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This is such a stupid video full of so much self hatred lol I would seek out higher quality theory sources in this domain.

I'm gonna be honest with you and pretty sharp here out of love cause it seems like sometimes people here give pretty poor advice when someone is hurting. You seriously sound fucking crazy and need to chill out with all this spiritual stuff and trying to understand it and whatnot. What you wrote was just obnoxious to read. No, you clearly don't need psychedelics and from my point of view you clearly are not in a solid state of mind for them. Have you tried, you know.... just taking it easy? eating right, some meditation here and there with no goal in mind, journaling, practicing letting go and having faith, practicing loving yourself, talking to someone/therapist, etc. Just sitting with the emotional pain even though it may really hurt. Your eyes seems smooshed up just way too close to that tiny little dot you think are all these problems when there is something far greater than that. Try to be smart and holistic about this. If you don't find some miracle cure from 5meo, then what will you do?

have you tried the sedona method?

lol idk what to tell you. if you're in good spirit then have fun and keep exploring! I think you'll make sense of it in your own way eventually and be satisfied with your seeking

cause you're trying to solve a problem that doesn't exist. get out of thought and back into experience. let go of thinking about solipsism. you will literally never put this question to rest through thinking. let go of the value you place in what thoughts Leo shares with you or anyone else here, including this post. Just keep letting go. And what ever keeps arising let go of that.

Just buy a smoothie bullet from there put in your veggies, fruits, nuts and liquids + you can blend in your daily multi vitamin into the smoothie as well. takes just a few more minutes than mixing some powder but it is much healthier.

sex is a very deep form of connection

I want to make content on these platforms and eventually become an online content creator that can support my survival needs off original, non-leechy content I put out on twitch & youtube. Mainly travel/tour content and sort of off the beaten path travel vlogs and live streams, food tours, a some sort of humor/vlog stuff that has to do with telling IRL stories. I also want to IRL stream bike rides and give live tours of place. I want to develop my personality so that I'm entertaining, charismatic and fun but also not click baiting and immature and drinking my own urine in public or anything like that lol. Wanna work in talking about psychedelics into my content as well and perhaps something to do with dating, men's fashion, travel, biking and motorcycles as well. Just wanna get some ideas, what does it take to grow a channel on twitch as a live streamer and youtube as a vlogger (besides technical stuff like having good gear and being able to edit stuff well which I have down) ??? What do you have to develop in yourself to become a charismatic content creator that is actually creating original content and not just talking about politics or reviewing and interviewing other people that are making content ? PS: @Leo Gura audio in the life purpose course seems to be messed up and off on the videos, dunno if it's just me but the audio is gone.

Thanks for the advice guys. I have heard this about Twitch before. What I'm thinking of doing is live streaming on twitch and making vlogs/highlight videos from the vods and then putting that on youtube. Also I will share it on relevant discords and reddits. Getting eyes on content aint easy per say but I think it comes down to making content people wanna see, that's original, relevant, etc.

not interested in watching 2 hours of this cause I never got into JP and always felt I was more conscious than his content from the little I've seen but it will be useful to share with people who worship him so thanks

lol, but really they are pretty shit paintings for the period.

thanks for the great post. I will say this, I think my parent's intentions are very much out of love and caring for me. I actually don't wanna change them and don't wish that on them cause it doesn't feel good to me. I feel quite accepting of them even though this does hurt my feelings a bit. I'm a grown man by the way so we aren't going to counseling lol. I also do agree that telling them I don't like how they act like this isn't a good idea. I think letting go on this to the resistance and just setting reasonable boundaries will help. Maybe addressing it a bit in a non-confrontational and non-judgemental way if I feel my boundaries overstepped. My parents are quite reasonable and not toxic when I bring stuff up in a healthy way.

I feel a little angry and unsupported by my parents and it hurts my feelings some. I don't like their dynamic about how they worry about me and think I'm this overly reckless person making dangerous decisions with my life but both act this dynamic out in that sort of mom and dad way. The overly neurotic mom and the aloof uncaring dad. My mom has this neurotic approach where it seems like she is hyper focused, way too much in her thoughts/worries and controlling and projects her worry out onto me and is critical in this passive aggressive way and then my dad is just sort of aloof and has this sort of like "let him do whatever the fuck he wants it isn't my problem, I don't wanna argue" ; which then hurts my feelings like he doesn't care about me or is lazy and unwilling of sharing his thoughts cause he wan't to avoid an argument with me and he is lacking wisdom to share with me which he doesn't have. I wish they were both in the middle. I think yall know the dynamic I'm talking about, seen it in the movies. The overly worried mom and the dad telling her to calm down and not care. Overly caring mom complaining to the dad and the dad being like CALM DOWN KAREN and then her yelling at him and him being quiet rolling his eyes like whatever. I don't think there is anything to do about it persay. Just set my boundaries and let go of any conflict or resistance to it. I don't wanna change my parents and I don't wanna put that energy on them to change cause it doesn't feel good to me. Just makes me a little sad that one doesn't seem to trust me and the other doesn't seem to care.

It is totally your decision If I was in this much debt though personally I would try to stomach getting a job in CS. It pays well and if you get a good job you can pay down that debt at a fairly decent pace. What are your salary prospects and skills? Can you land a decent CS job that pays 60k-100k? 77K could be payed off in 5 years, maybe a bit longer and then from there you can transition. I would try to use your degree tbh. It's a great degree and can open up more doors in the long run. I studied liberal arts and if I was wise back when I was younger I would of avoided university all together. My degree has hardly come into play in getting me work. Should of saved that money.

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these dumb hypotheticals do precious nothing for actually embodying / awakening to love. take some Ayahuasca with the set intention of experiencing the suffering of a holocaust victim, it will give you that experience if you ask it, then come back and practice unconditional love / forgiveness for hitler. stop pondering these stupid message board questions.

nah, she was involved in a car crash that killed a person though, she payed almost a million dollars to the family

True, and like I said I do not want to change them. Feels awful wishing to see another person change. It's not for me and I feel much better accepting people how they are. There is a part of me though that feels a sort of innocence and hurt however. Both are true for me. Just makes me sad there is this aspect to life sometimes. It doesn't ruin our relationship. We still manage to see each other about once every week to every other week, but I think I have some releasing on and perhaps some better boundaries to set with telling them I don't want to discuss something.

Not a single food online and on youtube with the amount of bro science videos produced have I seen two sides that completely disagree with each other. One side says fermented is bad, raw is okay, another side says both is bad, and finally another side that says the other two are morons and are completely wrong. What do you all think? Does soy raise estrogen and is it good for you to eat processed or unprocessed?

I think it comes from a time when life and duality was physically far more brutal and chaotic and people were really just tormented a lot by physical pain. I think today, if a person integrates their shadow and works on their emotions and physical health and such, you can live an incredibly joyous and pleasant life. modern medicine has come far enough that it can treat most physically excruciating ailments and survival is much easier today in most countries.

BTC is honestly a very risky investment and basically a quick in quick out scheme for most people into it. You are far too generous with your words, even by saying it isn't bad lol.

I got both shits. After about 14 hours after the 2nd shot I got a fever and felt quite sick. The fever lasted about 12 hours and I was feeling much better by the evening. I was feeling much better about 28 hours later from the fever starting. It's been about 60 hours since I had the 2nd dose and I'm 100%.

she even supported/voted trump too lol if she tried to get votes from the left (identity politics votes) she would be rejected cause the left is too smart to fall for such a stupid side show she is hated as well by the party she votes / is running for oh, to be in such conflict with oneself

you don't be a zen devil.... you just said it's groundless you contradict yourself with your own question