Lyubov

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  1. Yup. He said same thing to me as well. It brings up stuff and if it isn't let go completely it can linger and result in what we call PTSD. I've been in a very similar situation as you where I was suffering for months after a really scary trip with sleep problems and all that. To be honest if someone hasn't been through such an experience or unless they have a specialization working with people who have been then they have no business in commenting or giving advice on these situations. I was able to ground out most of mine by talking about the experience with an integration therapist from MAPS as well as using some marijuana lightly in personal ceremonies to get used to the fear-trauma response the body falls into. Eventually I just got tired and used to that intense fear that comes up and was able to release a lot of this energy. I was super gentle with myself and I realized having a very solid foundation is crucial for grounding it out and releasing the traums. Surround your elf with people/family you trust and feel safe around, maje sure you are living in a place you feel safe and secure in. If everything is chaotic around you it's really hard to ground this stuff out. I've recovered a ton from mine after a long time of suffering and my sleep problems are gone now so I know you can recover too. If you don't feel safe doing 5meo again you can always try MDMA therapy. I would not do it alone but work with an experienced facilitator therapist. I also would not do 5meo alone again but with a private trained facilitator. I would also find someone to talk to who has done it before who offers helping people who have had bad trips Check out MAPS integration therapists
  2. Very interesting video on why Windows is so backwards compatible. You can literally upgrade all the way to Windows 10 from 3.11 on virtual PC. My MacBook Pro is from 2016 and this year it is starting to show its age a bit. I think it mostly has to do with the hardware though rather than the software. I haven't run into any backwards compatible issues yet.
  3. Is the second part really true though? I have owned an iMac, MacBook pro, a sager gaming laptop, a couple mid market windows laptops and two custom built gaming PCs. I think they are super expensive buttheir products do stand out and the ease of use and engineering behind them makes for a relativity different user experience. You can do everything on a Windows but I think think Apple is more than just marketing. Their software and hardware has quirks that add up and make for a unique ecosystem to be a part of.
  4. This porn topic comes up all the time on here. I think it's cause a lot of guys don't have enough feminine energy in their life and the pain this causes is expressed in unhealthy ways or blaming others. Porn is fine as long as it's enjoyed responsibly. Also don't scapegoat it as well.
  5. moral panic in stage blue society
  6. No clue what stuff you guys are on. Even a little bit of weed for me and I need to lie down because I'm going to blast off. Couldn't even imagine leaving my room on a psychedelic.
  7. Doesn't work like this in the US. If people here see someone that even looks like their great grandpa is black society basically looks and treats them as black
  8. Yeah she is a total narc and police but the average voter doesn't look into stuff like this. They will see a woman and diverse ticket and it will hopefully boost Biden's image against Trump. I wanted Elizabeth Warren.
  9. Have you written any of these insights down or have anything new to share ?
  10. I heard the same thing only it was so the doctor could masturbator her till orgasm cause it was considered wrong for her to ask her husband to do this or do it herself
  11. I'm glad he chose her. Will help the vote.
  12. Someone mentioned in this thread or another that purple doesn't wear clothes cause they haven't formed any guilt around sexuality yet. I don't think this is true. I think purple isn't wearing clothes in a lot of examples cause it's hot as fuck in the jungle. Purple wears clothes in cold and desert regions.
  13. https://abcnews.go.com/International/wireStory/nigeria-singer-sentenced-death-north-blasphemy-72303843 Nigeria singer sentenced to death in north for blasphemy A young musician in northern Nigeria’s Kano state has been sentenced to death by hanging for blasphemy against Prophet Muhammad
  14. I love this move but haven't seen it in like 20 years
  15. this could make for an interesting examples thread
  16. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sama-Bajau The bajau people basically set up their homes on boats and floating islands. They are similar to gypsies. Very interesting to see how they live.
  17. There are women out there that would still fall in love with a guy who has a tiny penis. There was that one fella with no arms and legs that got around in one of those electric wheelchairs and his wife was hot as fuck.
  18. I'm looking for fiction, poetry and more spiritual books on seduction and women. I'm thinking of reading romance novels and stories about love that are popular with women. Bored of self help books at the moment.
  19. Rogan is kinda/sorta green. He's like orange /green and into MMA. Fighting sports originate from red society and you have to have a red mentality to really become world class at them. You probably even need to market the red aspects of it like a carnival to make any money promoting it as well. You can enjoy or practice them though and not be red. Nothing wrong with engaging in red. A true yellow realizes all parts are integral and works to integrate them all within themselves.