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So I came back. I left end of July. I am done with China for a while lol.... it just gets overwhelming and you feel like you're on an alien planet after a while. I had so much fun. Hope to go to Tibet next year.

Those are hierarchies based on utility which is more a function of one's use in reality than of perceived status which is maliable. A doctor is always in demand from society while a handsome gym instagramer bro who dies from an overdose or gets put in jail for sexual assault always had their efforts based in quicksand. I would also contend most of the people who succeed in those professions you listed did so not out of their pursuit of success in comparison with others but with bettering themselves and making the best of their unique strengths. You do not go into medicine for status, there are far easier things you can do that don't require the time and exceptional amount of effort needed to practice medicine. Medical doctors know this. Most do not go into with status in mind.

I probably missed out on sleeping with easily 10-15 really high caliber beautiful women because I thought I had to pull that night, people, especially women reallllyyy feel your presence. desperation and "goals" to get into their pants are interpreted as an ulterior motive. I interviewed some web developers to build my website. They had a mediocre portfolio and offered little substance in the meeting but seemed desperate to close, I could feel how desperate one of them was and they brought almost nothing and offered no help for me during this meeting. I ended up hiring a guy who did a completely free mock up for me unasked, he just sent it over a few days after I had meeting with him without responding to his offer (and it actually looked good regardless of how much he prompted AI to build it, I could not do this myself), and he had the attitude during the meeting of fixing all my misconceptions and helping me, his expertises shown and he was not desperate for the job. why would he be with his skill sets and value he offers? It's really not so different with women. They feel what you have to offer and give them and then pick you and show you when they're ready to be pulled. Many do not want to be pulled the first night because they think 1) they will be seen as a slut and 2) you will ghost them after you get what you want from them (sex). You don't have to do anything except not fuck it up. If you aren't getting this experience with women it means your batting average is bad and they do not want to be pulled by you, so you need to go back to your original intention and see what foundation it's built on before taking off again.

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pulling is like language, how well you speak it, know it, all that, it plays a role. your timing is important, you don't need to pull that night. in fact a lot of great things work out with girls in the first week or so. results forward approach is the thing which counter intuitively blocks your progress.

Yeah the places I went def had a lot of tourists but I also liked how a lot of local life and culture was still preserved. We drove on a scooter around and there was a ton of farmers and local life still. I think Phuket had the most tourists. Krabi had it too but much more local life surrounding it. Bangkok was a mix of everything. I got a DTV workcation and hope to go back next year for 3-6 months. Apparently Chang Mai is really worth visiting too.

Time really flies. It’s sometimes really quite astounding to fathom. I’m 35 now, seems like yesterday I was 22 and just thinking my dad was this ever present person. My dad is in good health but 76… at that age most of your years are behind you.

Because there is an economic drought but every idiot with a mouthpiece is shouting at you that you suck and are lazy if you're not rich. It's a weirdly perverse and conflicted belief system that the average American views their life and success through. People would actually be happier if they were simple poor as dirt and had clarity of mind and understanding why the world the way it is. Simple poor happy folk. Instead in a perverse way the average American clings to judgement, blames themselves and looks to bully people bellow themselves in order to feel better about how shit poor and stupid they are.

You're optimizing the wrong stuff when you focus on nofap and whatnot. If you need to learn game and pick up, if it isn't effortless for you or you don't have some super chad foundation... then chances are you have a good bit of emotional inner work, self esteem and inner child work, inherent value awakening work, etc and you will probably have to socialize a lot understand the terrain. If porn and fapping is an issue for you obviously yeah that could be it's own pathology or unhealthy coping mechanism but generally speaking you don't need to give something like that so much thought.

Where about in Thailand are you? I spent 3 months there this year. I was in Bangkok, Phuket and Krabi. Lovely place. I went to several temples, Bangkok had the most impressive, really such a beautiful place. Krabi had one on top of a mountain you hike up. I absolutely love Thailand. Maybe not a place I would want to live in year around but it's a great place to spend several months in at a time. Such lovely people there.

Status is ultimately a loser's game. You can become conscious of how imposing hierarchy boomerangs back to hurt you. Any time you chronically play the comparison and judgement game it shapes your life in a way where eventually you question why you still deep down don't feel good about yourself. This needs to be distinguished from getting recognition and approval. Those are nice things we can experience and help us both relate to each other as well as receive signals we are often times on the right path with our efforts. For example, you make a YouTube video with the intention of helping someone or showing something and you receive back positive praise for your efforts. This can be very useful and nice.

Very cool project.

They keep polishing a turd. I still haven’t seen this shit replace anyone that’s actually doing something which requires the ability to reason and understand the world. It’s like there is this strangely liminal quality that comes through a lot of the responses when the work requires human experience and understanding. You can outsource a lot of repetitive stuff to it and I do admit it is exceptionally handy, but why is all the marketing for it not honest and about this? Why is it all a bunch of lies how it’s the second coming of Christ? It’s ridiculous at this point. Please fucking crash and can the general populace come together to hang these tech nuts?

