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@Vincent S Thanks for all the detailed information! I´ll try to convert it with a different vinegar and I´ll be more careful mixing it. Other than that I did everything very similar to how you described it. Yeah, it´s me Vergo from YouTube @OBEler I think my experiences were with 4-5cm, but I´ll try to be more accurate next time. Got a good syringe, fasted for 15 hours before, usually eat no dairy products anyways and emptied everything that was left before. Thanks! @Breakingthewall Good objection, maybe I´ll try to stay around 30mg and try to get the technique right. Tried snorting around 20mg yesterday, mild effects, stronger than the plugging experiences but still just close to threshold/ light dose. @Leo Gura Aye, captain @Girzo Aye. I think I´ll try to experiment with plugging and snorting more in the future when I have more of the substance at hand. But will try vaping it for now. Any e-mesh recommendations? Anybody knows if you can also vape Bufo with any device? Or just with Glas Pipe + torch?

+ How do you store it properly? @Space The sucstance should be high quality as it is from a trusted source. Maybe I just do have insane tolerance. Maybe I´ll experiment with snorting next time and see what it does.

How do I find out if I have the freebase or the salt version of it? Lost the contact from the guy I got it from. Does it matter if I want to plug it? Do I need the salt version for that or can I plug freebase as well?

Quick trip report: I could clearly feel it coming on very fast. I could clearly feel a bit of the 5-Meo presence but not much more happened. I tried to fully surrender and open up but I could not get very deep. I tired to contemplate the nature of God and Love but didn't recieve any awnsers or insights. The experience lasted about an hour. Dose: 3 scoops, my scale said 15mg ( I don't know if that was accurate). Acceptance instead of frustration. Trial and error. Gonna try again sometime and ramp up the dose slowly. ??

Thanks everybody! I'm gonna have my first plugging experience very soon!

Move out, it´s easier than you think it is.

- Isn´t open or passionate about Psychedelics

I'm on the same journey of exploring higher doses of these compounds gradually. Careful not to burn yourself. Always stay humble and never expect that you know what will happen. Just finished reading 'LSD and the Mind of the Universe'. It's a really nice book! Here the protocol was ~600uq LSD every other week. He said that the momentum he build by journeying frequently took him into deeper and deeper dimensions with the same dose.

@ThePoint Depends on what you resonate with. I´ve met really great people at Rainbow Gatherings, Concious Communities, Temples, Conferences, specific Festivals or Psychedelic Retreats. Just to name a few.

An idea would be to save up some money from any job and go travel. Expose yourself to massive amounts of experience and inspiring people and you'll get some ideas of what resonates and what doesn't.

What are some of your favourite journaling methods/ questions? Here are some of mine that worked quite well for gaining clarity: Start of the day: 1. How can I live my life more aligned with God today? 2. If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today and how would I wish to experience this day? 3. What do I really want? 4. What excites me the most today? 5 How can I ...[specific goal of yours] ...? 6. What can I do this year to ...[specific goal of yours]...? +4 more of those types of questions. What am I grateful for right now? End of the day: 1. What filled me with enthusiasm today? 2. What drained me of energy today? 3. What did I learn about myself today? 4. What are the 3 most important things I need to do tomorrow? 5. Whatever comes to mind After a few months: Summarize all your data and integrate it into your life. But now, after a few months of these and gaining a lot of clarity I want to change some of these up, to make journaling more enganging again. Any inspiration?

I´ll be attending ICPR next week in Amsterdam! I´ve heard it´s easy to order 5-Meo-MALT there, but I´m not sure about 5-MeO-DMT.

Cannabis got me through high school. Without it I would've probably quit. You have to be smart about it though. And I was reading literature about Zen Buddhism in class Make it as fun as possible.

Hey @Leo Gura In your latest video you said that you struggled a bit with integrating your realizations into your purpose and making videos for Actualized.org, because these videos do not come anywhere close to the levels of consciousness you want to share. I had similar thoughts while producing my videos. Have you ever tried to facilitate 5-MeO experiences for other people? How did that feel? How does this thought feel like? I started to facilitate changa ceremonies for people who are interested and found it to be really fulfilling, cause it´s a direct access to different states of consciousness. It´s way more personal and direct.

Does anybody here has some experience with creating an online course? Recommendations on high quality resources. How to deal with the feeling of not being ready to teach other people in a specific topic. Tips on figuring out your target aufience.

I feel like I´ve reached a plateau in my meditation and I know that it is because I haven´t commited to one specific technique to go deeper. But I find it hard to make a decision and commit to one, cause many resonate and I see the potential of them. But I feel now is the time to commit to one for a longer period of time. So what´s your favourite meditation technique? Zazen, Passage Meditation, Mantras, Breathing, Mindfulness, Satisfaction Meditation, I AM- Meditation, Neti-Neti, Loving Kindness Meditation, etc. You got any tips on how to decide for one?

