it go I will be much more efficient.

There are other ebook readers. Kindle Paperwhite 4 has blueish backlight which isn't good for eyes, other than that it's quite good. The perfect ebook reader should have 300 ppi flush / flat bezel screen (212 ppi is fine but definitely less sharp) and adjustable backlight color temperature. Onyx Poke 3 seems to be great but quite expensive. I would get something second hand and upgrade it later.

Is watching those videos woth my time if I'm not interested in doing pickup or convincing someone to sleep with me? Alternatively I might read some books (like Deida, Mantak Chia etc.) instead of watching videos.

I also experienced 5 Meo DMT like trip when I was sleeping. Leo mentioned something similar in his 30 days retreat video.

Women should listen but in most cases shouldn't believe it.

@JonasVE12 Thank you. I did some research and I'm confused by price range. 600 mg capsules are much cheaper than 25 mg. I also found a 100 g bag with powder that costs ~$33 (that should be more than enough for 150 rounds).

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If you stay awake too long it means that you are stealing time from the next day. You are cheating. You should rather concentrate yow to build a daily routine that works for you. It's best to to avoid drinking too much coffee. It definitely make me more anxious and less productive.

I'm also interested in chelation. I have yet to read some books about it. How much those supplements cost? Lets assume that chelation process would take two years.

@MrBON If some asked you to write a list of you requirements it would be also long and hard to fulfil. Your issue is that you believe that those expectations really matter.

@Osaid This is why this method is so good. You have much more control and they are cooked mostly from outside. Yolk is barely cooked.

I recommend steam boiling eggs. It is super easy, and it's the best way to preserve nutritious value. You need to pour water to the pot - around 1/2 inch should be fine. When the water is boiling you have to put eggs and cover them lid. Set timer for ~7 minutes. Is also so much easier to peel them!

Yes, but it's not the point I'm making. Awkwardness, polarity and tension have same source. It's a common mistake to avoid discomfort when interacting with opposite sex. This weird feeling of discomfort and tension is what you really want to feel and release. I don't necessarily agree with INTPs being socially awkward. I think it's quite easy for us to relate to female if they are ENFP, ISTJ, ENTJ, ESTJ or INFP. There aren't many females we can interact without feeling tension and this might cause inexperience.

@Loving Radiance Everyone has own definition of femininity. I have male ENFP friends and I have seen how easily they can interact with females. This is because of shared traits. Having shared traits means that there is weaker polarity. I'm an INTP and my interactions with females are very awkward. There are some females I can easily have a conversation with but it feels like talking to a guy. Awkwardness = polarity, connection = release of tension.

It seems like you try to do something because you feel obligated. I don't know if I remember well.. aren't you an ENFP? In this case you would have slightly feminine personality type. This would cause you to have less interest in feminine females.

Nothing exist except for the present moment. So it depends.. maybe you are giving birth at the moment

@somegirl Martin Ball claims that some people without any previous experiences are totally fine with 5 Meo DMT but some that are much more experienced will freak out. Nothing can prepare you. Intenisty is on totally different level than typical psychodelics.