Lyubov

incredibly tone deaf to the highest degree

yes it's normal and if it's the way you are love it. various levels of sensitivity in people. some desire sex more than others. befriend it. no need to fight the desire but embrace it and find ways to release it. masturbation is fine and fun. I love masturbation and while I used to feel kind of lonely doing it back when I hadn't had as much sex but now it doesn't bother me anymore. the repressing of it is what builds the tension and negatives feelings. find people you are interested in and feel safe having sex with. can also put it into art work, writing and a mental process of releasing it. Nothing is wrong with you.

ugh don't even remind me ._. I would hope at least congress would check him on this but knowing how republicans fall into rank and file I think he could absolutely get away with it

so is this guy going to become a meme on this forum?

Making a new dream board I still have some more stuff to add to finish the composition. When that's done I'll add some text/logos for the different domains and some effects

By accepting yourself fully. Inner child work is great for learning about self love if you feel lacking in love from your parents. I'm currently dealing with some family issues as well with my parents and it is indeed painful. You're not alone here.

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I was feeling this way today as well. Feel like they are unconscious and don't love me enough or how I wish they did. I even sometimes have that wish for them to one day say they are sorry but I think they are set in their ways for not wanting to say so and they have their reasons. I think that sort of love you and I both want we can achieve by practicing self love.

Love him

Is it possible to trip regularly and not fall into a fear/insanity loop or spiral? I keep falling into these without every really releasing them much so I' backing off from anything big for a while until I feel I'm ready to release and go beyond.

let's be real here though... knowing silicon valley and how their smart cameras have a biased at only recognizing white faces the police robot will probably just target minorities "by accident" like that other scene where that one robot shoots that guy in the business meeting.

Without highjacking another recent thread here with my question I started to reflect on myself and noticed the women I like and honestly really only want to invest time into are orange-green and above. I feel basically no connection to ones lower than this. I may find some physically attractive but it's really hard for me to see anything working with someone who is less developed than myself. Is it possible for instance for somebody who is a solid blue to marry someone who is solid green? To me that would be like a fundamentalist Muslim dating a hippie. Doesn't seem plausible and in such instances usually the person who is less developed seems to make quite a bit of advancement towards the higher stage when this happens. Can anyone think of any examples of relationships where two people were so far apart developmentally?

those two links are red pill garbage

Absolutely nothing wrong with this. I love melting into the flow of the night, having a great time and meeting a woman at the club, making out, that wonderful build up of anticipation then having sex later that night/morning and then sleeping it off then next day. Some of the most pleasure I've ever had. I wouldn't build my life around it though... it's just fine doing this occasionally

we should make this a forum meme I drew my dream board but still need to color it

Cool thread I will look for some stuff later I am INFP

I have never listened to Sam Harris but judging by some of the responses in this thread I'm gonna just delegate this one to yall and avoid him altogether

What do you all think? I feel much better smoking an ecig than regular cigarettes

ok from this perspective I think they did an ok job with some tough love. I've just seen these situations handled differently and they went better. I don't see a reason for the cop just coming up all aggressively and yelling him to get on the ground and freaking him out. I've been in some cities in Oregon where the cops have been trained to handle people like this and they are much more gentle approaching people wigging out. I also don't know the back story behind the video. If he attacked people and was acting aggressive before some tough love may have been needed to ensure safety of the cops but if he was just called in for blabbering loudly and acting odd I don't think they needed to rush him like that so quickly and aggressively. I realize it's complicated and messy however.

just give it time. no need to trip again anytime soon or rush things. you are in a country that is pretty good with psychedelics so you can perhaps make new friends that are into them and find someone to work with or watch you. I can see how this might look like it was handled well from a place of fear and no frame of reference of what more developed policing looks like.

meh, I don't think so. this is all just models anyway which can be defined however and people change quite a bit over their lives. everything is always changing.

also I'm glad you aren't in the US. The cops here are downright cruel and lack training when it comes to handling situations like this.

first off.... I'm REALLY glad you are safe and you didn't get hurt. it is not uncommon for people to lose control, even experienced astronauts, and be out of control as these energies are brought up and since various aspects of ourselves that keep us grounded and together have melted away all this raw energy spills out and the body just sort of goes off. I've experienced something similar but was totally blitzed out from the trip and couldn't move much at all except shake and sort of sit up and wave my arms and yell stuff. secondly... epic adventure thirdly... please be much more careful next time... this is why I don't prefer to trip alone. always good to have someone around even in another room just to check on and take care of you if things get wild. I would let the shame go... forgive yourself and learn from this so next time you can keep yourself safer.

eh, tbh I don't like to think too much about it like this and find myself over analyzing like you said if I do. We come into this world not really being taught how to handle our minds so to me it's kind of like learning to walk but mentally. We can learn to use our mind and focus it how we choose or be at odds with it and let it split us apart. I just let stuff like this go and that's what helps me

I still have quite a bit of thoughts and trouble letting go of them sometimes... They can be quite sneaky and subtle. I noticed I used to really mute my thoughts but they were still running like white noise I wasn't aware of. By being more concious I've given them more of a voice and it's easier to let go of them.