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Yes , exactly. That IS what I’m saying . The recording of a song proves that the song is not nonexistent, or lost in the past forever. It exists right now. And it will never get lost forever . Nothing is ever lost . Where would anything go ? There is no where to go, so it stays eternally existing, whether recrodid or not .

God sees no evil. God is unconditional goodness. God created evil precisely because God is absolutely good. If God did not create evil, He would not be infinitely Good, because the evil things are longing to be created and brought into existence. They suffer from staying in nothingness .Therefore,out of his all-encompassing goodness, He created them. Evil is a potential. God makes all potential things actual precisely because his goodness and unlimited creating ability encompass everything. God created pain , evil , suffering.. because he is infinitely good .

interesting. I think the recording existing actually proves the past is not imaginary but real . The past is never lost forever. There is a cosmic memory card where everything is stored .

The number one reason I smoke cigarettes is stress-management.

There is a part of me that wants a better world , a better universe. With all my wishes fulfilled. there is a part of me that won’t get fulfilled even with that and infinitely more. there is a part of me that sees the infinite beauty of this universe . there is a part of me that is deeply sad . there is a part of me that is confused . there is a part of me that knows everything is nothing.

I think one of the most important things on a spiritual path is learning to make a clear distinction between genuine spiritual insight and spiritual escapism. The two can sometimes look almost identical from the outside, and even internally they can be difficult to distinguish. A profound insight can genuinely change the way you relate to life, but the mind can also take spiritual ideas that contain some truth and turn them into a way of avoiding whatever feels difficult or uncomfortable about practical life . For example, the idea that “nothing ultimately matters” feels incredibly liberating. The idea that no external achievement, relationship, possession, or experience can ever provide permanent fulfillment can also feel deeply true and resonates with our “soul “.And there is something very appealing about the possibility of simply withdrawing from the noise of the world, sitting in silence, and discovering that happiness does not depend on anything outside of oneself. Or living like Ramana Maharishi ,just fully vulnerable and present hanging out naked in an ashram barely covering my penis and ass. But precisely because these perspectives are so appealing, they can be self-deceptions. Is it genuinely a realization that nothing external can provide lasting fulfillment? Or is the mind using that insight as a justification for not engaging with life? Is the desire to sit alone in silence coming from freedom and clarity, or is it partly coming from fear, or an unwillingness to deal with the complexity of relationships and society? The social dimension of life is difficult . Always has been ,always will be . Relationships, friendships, work, family, social expectations, communication, conflict, rejection, intimacy, responsibility, and simply being around other people can create enormous amounts of stress. It can therefore be extremely tempting to arrive at a spiritual conclusion that seems to solve the entire problem: “None of this really matters. I don’t need any of it. I can just be alone, meditate, and be perfectly content.” Maybe there is genuine wisdom in recognizing that none of these things can provide ultimate fulfillment. But that doesn’t necessarily mean that withdrawing from them is automatically an expression of spiritual freedom. There is a difference between realizing that you do not need something for your fundamental well-being and deciding that you therefore should have nothing to do with it. There is also a possibility that both things can be happening simultaneously. Maybe there really are genuine spiritual insights present, while at the same time those insights are being used, consciously or unconsciously, as a form of escapism i could genuinely understand that external circumstances cannot give me permanent fulfillment while also secretly enjoying the idea because it gives me permission to avoid confronting certain aspects of life. I could genuinely experience the peace of solitude while also using solitude to protect myself from the difficulties of human interactions .i could genuinely see through certain forms of worldly attachment while simultaneously using spirituality to avoid responsibilities or experiences that make me uncomfortable At the same time, the opposite can also become a trap. We shouldn’t automatically dismiss an insight simply because it makes us less interested in certain conventional pursuits. Sometimes genuine spiritual understanding really does change one’s priorities. Perhaps certain ambitions genuinely lose their importance. Perhaps solitude really is more fulfilling than constant stimulation. Perhaps one genuinely discovers that happiness does not depend on acquiring more experiences, possessions, attention, or validation. The challenge is determining whether that movement is coming from freedom or avoidance. Maybe one useful test is to ask: If I were completely unafraid of life, would I still choose this? If I had no fear of rejection, conflict, judgment, intimacy, failure, uncertainty, or social discomfort, would I still want to live a very solitary life? If the answer is yes, that tells me something. But if the desire for solitude becomes dramatically weaker when I imagine myself completely at ease with other people, then perhaps there is an element of avoidance mixed into my spiritual reasoning.

Pinning topics to contemplate so that I don’t forget : - deep sleep . - decision making . -boredom . - exercising. -conflating spirituality with survival . -juggling different perspectives simultaneously.

I don’t really understand the extent of the hype surrounding this girl. She is a pornstar, an OnlyFans creator, and an Instagram model, and there’s no denying that she is extremely attractive. She has a beautiful face, a curvy body, and, objectively speaking, an incredibly attractive overall appearance. If someone considers her a 10/10, I can understand that. What I don’t understand is why so many of her fans describe her as “the most gorgeous girl in the world.” That, to me, is clearly an exaggeration. I’ve seen plenty of women :American, European, Turkish, Lebanese, and others who are at a comparable level of attractiveness, if not more attractive. Beauty is subjective, after all, and there are countless women who could reasonably be considered just as beautiful. That said, I do think there is something genuinely distinctive about her content. Her porn is quite different from mainstream porn and even from a lot of amateur content. The storylines, role-playing, attention to presentation, and the way she constantly changes her hairstyles, makeup, outfits, and overall aesthetic give her content a different flavor. She has clearly put effort into creating a recognizable persona and a more elaborate experience than simply producing conventional porn. So I can understand why she has developed such a dedicated fanbase. What I don’t understand is the tendency to turn that admiration into claims that she is somehow the most beautiful woman alive. At some point, repeated exposure, personal attraction, and the emotional or sexual attachment people develop toward a performer can probably make their perception of her beauty even stronger. She can be exceptionally beautiful without being objectively “the most gorgeous girl in the world.” Those are two very different claims.

Understanding & dealing with the restless mind . Will add more ..

https://www.actualized.org/insights/ai-makes-you-less-creative

https://www.actualized.org/insights/work-is-not-happiness

I understand what you mean . And you understand what I meant .

There are two types of “noise “ :External noise like the sounds of cars and dogs and loud music . And internal noise which is the monkey mind thinking thoughts nonstop . You can’t stop external noise by stopping internal noise . But it’s helpful to stop external noise if you want to stop internal noise .

If you really inquired and thought about this and investigated it directly and experientially ,you are going to have a serious insight into literally the answer to the question “ who am I ?” . you are NOT a person who lives inside a world , at least not ultimately or essentially.You are the pure infinite eternal awareness inside of which everything occur. i benefited a lot from these videos . Contemplating sleep and consciousness is deeply insightful in spiritual enlightenment work .