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@The Crocodile Based on my personal experiences, that has just been the case with psychedelics and Breathwork. But from what I've read and heard about the sages it seems to be the case for deep samadhi states as well, without psychedelics.

Language is limited, inherently dualistic and relative. Contradiction is implied in scriptures.

Ultimately ordinary states are mystical. To make that distinction is to leave the abolute for the relative. But relatively speaking, I can't even walk while in high mystical states of consciousness, or speak or work or other practical things like that. Takes a lot of practice to navigate society and survival while being in such states.

I have lost awareness during deep 5-MeO-Sessions. Ultimate trust is what is my anchor. Everything else is leading to resistence. Otherwise, a sitter is a good option to support that trust for deep breakthrough attempts.

@OBEler I am playing around with the 1:12, 1:4 and also the 1:2 vape pens. I have figured I might need a 1-1 to get to a one hit breakthrough. Tinnitus is still there, but it became so normal for me that I am barely thinking of it. A video Livestream about my recent 5-Meo experiences is out now:

@Davino Yeah, it`s me! Thanks! Much appreciated!

@OBEler Oh yeah, I remember! That vid is still coming, could just take a while! I am actually exploring 5-MeO-DMT at the moment again and find it very fascinating.

@Adrian colby Thanks for your comment, it resonates and I enjoyed reading it! It reminded me of the Ten-Ox-Herding pictures and similar concepts. Interesting that you came to the point where Psychedelics seem like bypassing. Many come to this place, but I haven't arrived there yet.

For each new substance I usually start with a low dose and slowly work my way up, no matter how much experience I have with other substances. I broke this rule at times and got deeply humbled.

It's really tough to find the energy and space to go into a deep psychedelic journey with chronic health issues. I noticed that I tripped way less over the past year since my health situation worsened.

Cocao and Mushrooms synergize very well. Also with other psychedelics it seems to work fine. But be aware that a good amount of cacao is dehydrating you. For the cacao itself. I find that there's definitely a subtle shift in consciousness, but not much stronger than a good green tea. Not even close in intensity to a proper serotonergic psychedelic. I still love cacao. Also contemplate: Where is the difference between ceremonial cacao and other 100% pure cacao?

I've always wondered why people do that kind of stuff. I've always been lying down & saying very still throughout my experiences. I might have to do with an inability to surrender, facing resistance or just unconsciously not being ready to confront these layers of consciousness.

Yes there's definitely a difference. I guess there's no right and wrong here.

I've created this presentation about the paradox and nuances of psychedelic practice. I would be very curious about what you think. Especially regarding the second half of the video where I go into non dual perspectives regarding the synergy between psychedelics and spiritual practice. This is a Video about DMT X which I can't seem to remove from this post .... (Feel free to remove it)

