Lyubov

Answer your question. You already know. Just write 5-10 sentences quickly without thinking much which answer your question. All the shit you been avoiding or too afraid to say or too stubborn to commit to. It’s not a secret. It’s about realization and understanding which comes from being responsible and living with integrity. You earn flow by living this way.

This place is not a cult. It’s an echo chamber. Unban Unborntao this is ridiculous!

He will try but do not go doomer. In the USA we have a ton of power to fight back with protesting and there is a long history of agency amongst people to resist. We will not turn into China or even Hungary.

It’s hard to tell because user titles don’t mark people as banned. Was unborntao banned?

Buh buh buh buh the liberals!!!!!

How many people have been banned since this thread?

It’s honestly hard to take him seriously. Like I see he’s not a bad guy. After reading this it’s just sorta cringe and I think he’s just so far off base with many of his statements. I don’t want to be anti intellectual and snarky but for someone who did 5meo he seems so disconnected spiritually.

Making shorts for social media

Good lord the glazing 🫩

I like your video but to me it's sorta hollow and doesn't come close to things made by people.

Who here hasn't been high as shit on DMT and posted some?

Leo was tripping super hard one day in 2022 and started yapping on her while tripping about how he’s now an alien and how he is canceling all other courses to teach how to have an alien awakening and said he is able to physically morph into an alien on camera.

It’s effectively being put in the hands of monkeys so it’s mostly crap though. I think if you have an eye for design and start with your own original material it can be good at adding effects and whatnot. Creating entirely original stuff just from prompts looks like slop 98% of the time.

This place is not a cult because it’s just a bunch of people chatting on a message board. We aren’t even paying anything to be here and it’s not face to face. It’s the reason why I think those retreats are a bad idea. It creates opportunities for Conor Murphy type people to come round and cult accusations to get thrown around.

Yeah, people underestimate how hard it is to swim and stay afloat when in a dangerous situation. It is a lot easier to drown than people realize. People swim in pools and then think they know how to swim but it’s not the case. Even most fit people are mediocre swimmers and if you go far out to exhaustion you ain’t coming back especially if you don’t float.

What I mean is sometimes on the Thai end they won’t let you in if you’ve been to Cambodia recently. I want to access Thailand because it’s my main hub as a digital nomad so I don’t want to potentially be denied entry. But I think most tourists have no issues going between the two.

Yeah I saw this. I think I’m headed into it too… on a train to Shanghai now…

I’m sorta based out of Thailand. I haven’t been to Cambodia yet but idk if I want to while there is a conflict. Just because I want access to Thailand.

There is no reason to if you plan to live life. If you’re terminally ill it’s fine to remove this idea. You can be simultaneously aware of spirit while also embracing your humanity. Wu Wei.

Conor wasn’t crazy in the sense that he wasn’t able to function and lacked the ability to completely differentiate things. He wasn’t completely out of his mind like an homeless person who has lost all faculties for regulation and he didn’t lack self awareness like some other forms of crazy do. This is why it’s a bit deceptive to be half crazy. He’s the sorta half crazy type and there is a fine line between that and being seen as a genius or eccentric creative type. Kanye west is another example of this who would be rewarded for his rants and shenanigans so it became a new familiar for him to let loose and only recently it seems he has started being more responsible because he lost access to his kids letting his manic episodes take over. There are different dimensions and expressions to crazy. You can be a little crazy and honestly if you’re creating stuff it’s not a bad thing. A lot of artists need to be a bit crazy to let loose and dream and have fun making art. The issue is some people aren’t able to function in a normal way going between these states and they become irresponsible. It’s not much different than people who get drunk on alcohol and do something crazy. I think in Conor’s case it was drug induced when he did most of his stunts. He was labeled bi polar vs drug induced psychosis which means the doctors in his original hospitalization didn’t have enough information to conclude what it was. The doctors aren’t following him around watching his every move and they probably aren’t watching his YouTube videos. We do have this information though and we know he was making those DMT smoothies daily during COVID and it was the height of his antics and the interventions he had. He said he was taking them every day. He says it’s all an act because from his perspective he sees it as something he has under control, his choice to dose, feed into compulsions and emotions, he’s aware he has a choice in that matter. He feels good while tripping and he wants to be a bit of a trickster because this type of person likes playing and it serves his content and videos to be a trickster. So from his point of view he isn’t crazy because to him he’s just letting loose and nothing bad had happened until now. He wasn’t able to see that his shenanigans and going to the hospital were going to eventually lead to his physical body being harmed. He didn’t have to worry about losing a job because letting loose only lead to more views and YouTube money. So I think it will come to light soon that he started playing with psychedelics again. He got cocky with drugs and died high out of his mind which is why you don’t take these things and go outside. You know your limits and you set yourself up so you are lying safely on a bed or somewhere safe away from water or high drop out of a building.

It’s so hot in Xian though… 40c

I don't think this was a sober manic episode. I think it's pretty clear that he was high as shit on those Ayahuasca smoothies. Look at the photos of the kitchen. It looks like he splattered something like his brown smoothies he would make. Apparently he made a video mentioning he was doing his smoothies again but in the news article his gf says she was unaware of him taking anything. This reminds me of a teacher of mine who saw his friend in high school jump to death from the 8th story of a building while on LSD. How fucked is that? The kid said he realized he was superman and could fly and jumped right out the window in front of my teacher and died. This Conor situation I think is the same. He dosed his smoothie (super high), splattered it everywhere and then went out which he has a history of doing after taking large amounts of DMT. He was tripping and jumped in a lake and was in no such state to make it out because you need every bit of your sober wits about you when in a drowning situation and it sounds like he tired himself out too.

the smoothie in this video looks like what is splattered in the house he trashed, i think he was on psychadelics when he drowned.

He gave that speech like right before he went super crazy. He first did Aya in like spring 2020 then spent time in a mental hospital for a few days, faked his death or something I don't clearly remember, he was crying in a video. Like he said he was going to kill himself or something. Then after he got out he made a spirituality channel where he started making videos on how it was a hoax and then other videos on spirituality. He went super hard into it. Started making videos talking about Leo and actualized, said he was a space tiger and posted a lot of schizo videos and schizo trip art. Cops called on him a few times (bodycam video psoted), riding around in his underwear in Austin Texas and he was drinking his own urine too (he said this himself) but idk if that's true or not. He also was making videos talking to that asian vlogger who did meditation and would talk about awakenings but I don't remember his name. He eventually had a huge episode and his parents and a girlfriend stepped in and then he went quiet. Was like May 2021 at this point he was making lots of weird videos like this one where he was doing yoga with homeless person. He cleaned up a bit after his big episode after or whatever (he deleted all his old videos and went quiet a while) and I didn't hear about him for years until I heard his name get brought up around the looksmaxxing trend, and now he is dead. I thought he got back on track but I was wrong.

That nose job I think is the start of his spiral downward. It def made him look like a trans man (woman -> man transition).