Lyubov

I would forget worrying about entities. You probably picked this worry up from someone else... lol, kinda like an entity. Not to sound like a dick but have you ever noticed the people in spirituality that seem the most worried and give the most weight to entities never really stand out as the sharpest tool in the shed or seem all that developed. It's just a stage purple way of interpreting reality. There is some truth to it but the more you explore it the more you realize there is little here to worry about.

It may sound counter intuitive and not work for everyone but if you have the cash to burn, a strip club with the right stripper can really boost masculine energy. You will feel like a provider and if she can make you feel good and strong I've noticed this feeling boost my masculine energy some for a time after.

what country are you from? homosexuality is not usually associated with hip hop in the US. a video from an openly gay black hip hop artist hasn't been done before on such a large stage. it's raunchy stage orange stuff but I think still is fine and fun.

I've had a really hard come down on ayahuasca before that just made me feel like total shit and emotionally awful. Guess it's just part of the experience sometimes.

This is pretty big. First time I can think of a black hip hop artist openly displaying and embracing their sexuality as a young gay man. The song isn't really my taste but I support his endeavor. He has been getting a ton of hate from right wingers on twitter

Unfortunately this is accurate. Sociologists have noted how human beings in general aren't very good at acting on threats that aren't immediate. I think it has to do with level of consciousness and still being a bit of an animal that can only run from the tiger in the jungle but when it's not there no thought is given to any possible issues. Basically humanity will have to deal with climate change and build foresight and wisdom from it.

meh, these lists and distinctions are sorta silly. Mother Theresa was incredibly conscious, just cause she wasn't a writer doesn't mean much

Am I in yet?

Tim Pool is going on Fox News now...

From a grand perspective sure this is accurate but it's not really all that helpful for mobilizing the masses to get more conscious about their waste and consumption. This kind of perspective can easily co-opted by some deep stage blue & orange people that will basically say "whatever, if god allows us to consume and pollute the world then it's fine." This line of thinking can really only be truly appreciated once one has gotten to a point of raising their consciousness about the environment.

so you are drinking your piss?

It's an interesting concept but to me it just looks like he was just going off on some sort of mental tangent or play for his own amusement. I can kinda relate to this cause I enjoy sorting and ranking stuff in my free time as a sort of hobby. Really not much more to this than that. It is somewhat accurate from a broad perspective but when you start comparing individuals on the list you start to see how it is mostly bologna.

lol here he is getting body slammed by the big show

these guys always make me feel uncomfortable for the farm animals

what is attractive about men? please put it in layman's terms.

agreed, dated goofy crap for the most part that grifted off a lot of insecure men David Deida - The Way of The Superior Man (book) Mark Manson - Models (book) The Natural Lifestyles (youtube) The Fearless Man (youtube)

I don't necessarily disagree with everything you said but also I see it differently. They are toxic, and I had poor boundaries which I let them cross more than once. I doubt I was entirely innocent in the whole ordeal either. It's a learning experience either way and I'm tired with the whole look inward bs jargon. I do plenty of that consistently. The most authentic thing I can do now from all of this is rant and feel angry cause that is how I feel about the situation. I think in the long term I need to hold to my boundaries better and be a little wiser when I see them slipping. I tend to be pretty lenient cause I like to give people the benefit of the doubt they are on the same page of respect and mindfulness as me but also I don't like neurotically manage stuff like this. I don't like to try to control problems and relationships and I doubt the experience of toxic people ever goes away fully. Relationships can be messy. In the long run I would rather cultivate emotional resilience and wisdom cause it's unavoidable that problems will occasionally arise sometimes between people but being able to handle the storms in a healthy way communicate better and be wiser when signs are showing is always possible.

Basically the last time I confronted them and told them I didn't have energy to talk to them regularly (giving myself space cause I had emotions for them and our lives didn't align) they got angry at me and freaked out. The ordeal lead to me telling them I liked them and a few weeks later they wrote me asking if I wanted to talk again regularly and I did so we picked up where we left off. Fast forward three months later they say they wanna go on a holiday somewhere and I say me too, they say let's go, so we talk about it a bit. No solid plans, I'm aware it may not happen and not to over invest. Anyways today she says she is excited cause another guy she is into is interested and wants to go with him. No solid plans were made but it feels kinda shit and I think this is pretty clear they don't feel the same way I do about them. Last time they got mad and pissy at me for being more confronting and telling them I wanted space, I'm just unfollowing them and not responding to anything they write me now. I feel sort of like their therapist rather than a healthy relationships of sorts and they don't feel the same way about me. I have no interest orbiting around as an alternative option for them so I'm ghosting them. Not wasting energy on this. Save the confronting for relationships that are worth saving. This is going no where and I await them spamming me asking why I'm ignoring them instead of taking a hint...

I'm going to state a somewhat dissenting opinion when it comes to this topic. I do support a societal reevaluation and some more regulation in this industry if it warrants it. There is a ton of devilry in the supplement industry. A lot of shit will make it to store shelves and you don't even know if what you are getting is actually it, purity, quality, etc. On top of that, we have talk of medicine men in here. The whole point of the medicine man is that he follows a tradition and training that has been passed down through tons of trial and error. Just cause someone read online some vitamin or alternative medicine will help them and goes out and buys it doesn't mean they have actually been trained to use it properly or if it conflicts with anything else they are taking. I support alternative medicine and realize mainstream medicine is more conservative but I don't think that is entirely a bad thing. There are tons crooks and wackos out there that have scammed a ton in the supplement industry. Mainstream medicine also will fall into this trap but there is at least more oversight and discourse when it comes to it.

Alcohol is as old as the hills and part of the whole. It has caused problems for many people but let's also honor the benefits it has also given people. It has helped people socialize and even survive in more brutal times such as during war. I don't abide by the demonization of alcohol. It is for the most part a dysfunctional activity but also has served it's purpose. I think it can be used consciously. It has served as a catalyst for people to learn that being unconscious doesn't feel good. Today one can enjoy it occasionally like having a glass of wine or a nice craft beer. It's up to the individual to learn how to use alcohol.

lol are the girls in that link even real in the sense that it isn't some bait and switch? I bet it costs quite a bit to hire one of them for an entire night. You gotta be really loaded. I like how it is legal and clean in the EU. I don't partake in this in this living in the US.... ew... It has a much dirtier connotation and is illegal and the women that work in this job in the US tend to be associated with addiction, STDs and mental problems. Not to mention human trafficking. I think due to the systemic issues in the US it is an unwise and unsafe activity here. I have to admit though, there is something hot about hiring a high class European escort in Amsterdam through some sort of luxury agency. Just seems cleaner and safer there and the culture looks at it differently giving it a much cleaner and safer connotation. I have no doubt it's expensive. I was curious so I googled prices and yep... starts at 1000 euros there If I had the cash to burn and the safe and clean system in Europe I don't think it would be a problem to engage in occasionally if it freed up and solved the desire for sex. Would allow one to focus on other stuff and probably come off less needy too when dating.

went through this with them once before where I was honest and open and they got super defensive, angry and were gaslighting me and seemed to lack the ability to work through any of this with me. they instantly started getting mad at me this time so no, I'm done with them. We had a second fight yesterday where they did the exact same thing. it's unhealthy and it's time for me to move on from their toxicity.