Yeah, great. I asked chat GPT about it and it came up with this: Chat GPT: "Determining which countries, areas, or cities align with Ego Development Theory (Susanne Cook-Greuter) and Spiral Dynamics models is complex because these frameworks describe individual development rather than the development of entire cultures or societies. However, some regions, cities, or communities foster environments that support higher stages of development, such as Autonomous (E8), Construct-Aware (E9), Turquoise, or even Yellow in Spiral Dynamics. General Observations: 1. Spiral Dynamics Model: Most societies operate at multiple levels simultaneously, but the dominant stage in any culture affects the collective worldview. For example: Orange (Achievement-driven): Focused on material success, science, and individual achievement (e.g., corporate culture in the U.S.). Green (Postmodern, Pluralistic): Community-oriented, environmentally conscious, and values diversity and self-expression. Yellow (Integral): Systems-thinking, self-directed exploration, and integrative solutions. Turquoise (Holistic): Spiritual unity, global consciousness, and transcendence. 2. Ego Development Theory: Advanced stages (Construct-Aware or Unitive) are rare globally but may be more common in communities focused on personal growth, spiritual practice, or self-actualization. --- Countries/Regions Supporting Higher Development Here’s a breakdown of countries or areas that align with higher developmental stages: --- 1. United States (Certain Cities/Regions) Why: The U.S. contains pockets of Orange (Achievement-driven) and Green (Postmodern), with emerging Yellow (Integral) and Turquoise (Holistic) communities. Cities like Sedona (Arizona), Taos (New Mexico), Boulder (Colorado), San Francisco (California), and Ashland (Oregon) have strong spiritual, environmental, and self-actualization movements. Holistic centers (e.g., Esalen Institute in California) support Construct-Aware and Turquoise development. Focus: Green, Yellow, and emerging Turquoise. --- 2. Costa Rica Why: Known for eco-communities and spiritual retreats, Costa Rica has attracted people focused on holistic living and sustainability. Areas like Nosara, Santa Teresa, and Dominical are havens for eco-conscious, postmodern thinkers. Ayahuasca centers and yoga retreats support psychedelic integration and personal transformation. Focus: Green and Yellow. --- 3. The Netherlands Why: Strong progressive and postmodern values, emphasizing tolerance, diversity, and sustainability. Cities like Amsterdam foster open-minded, pluralistic communities while exploring psychedelic therapy and holistic wellness. Legal and regulated approaches to plant medicine support self-actualization. Focus: Green, Yellow. --- 4. Peru Why: Spiritual hubs like Pisac and Sacred Valley align with Construct-Aware and Turquoise development through connection with nature and indigenous wisdom (e.g., ayahuasca, Andean spirituality). Centers around plant medicine provide frameworks for exploring consciousness and integrating ego-transcending experiences. Focus: Green, Turquoise. --- 5. Brazil Why: Areas like Vale do Capão and Alto Paraíso de Goiás draw people engaged in spiritual exploration and holistic community building. Strong integration of indigenous traditions, such as ayahuasca in Santo Daime and União do Vegetal, supports ego dissolution and Turquoise awareness. Focus: Green, Turquoise. --- 6. Australia Why: Cities like Byron Bay are holistic hubs with a strong focus on personal growth, spirituality, and sustainability. Emerging Yellow and Turquoise communities thrive here, emphasizing integration of spirituality, nature, and self-expression. Focus: Green, Yellow, Turquoise. --- 7. Canada Why: Cities like Vancouver and Victoria are strongholds for postmodern values, environmentalism, and progressive policies. Psychedelic therapy is becoming more accessible, and there’s a growing focus on indigenous wisdom. Focus: Green, Yellow. --- 8. Thailand Why: Koh Phangan (Srithanu) attracts holistic practitioners, spiritual seekers, and systems thinkers. Postmodern and integral communities often focus on spiritual practice, ecstatic dance, and integration. Focus: Green, Yellow. --- 9. Bali, Indonesia Why: Ubud is a hub for spiritual practice, yoga, and holistic retreats. While the area has a heavy tourist influence, it fosters postmodern and even some Turquoise approaches through community gatherings and integration circles. Focus: Green, Yellow. --- 10. New Zealand Why: Known for its eco-consciousness and respect for indigenous Māori traditions, New Zealand offers a Green foundation with emerging Yellow communities. Nature-centered lifestyles and sustainability align with systems thinking. Focus: Green, Yellow. --- Ranked by Developmental Fit 1. Pisac, Peru (Green/Turquoise focus through deep spirituality and indigenous wisdom). 2. Vale do Capão, Brazil (Similar to Pisac with stronger eco-conscious integration). 3. Big Island, Hawaii (USA) (Holistic communities in a Yellow/Turquoise context). 4. Costa Rica (Sustainability and spiritual integration). 5. The Netherlands (Highly developed Green values with emerging Yellow systems). 6. Byron Bay, Australia (Yellow and Turquoise spiritual communities). 7. Thailand (Koh Phangan) (Emerging Yellow through postmodern gatherings). 8. Ubud, Bali (Green, with spiritual and creative development opportunities). 9. New Zealand (Eco-conscious Green systems with Yellow potential). 10. Canada (Vancouver) (Postmodern values in a progressive Green context)."