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@Hyperion that’s a long read . Give me some time I’ll read and tell you what I think.

The Divine Feminine. God is a Woman . The God didn’t create Eve from Adam’s chest-bone. rather ,The Goddess created Adam from Eve’s boobs . Amen .🙏🏻

Expecting no contractions is a sign of a deeply rational , deeply intellectual, deeply delusional mind.

The Absolute. The Ultimate Ground of Being . Existence. That’s its Essence . All powerful . All knowing . Omnipresent. All wise . Perfect in every way . Infinite in every way . Birthless . Deathless. Eternal . One without a second . These are its characteristics. God is eternal and uncreated . I answered what god is ,above . Will is an abstract notion. It’s not a physical object . So, it has no “where “ . But , it still exist . Just like your will as a human to create a post . God has infinite dimensions . Which means it’s dimensionless . forms and dimensions are subject to casuality. The formless and dimensionless isn’t . The universe itself is contingent, so it needs an explanation beyond itself. An infinite chain of contingent explanations would never provide a final explanation. Therefore, there must be a necessary being something that cannot fail to exist and explains the existence of contingent things while it itself requires no further explanation.

The best performance of a football team in the history of football. FC Barcelona destroying Real Madrid 5-0 and playing an artistic , otherworldly. PlayStation type of football. I’m a diehard Madrid supporter btw.

I want to explain a little bit deeper about why that is. It’s because our true identity, our true self, our essential nature existentially, is undifferentiated, indiscriminate, raw, pure being. Not this. Not that. But both and neither. So, I am literally NOT a man. Comatozze is literally NOT a woman. And I’m not just speaking about gender fluidity here in a social or biological sense. I’m speaking at an existential level. The problem arises when we mistake ourselves for something which is not actually ourselves. You think you are just a man. She thinks she is just a woman. You think you are REALLY just a man. She thinks she is REALLY just a woman. But this is 100% false, existentially. You and I are pure, unpolarized, raw being. Before we are men or women, before we are masculine or feminine, before we are strong or weak, dominant or submissive, heterosexual or homosexual, we simply are. And this being is not merely “fluid.” It is something much more radical than that. It is literally completely free to be anything it wants. A man is literally a cute girl. I’m literally a cute girl . A cure girl is literally a man . Comatozze is literally a man . I’m a cup, a cloud, a tree, a car, a cat, a dog, a star, the moon. I’m anything and everything and nothing. These identities can appear within being, but they are not the ultimate nature of being itself. The mistake is not being a man or being a woman. The mistake is believing that you are nothing but that identity — that the identity is what you fundamentally, essentially, existentially are. And when you identify with something you are actually not, this will inevitably create suffering in your life. If you think you are a man, you have to constantly maintain that fake identity. You have to keep proving to yourself and to the world: I am a man. I am masculine. I am supposed to be this way. I am not supposed to be that way. Which means you have to suppress whatever does not fit inside that identity — your vulnerability, your weaknesses, your homosexual desires, your sissy and crossdressing porn fetish, etc. And you have to keep suppressing it. But suppression creates unease. It creates tension. It creates a kind of boiling energy inside of you because you are constantly trying to force yourself to remain something that, at the deepest existential level, you were never limited to being in the first place. You are swimming against the current of your own being. And that inevitably causes suffering. The same thing happens if you think you are a woman. You have to constantly maintain that fake identity. You have to keep proving: I am a woman. This is how a woman is supposed to be. This is what a woman should want. This is what a woman should look like. Which means you have to suppress your desire for leadership and control, your lesbian cravings, your tomboy authentic self, your authentic disinterest in putting makeup on and caring about your physical beauty, etc. And again, you have to keep suppressing. But suppression, by definition, is tension. It is unease. It is swimming against the current. The deeper point is that being itself does not need to be defended. It does not need to constantly prove that it is a man, a woman, masculine, feminine, heterosexual, homosexual, strong, weak, dominant, submissive, or anything else.

I’m not necessarily saying it’s impossible to talk about “it” accurately, although that is certainly part of what I’m saying. More importantly, I’m pointing to the fact that there isn’t even an “it” to talk about.

It’s better and more effective to meditate WITHOUT any music, mantras, or objects of concentration. Confront the silence and emptiness head-on. Just sit in silence, externally and internally, with zero distractions. The mind will go crazy. It will want ANYTHING but that. At first, it will be difficult, but if you sit long enough, you will gradually begin to enjoy the silence and discover the peace within.

Every man has a feminine side. Deny it, suppress it, and eventually you’ll suffer under the weight of your own masculinity. Masculinity can be powerful, but it can also be exhausting, stressful, and painful when you’re carrying it like armor 24/7. So if a man finds himself overwhelmed by life, its problems, and its endless harshness, perhaps it’s time to explore his feminine side. Get the stick out of your ass. Relax. Be silly. Be soft. Let yourself be playful and emotionally expressive. Shave the beard if you feel like it. Take care of your appearance. Enjoy your physical beauty. Cry. Be tender. Wear something pretty. Even act a little girly. You don’t become less of a man by embracing your feminine side. You become a more complete one.

Russian English accent is usually terrible but coming from her is a music to my ears 😂

I see what you did there you are probably making fun of my weird writing style, the dots thing ? English is not my dirt language and I’m not perfect in it either . I make vocabulary mistakes, grammar mistakes , and my punctuation is completely screwed. from now I will use comma instead of dots and ask AI to improve my writing .

