Lyubov

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  1. Leo has won me over. This is a nothingburger. No need to stoop to republican levels of falsehood to make the GOP look bad.
  2. What are the top five most powerful psychedelics for spiritual work and self growth? What are the top five with the reported most profound breakthroughs?Not including really warped ones like salvia but ones with a tradition or some proven history of safe use. 1) is 5meo dmt? what would the other four be ?
  3. yes it is but still OMEGALUL he took whisky shots with her it's classic politician behavior it is edited to hell and nothing happened and it is being blown up greater than it is but still funny
  4. according to the actress it sounds like he was coming onto her? she was seducing him though. I'm really not taking a position on it cause I really don't know the context of everything cause I wasn't there.
  5. Yes it's a set up but was Rudy in on it? Have you seen the scenes? I'm not saying it's some serious political scandal but he did look like a creepy old man and like he was preparing himself to smash. You believe that he was tucking his shirt in or adjusting his boner?
  6. there is no such thing as undecided voters lol they were always for trump
  7. humans are more complex than lions
  8. holy fuck I'm watching this and it is so cringe ruddyyyy what are you doinnggg???? dude legit thinks he's about to smash
  9. he seemed like a rude contrarian just for the sake of being one tbh
  10. this would officially be the end of the US as a democracy
  11. Is it just me but I can't even watch this cause it's so cringe.. omfg what are you doing rudy???
  12. Well I sent it. Feels scary and I don’t know how she will take it but at least I was honest and if it hurts and she gets more angry then so be it that is her stuff and doesn’t make me a bad person. I was honest here and it really hurt to be this way but at least I was and I can sleep better at night knowing I was.
  13. I’m going to write the the letter but perhaps not send it. I’m going to think on it. It feels complicated and this person has their own baggage and I don’t wish to add another layer of complexity to this situation because I also feel like they are being really selfish with how they reacted and don’t want another earful from them shaming me. I will write it but I’m not going to ask for anything from them and I may not even send it. Just tell them that I realized I had a crush on them and due to our physical distance and them having some things lined up and I feeling too attached that the best thing I felt for me was some space.
  14. Idk I don’t think I should message her again. She got really angry and didn’t reply to my last message. I feel sort of ashamed I wasn’t more honest with telling her my feelings for her. At the time it just seemed like a bad idea and potential to complicate things but now it feels like the most honest thing I could of done. Feels like it’s too late idk maybe I should write her one last message but I don’t want to be THAT guy.
  15. I told her I felt too attached to her but didn’t tell her my exact feelings why I felt attached to her and she was actually angry at me cause she said I didn’t explain myself well enough maybe I wimped out and wasn’t as honest as I could of been I didn’t want to throw all that into it and make it more messy. Idk I just feel bad now like maybe I should have been totally transparent up front with exactly how I felt i think she could have sensed this and was telling me she was mad I wasn’t straight forward with her enough.
  16. I feel sad and blue about it and it sometimes leads me to an existential feeling I haven't fully resolved. I take peace in the fact that I know humanity becomes more loving each generation. I feel compassion for victims and the perpetrators for their ignorance. I make sure not to focus on just the suffering as well. With every murder a baby is born that will grow up and help people. I see humanity as a project of love and learning. We can always help society and others in some way to grow and make the world more safer and peaceful for future generations.
  17. Is it shallow or low conscious to desire a partner that blows your mind with their physical beauty? I don't think I could be with someone I don't find sexually attractive. I don't even think I'm a perfectionist but I could never settle for someone I don't have a serious and fiery sexual polarity with where their beauty makes me speechless and I just want to fuck their brains out and merge with them physically.
  18. I have overcame neediness before and have had great success with women but I think it is a process that doesn't ever fully end. It seeps in subtly and when things are good it isn't such a problem but when something goes south or comes up it's a ticking time bomb for a person. I do admit I have feelings for her but I don't think that should automatically mean we can't be friends. It's why I wanted some space from her but she took it really hard. I wrote her a letter and she got really mad at me saying "that's not what real friends do" and stuff like that... Can't really get through to her and she is throwing so much blame at me saying I didn't explain myself well enough and really angry stuff. I realize she is reacting to it in her own way and she has anger coming up. I'm standing my ground and telling her I understand she feels this way but it doesn't make me a bad friend for wanting space and tending to my own emotional needs. I hope she can at least see through that she is bringing a lot of her own insecurities and past abandonment to the table here and if she doesn't want to be friends anymore I won't hold a grudge against her.
  19. I'm feeling real tore up about this now. We haven't spoken since they confronted me and I just noticed they unfriended me on social media Just feels bad... I wonder if I could of handled it differently. They were the one nagging me and I didn't want to lie to them about how I was feeling before she started reacting and getting defensive. I don't know how I could of handled it differently I feel like I was honest but I just wonder if there was any other way I could of handled it so I could get some space and they wouldn't feel hurt like I am abandoning them. They have abandonment issues too so I know this probably really hurt them as well and I feel so bad that I made them perhaps feel this way. I just don't know and it hurts
  20. that was painful and boring to watch but Biden didn't do too much to mess up and neither did Trump.
  21. eh, let's not dump our problems on them. they are messing with social media but Q is american as apple pie.
  22. I believe for this particular even there were very few black people. it was held in a very white rural florida county. there are some black voices for trump events in michigan that had some black people turn up.
  23. I have experienced this but I just wonder what new creation maya will lead to