What are your biggest problems you´ve encountered while working with Psychedelics? What are you struggeling with the most? What are obstacles you face with the preperation or integration of these experiences or in the journey itself? Your thoughts on what we can improve in our use and approach of these substances for Self-Realization, Awakening and Self-Actualization? What is your end- result you want to achieve with your exploration of the psychedelic space? What do you care about? What questions are you seeking to awnser? Is the realization and embodiment of Infinite Love and Infinite Self Understanding to big of a vision for the beginning of this path? I feel like the most impotant part is to authentically enjoy every step and every breath you take on this path filled with mystery, wonder and Beauty. Blessings.

Look up a list of food to avoid with MAOIs . Throwing up is likely (but not necessarily) gonna be a part of the process. All the blessings on your jouneys. Ayahuasca is a pretty interesting and intense medicine.

Being on the edge of Ego-Death, but not being able to FULLY surrender into it on Ayahuasca. The journey included timeskips, almost vomiting myself and many other crazy things that happened that night. Scary stuff. But it showed me that I have more work to do to fully transcend death and I am really grateful for that.

I wonder how much more there is to study and explore in these psychedelic realms. I mean I´ve heard many trip reports where people expereince a vision of pyramids, different archetypes or other stuff related to different kinds of ancient knowledge. But I myself never had these kind of experiences in my psychedelic jouneys. Just once. I smoked some Changa in front of the pyramids of Teotihuacán and had a completely unique experience. I saw visions of aztec art and the mayan calendar coming out of the pyramids. It made me want to live at such a place like Teotihuacán for a longer period of time and tripping there more often to integrate and understand this knowledge that is present in those places on a deeper level. I can imagine we could make so much more progress in understanding ancient civilazations if we would build groups of passionate psychedelic archeologists that explore the higher dimensions at these places and combining that knowledge with the findings of normal archeologists. There are so many of these ancient sites and ruins around the world that we don´t understand or have much information of. And psychedelics can help us to access our infinite, omniscient state that contains all the knowledge from everything conciousness has ever experienced. Interesting sidenote: I smoked some Changa inside of one of the Pyramids of the mayan ruins of Palenque and had "just" a "normal" DMT experience, no visions of ancient knowledge or any visions.

So I've noticed something I didn't really wanted to realize but in the last months it became just very obvious: I am sick very very often and it's hindering me in realizing my life purpose and spiritual work. It's basically that I'm healthy for a month (sometimes longer, sometimes shorter) and than I get sick again for 1-3 weeks. Mostly flu like symptoms, especially a runny nose, coughing, headache, body pain and just feeling weak in general. Especially in the last year these periods of sickness hit me really hard. As of right now, I just came back from traveling a lot and I am sick for 4 weeks now!!!! It's soooo hard to just practice patience when I just want to get into my routines and go all in with my life purpose. I'm usually a very healthy person, I was never really sick and I'm living a healthy lifestyle (realitvly good diet, movement, good mental health). I'm taking vitamin c, d3, b12 and spirulina. Could it be that there's something wrong with my immune system? Any ideas of how to boost that or how to troubleshoot what the root cause of the issue is? Oh and I went to a normal doctor already which was not really helpful, he had no clue.

Awesome! Thanks for the inspiration!

@Roy @DreamScape Thanks guys!

This is gonna be a bit longer but I appreciate every one of you who is reading and sharing perspective ❤️ I am really struggling to decide if moving out is the right move in my life right now. (I'm 21) I just came back to my hometown after almost a year of traveling around. Now I'm in a process of clarifying what I want to do next, what is aligned with my life purpose. A very good friend asked me if we should move into the city together and of course it's got a lot of benefits to it and it feels exciting. - experiencing City life for the first time (coming from a little village) -possibility to socialize more and game -taking responsibility for living situation, being independent from parents -not having vibrational influence from parents (and noise from little baby siblings) -having freedom to trip whenever I want and grow my own shrooms (and other stuff) -having an accountability partner But there are also some points that speak against it from my point of view... That make me doubt and question this move. -loosing/investing time to work in a restaurant (or whatever job) to get money to pay for rent -less time to invest into projects related to my life purpose that I could build up for potential income faster without having to work - way less money to invest in courses, coachings and travel that bring me closer to realizing my vision (I would be earning just enough to survive, there would be almost nothing left to save unless I work more which I don't want cause I value my time and side projects more than ever) -less freedom to travel whereever I want whenever I want (also for longer... For example: I thought about spending winter in another country where it's warm and that wouldn't be possible with this commitment to an apartment + job) - im not sure if I really want to live in that city/county close to my hometown or if I want to live in a van or on another continent in a village I really really loved when I was traveling there -having less time to trip -having a friend in my apartment could also be a distraction -part of my vision is calling me to South America again but my ego mind is too terrified from my last ayahusasca experiences to accept that I have the possibility to train with a shaman (which is still calling me) and is now leading me to take a step back and just live a 'normal' life instead of instantly working towards going there again I'm really confused and torn apart right now. A lot of friends say: "Don't do it, you're gonna waste that money and time that you can invest into realizing your purpose more." And the guy that wants to move out with me is fully convinced it's gonna be a good move and time for both of us. In the end I can imagine both is gonna be amazing and the right choice. But what do you guys think? I would really appreciate your input. Of course I have to decide it for myself in the end. Blessings