Lyubov

I have experienced this but I just wonder what new creation maya will lead to

Love the mastery stage blue can produce. Pure refined beauty in the art of sword making. You don't see as many master craftsmen in orange or green.

they held a "black voices for trump" rally recently in Florida and I'm not sure any black people even showed up

what about in the conventional sense? it's fun to wonder what new creation or reference point will be established. I personally would like to come back as another human.

Some people here like to set up some sort of purity test over who experiences the "lower" tier emotions and set up some sort of straw-man out of it to discredit how conscious someone is. You can have emotions of resentment towards a person's actions and still recognize the divinity at their core and their undeniable worthiness of love.

Seems short sighted and like he has his own emotional stuff still clouding his experience. I realize there are many degrees to awakening but as a life I know we all wish to personally experience those filled with joy. His just seems to lack this. I don’t know though, only speculating. All of “this” is not out of a lower conscious emotion such as boredom.

He seems quite yellow as well. There is depth and dynamism and an openness to considering JP's viewpoints as well that accompanies his holistic views on JP.

what's the root issue of the OP though if we look at it as fundamentally as possible? That ultimately everything is meaningless? why is this a problem? Isn't this perhaps the best thing about life? it could be no other way... how else then could we create meaning?

Sometimes I feel like I have sort of pent up emotions of anger and hurt that expresses itself through various outlets of life, subtly. I’ve done a lot to release it about 60% of it is gone, but it still feels like these is some still energetically left. It makes me feel ashamed and disgusted I have it. It feels like it’s part of my shadow and I’m maybe 70% conscious of the pattern. How can I further work to release it? Some of it feels trapped. As a young child I was made to feel deeply ashamed when I was angry and was not given enough love by my parent when I felt this way. They were dysfunctional and ignorant didn’t know how to regulate their own emotions or how to give proper love and understanding to a child. This was only compounded growing up and in adolescence where I felt further shame and repression as a rebellious teen in trouble at home and at school. How can I further let go of this trapped energy and accept how it has subtly seeped it’s way into aspects of my life?

Easy, don't take psychedelics. Nothing wrong with SSRIs if you feel they are helping you. Be patient. You have time. Get to a place where you can let go of the SSRIs and then dabble in psychedelics when you are ready.

Thanks, great advice. I am focusing on my art and I have been making progress in this domain recently which feels amazing

Psychedelics, therapy and journaling. Cultivating compassion and self love. Meditation did a little but the formers were most powerful.

I’ve listened to JP speak on Jungian concepts but he seems quite ignorant on it like he is just reciting stuff in a book. Far from actually understanding it on any sort of experiential level. I can relate to having a lot of pent up anger and unconscious repression. I’m still working through this myself. I’m conscious of this though and learning to integrate these aspects of life. Sometimes feels like it takes forever though or like I’m blind to aspects of the overall pattern what to do?

I don’t know. It’s their experience. Doesn’t sound like an enjoyable or pleasant one. Seems devoid of any conscious embodiment of love. Perhaps too much psychedelics and choosing to walk down a path that isn’t actually serving them in this life? I’m not experiencing that POV so I can’t say. Hope they are doing well though.

thoughts on this? he says don't do it alone also. what is the difference so to speak about bufo vs synthetic? are there actual experiential differences ?

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a trump appointee is not the us intelligence community. you're gullible and falling for a "both sides" narrative if you think neither the left nor right is wrong here. this stems from a fake news article from of all publications the new york post... also that tweet is dumb. special investigators don't require senate approval, cabinet members do.

It's a super pathetic right wing fake news last minute attempt to try and drum up some public confusion over some EMAILZ only this one doesn't have a year long partisan house investigation and a ginormous propaganda apparatus and the alleged emails don't belong to the candidate running

I sure hope you aren't insinuating that a republican Trump appointee isn't somehow partisan or furthering Trump's reelection campaign

Fox News there are Q people in this forum?

you are being very simple minded and conflating a lot and projecting the flaws of your way of thinking as a statement I never said

Perfect...

KEKW for what reasons do you think they would secretly poison him on top of deporting him or are you just one of those OSHO followers that blindly believes everything he says?

I hardly ever get matches and I know my pics and profile are good. A few pretty girls that are friends have told me I have a good profile. I maybe get one match a week... Maybe I need to swallow some crow and admit my profile is meh? Thing is though I live in a small town. I got way more matches when I was in the city :\ I think tinder has their business model set up on the courtship men have to go through to get dates. I bet you anything most of the perks are purchased by straight men.