It’s earned. You have to often times devote yourself to the things which shape your life in this way, right understanding, right action, inner child work, clarity of mind, etc. You have to look deeply, observe your environment and your unique life and chart your path upwards. I wouldn’t make it about trying to hold onto a feeling or state. More about empathy and understanding for your own unique situation and your right to be intrinsically valuable and authentic.

Does anyone here have a facial skin care routine they follow? Something to reduce redness and make your face look healthier and skin clearer and nicer?

I saw it on tv too. I was 10 and in 5th grade. I was at school and I remember the tv showing the news live. I remember seeing one or both of the towers fall. I don’t remember if we were there to see the second plane hit, I think the tv went on in my social studies classroom after both hit. I do remember watching one or both of the towers fall live. I believe the principal then told the teachers to turn the tv off as it was too disturbing. The teachers were all shook, the librarian too. I don’t remember the lessons from the rest of the day, the teachers all seemed worried. I was in the school library later that day and even saw my dad’s car. He came to the school to check on us but he didn’t take us out early. He picked us up and we talked about it and we watched W give his speech that night.

He claims he had 75 women working for him at his peak. This is a load of shit. In fact a lot of the stories he repeats he will 5-7x the amount of girls in it. You have to assume 80% of what he says is a lie or twisted to make it sound like he had more money or women than he did even when he was trafficking women.

This one is fkn weird. This kid is deeply disturbed. Dude got into a firefight when he coulda walked away.

Yeah, once you reach a certain age you sorta realize you gotta accept it. Whatever woman you are with will have a thing or two that will piss ya off, don't dwell on the past. Obviously you can filter and choose someone who perhaps hasn't gone so crazy that it creates all sorts of issues where you're running into her ex bfs with her and whatnot, but even girls who appear good will have done a few things that will piss you off. So don't dwell too much on the past but get a read on her if she is worth building a relationship or not now. Nothing wrong with pursuing women who weren't promiscuous just know it may be a fruitless effort and not go how you expect.

I don’t know any relationship that starts off perfectly. There’s a good bit of performing that gets it off the ground.

He is also heavily inflating how many women he actually abused and enslaved and had camming for him. I can't put a number on it but as you research and put usernames together it is far smaller than the number he claims. The main woman he mostly trafficked is a woman named Bibiana Hruskova who is the victim that is in the video of her being beat by him with a belt, filmed in the UK (Luton). She is the model mentioned above. This has already been published by The New Yorker and other media outlets. She was underage when the video was filmed and published too... the dude is fucking sick, he even inflates his own rape number...

I'm gonna do some digging, I can probably find some of his old tweets where he openly talks about sleeping with 15/16 yo underage girls, a very serious crime, dude was sick, bragged about it and admitted to beating them too

Lol I found old posts about the models he used to pimp. He would perform on camera too according to this review. He had one "mamasan" he used to plaster and post and talk to on his twitter. She went quiet after Tate got arrested back in 2022, she def could be charged for something as well as an accomplice but I guess she knows this and has laid low since. She is also a victim of his so she probably is being used to collect evidence and given a pardon for her role in recruiting a couple more victims. Take over inflates the number of women he had camming for him. I remember her twitter user name and you can find all sorts of old posts and information about him and his cam business still online if you know their old usernames and what to search. He deleted a lot of the incriminating posts on twitter and I'm sure his old group chats for his war room have been scrubbed but you can find a lot of it still and second hand accounts. There was someone in the pick up online space back then for those who did pick up in Russia back in 2017/2018, adjacent to Tate back then who would mention him and say how he would try to scout girls or whatever for him. idk if that guy is still running around or cleaned up his act. he had a "moscow nightlife" website that was sorta a funnel into that community and of course was a grift as well to teach how to pick up Russian women. Anyone who was doing pick up back in 2015-2018/9 in eastern Europe was adjacent to the spaces Tate would post in and knows about all the terrible shit he would brag about openly.

He's trying so hard to walk everything back. It never took more than an average level of development to see through him and know he's a sex trafficker. I remember even seeing his twitter and videos back in like 2017/2018. He literally used to brag on social media back then about sex trafficking Romanian women and sleeping with underage girls. Does anyone else remember him from back then? His content was very extreme and on the fringes of the manosphere but he had a following and would sell the war room and his pimping hoes programs. He went by cobra tate back then. He tried to clean it up a bit later and moderate his voice cause he knew it would attract more money, then when he finally blew up in 2022 he has tried to pivot hard away from his old content. He admits to everything he is charged with. Anyone who read his twitter in 2017 knows this

This exactly