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I really sorry. This sounds really painful and sad

Woke as fuck but still thought jar jar was a good idea. God, you sure know how to tell a good joke.

worrying about herpes lol let it go time to stop stigmatizing what is essentially harmless red bumps.

Stuff I’m probably not even aware of or expecting. Probably 99% of the unpleasant stuff that I’ve experienced I didn’t even fear it before it occurred. It just happened and was unpleasant or painful. Not saying I wouldn’t be fearful if in a situation where I was acutely aware the end was nigh but death itself oddly doesn’t scare me much upon reflection. I have some personal realizations of what death is though so it isn't so scary. Perhaps a bit sad, a beautiful longing, but not so scary. far more stuff in life scares me off the top of my head - going clinically insane or psychotic beyond return where nothing stable can be maintained in this life - going broke - being emotionally open and potentially have my heart broke in a relationship - being shamed and rejected by loved ones and people I care about - getting cancer or some illnesses that causes great bodily suffering - hurting others out of ignorance or anger - spiders and big nasty bugs - airplane takeoffs - a sliver of uncertainty Whelp this was fun. Let’s do it again sometime!

It seems like more ethnically homogenous countries have an easier job instilling collective social policies if they have the means to. I haven't done a full case study but it seems so at a quick glance.

Are they though? I'm reading some about NFTs based on stolen artwork being sold. I'm wondering what started this bubble exactly.

I just read up on this and holy shit. Perhaps one of the best examples of late stage capitalism. Crypto investors with way too much money are now investing in pretend-scarce items for no other reason to sell them off to other crypto investors doing the same. If you just let this set in for a moment you will literally start laughing with embarrassment at the absolute tom foolery of this and the games people play.

Same, it doesn't really resonate with me much now after doing as much consciousness work as I have. I occasionally watch true crime documentaries that resonate with a curiosity and fear I have of encountering/experiencing such deeply twisted states that some people unfortunately find themselves in actuality/reality but for the most part I have little interest anymore in these dimensions where as before I enjoyed all the classic horror movies. True crime can help with understanding and feeling compassion for how an individual can become so twisted if you contemplate on it.

It's a form of self expression. I think there are heathy and unhealthy ways to do this. To a certain degree it is necessary and a valid desire when really in your masculine and wanting to leave your mark on the world so to speak. Even animals do it lol. Ever heard of peacocks?

sounds more like some dumb bubble fad to me than a timeless piece that will be remembered and studied in art history classes. dunno if the artist even cares or not about this, he got his bag.

there is an existential reason horror movies are as popular as they are. they allow one to experience their fears and shadows without having to actualize it. nothing wrong with it per-say. I would let go about worrying about your vibration and honoring the part of you that views horror movies as long as it isn't interfering heavily with your life in a way that is dysfunctional.

Have a lovely one I printed out. I'm not holding my breathe but I like how it makes me creative and it fills me with good feels so even if I don't get it materially I think it will come in some form symbolically.

I guess when you've figured out a way to magically snap your fingers and have a million dollars in cash in front of you let me know

Megan does not look ethnically white from a US perspective to me. I would think she is mixed or a Latina. She is very pretty though.

wait... what? ok I'll have to try this

this is one of the last things on my mind when looking at women. I'm attracted to it cause it just looks beautiful to me and a woman's body that is filled out nicely feels great to touch and be in. maybe there is something underlying at play but it's not what's conscious for me when in the moment.

This along with all the fapping threads lately

Yes, you have a limited free will that comes along with being a finite life so to speak. You obviously can't will a million dollars in front of you out of nowhere as this life. You have to make it, steal it or earn it. There is a greater will encompassing it though which is baked into everything so to speak that is willing everything all at once. It's god's will or the meta will. It accepts everything as it is essentially and allows it to be.

sometimes I feel selfish/survival is subtly used by this forum as a substitute for good or bad.

The best place to start for newbies is books. Go on amazon or audible and read all the self help classics and top rated books in a specific domain. They are cheap and hold all the fundamentals. Very little unique information to be found in most self help video courses that are incredibly expensive. That money is better spent going towards a very specific skill or class or retreat or therapy.

I'm not in denial. I've just given it more thought than you have. You're making the typical false equivalency most people make who think they know anything about politics. You probably believe in conspiracy theories too. Bill Bar is not an example of deep political contemplation, he is a comedian. Expand your information intake and start reading books. You would be singing a different tune if you were a child born in Mexico with immigrant parents or invested in climate change or a low income person heavily reliant on Obamacare, list goes on.

a poor distinction. actually look up the policy put into play during these two administrations and how they affected people. I'm not going to educate you out of your "both sides" stance a lot of fake woke hippies who haven't actually contemplated or done much research on this domain claim.

first message, what girls say they want... then they get it and all of a sudden they aren't interested second comment, what attracts girls but then leaves confusion for guys ok my last gender wars comment

Center right compared to a lot of European countries Quite liberal compared to most other countries.

So I am doing a bit of contemplation and it seems like homelessness is a systemic issue that is not overcome when there is a stage green majority. Certain societal issues seem to become less prevalent the higher up on the spiral but it doesn't seem like this issue is really solved at green. Perhaps more citizens need to become green in order to solve this issue in California? California is pretty green but also there is a lot of orange there as well. Each systemic issue is unique so I don't think it solely comes down to the spiral level. Is this a case study of the limits of green or is California not green enough to solve it?