Travistiamo

@Beam Thank you Beam

That cruise ship job hasn't come to fruition yet because of the condition..but cause of it, i've looked deeper and decided to work on Leo's life purpose course..i'm still at home but trying to get through the course and i'm wondering what do i do, do i go on the cruise ship and work for eight months.,., i mightn't even enjoy the work, it's for the travel of course.. (it might pull through cause i'm fully compensated health wise) or do i give up that and decide to work in the dark on my life purpose that i have yet to find..................i'm worried about finances because i'm not working, i refuse to get another office job because that for me has no passion whatsoever...so what do i do?

i love green tea, however i read some articles stating that too much of it may not be good for the liver http://www.shape.com/healthy-eating/healthy-drinks/too-much-green-tea-or-matcha-could-lead-liver-damage http://stylecaster.com/beauty/green-tea-matcha-liver-damage/ http://www.today.com/health/five-surprising-herbs-can-damage-your-liver-1D79828098

So i'm here now, almost a month exactly later, yes i have decided to follow my dream, my goal of travel, i pursued it a bit intensely and now i've landed a job on a cruise ship (hooray!!! :D), i feel as though i went through so many motions to get here though.,i've had to completely lock out everything and everyone and focus solely on my desires, i feel so detached now and that phase isn't over yet because i'm still on my way to actually beginning this new chapter.,.,.the obstacle i'm facing now is health wise, something's affecting my liver's ability to effectively breakdown red blood cells, causing a build-up of bilirubin which is making symptoms of jaundice appear,.,this is new so i'm pretty scared,.,this will hinder my progress of course but i'm just trying to have faith, and as i watched leo's new video, i have to try to be a strategic motherfucker and get my shit together (get my health in check), and continue on my journey of bringing my goal to fruition and beyond that., any advise or anyone with experience on this health-wise topic, please let me know., i'm eating healthier, i may have to construct a new diet but even more interestingly, i'm trying this "Heal Thyself" meditation, it's amazing, but i have to keep trying it till i get results:

@Guest Thank you, this is such brilliant advise! I'm glad i posted my situation at that time and how i felt and thought about it. It did motivate me to seek practical results!

As important as it is to be alone, how do you all go about doing it? I understand someone said work,school and other personal stuff keeps them occupied but is there a way to go about consciously doing it with results? I've been disappointed by the many illusions of the external that make people appear as though they are fulfilled; relationships, partying, drugs etc. Yet I still find it difficult to go it alone. I meditate almost every day, yet I've solo travelled and I've never felt so dauntinly lonely before, my yearning for human connection has never been so great. It's easy to detach in a comfort zone but going about the real world, actually going it alone, I find that so difficult, yet people do it so well.

Hello all, so i am at the point where the daunting questions on my mind are: how do i become fulfilled, self-actualized, happy and whole whilst being subject to meeting external needs as well; financial independency, my own privacy etc. I do not have yet a business of my own or some creation out of my deepest passions or so that will fulfil these external needs, so i am on this journey to find such a way to do so, i realised that one of my passions is travel; meeting and connecting with people from all over the world, experiencing different lifestyles and cultures and so on. so I've quitted my office job; i've seen it as a higher calling to pursue that which i truly love, and to let go of that which no longer serves me, it was a difficult decision, because all of my heart told me to quit, yet i was stuck on these limiting beliefs and fears of money problems and having a secure job and waiting for the right time etc., but i found all that to be bullshit and i no longer want to be motivated by money, i want to be motivated by my passions and that which bring me alive, so i quit, and in doing so, new challenges arise of course; i've travelled alone, and i found myself to be so dauntingly incomplete, i found myself so needy, and i've never felt so dauntingly alone and empty in my life, therefore, there is that need to become whole, which i found works through thoughtful reflection, meditation and this self-actualizing work, however, that leaves me not pursuing anything physical, and my funds are depleting.,.,.so i'm at that dance between the internal and external, trying to fulfil both, hopefully from the inside out, but i'm not sure how long that is going to take, and what my next step and beyond that will be.., So this is where i am at this point in my life.,.,