I’m God. I’m Infinite Consciousness. I’m Infinite Imagination. Everything is imaginary: my birth, my death, my memories, my parents, the other rooms in my house, the entire universe — and even Leo is imaginary. Consciousness itself is formless, but because it is formless, it is also unlimited. And because it is unlimited, it can imagine anything it wants. Right now, I’m imagining this physical room that I’m sitting in. But I cannot simply “un-imagine” it at will, because I am actively imagining it as real. I’m not only imagining the room — I’m also imagining that I am not imagining it. In this way, my own imagination is interfering with my own imagination. The reality I experience feels solid because I am imagining it to be real while simultaneously imagining that it exists independently of my imagination. When I fully awaken, I will discover that death is imaginary, my problems are imaginary, and my pain and suffering are imaginary. Through this awakening, I will realize Infinite Love and Infinite Goodness. I will transcend the illusion of separation ,fear, and suffering, and enter Nirvana — or Paradise. But when I do I will be totally alone . I can’t come to the forum and start a “I’m awake . AMA” because I will be fully awake that I’m all alone and others are imaginary . I will awaken to the realization that I am Infinite Consciousness, imagining everything that I experience.

Welcome back . You are not god then . I’m speaking of god .

Some Thoughts on Masculinity, Femininity, and the Need for Each Other Nature created mankind as man and woman, in general, overlooking the question of gender fluidity. Of course, individuals vary enormously, and not every man or woman will perfectly fit the patterns I am describing here. I am speaking about general tendencies—the broad masculine and feminine patterns that seem to exist in human nature. The man is, by design, generally more masculine in his body and mind. He is physically stronger and, on average, more oriented toward confrontation, competition, risk, and dealing with the harsh realities of the external world. His mentality tends to be stricter and more pragmatic. His approach to life can be crude, direct, and brutal because he is more naturally oriented toward dealing with difficulty, danger, and the demands of the outside world. The woman is, by design, generally more feminine in her body and mind. She is physically weaker in comparison to the average man and tends, on average, to be more emotionally and relationally oriented. Her mentality can be looser, more imaginative, and more fantasy-oriented. Her approach to life can be more naive, idealistic, and less concerned with the hard, brutal realities that men may be more accustomed to confronting. These are not absolute characteristics. There are masculine women and feminine men, and every individual exists somewhere along a spectrum. But if we are talking about the general distinction between masculinity and femininity, these differences are significant. And precisely because they are different, they can become deeply attracted to each other. It is almost like two opposite poles of a magnet. Their differences create tension, attraction, and complementarity. What one possesses naturally, the other may lack or desire. What feels normal and familiar to one can feel fascinating and deeply satisfying to the other. What the Man Needs from the Woman The man often lives a difficult and painful life. He is expected to confront the external world, compete, take risks, endure failure, solve problems, provide, protect, and absorb the brutality of life without constantly being able to show vulnerability. But beneath this hardness, there is still a human being who needs love. The man can lack emotional healing from the wounds created by the brutality of life. He needs a soothing cuddle. He needs a warm hug. He needs tenderness. He needs intimacy. He needs to enjoy the pleasure of sex. He needs to enjoy the beauty of a woman. In other words, the masculine role may require a man to become hard in order to deal with life, but this does not mean that he wants hardness everywhere. In his intimate relationship, he may deeply desire the opposite: softness, warmth, affection, beauty, acceptance, and a place where he can finally put down his armor. The woman can become, for him, a kind of emotional refuge from the brutality of the outside world. What the Woman Needs from the Man The woman, by contrast, may experience life through a different kind of vulnerability. Her physical vulnerability can create a stronger need for safety, protection, stability, and security. She may live less with the expectation of physically confronting the world and more with the fear of what might happen if the world becomes dangerous. Therefore, what she may lack is not necessarily emotional softness, but rather a sense of masculine direction, leadership, firmness, and realistic grounding. She may need someone who can say: This is the reality. This is what we are going to do. I will take responsibility for this. She may need a masculine type of cuddle—one that is warm and protective rather than simply soft. She wants to feel safe inside the strength of another person. And there is another dimension to this: femininity itself. A woman may want to feel her beauty. She may want to feel desirable. She may want to experience herself as feminine through the eyes and desire of a man. Sex, therefore, can have a different psychological meaning for her. It is not necessarily merely physical pleasure. It can be an experience of her femininity, beauty, desirability, and sexual identity being affirmed through the desire of a man. To be desired can make her feel beautiful. To be wanted can make her feel feminine. To surrender sexually to a man she trusts can allow her to experience a side of her femininity that exists specifically in relation to masculine desire. The Complementarity This is where I think the deeper point about masculinity and femininity lies. The attraction between men and women is not simply a matter of physical reproduction or sexual instinct. There can also be a psychological complementarity between the masculine and feminine. The masculine can provide firmness, direction, protection, realism, strength, and stability. The feminine can provide warmth, beauty, softness, emotional intimacy, affection, imagination, and healing. Obviously, these qualities are not exclusively owned by one sex. Men can be nurturing, imaginative, and emotionally sensitive. Women can be strong, rational, realistic, and decisive. But the fact that a quality can exist in both sexes does not mean that masculine and feminine expressions of those qualities are identical. A masculine man may provide protection differently from a feminine woman. A feminine woman may provide emotional warmth differently from a masculine man. The differences themselves can be part of the attraction. Do Men and Women Need Each Other? Men and women—straight ones—want each other. Some mindsets, such as MGTOW and certain forms of feminism, argue that perhaps men and women want each other, but they don’t actually “need” each other. I don’t agree with that. I think they absolutely need each other—not necessarily in the narrow sense that an individual man literally cannot survive without a woman, or that an individual woman cannot survive without a man. Obviously, both can live independently. The deeper sense of “need” is psychological, emotional, relational, and sexual. Human beings are not merely autonomous individuals who happen to have sexual desires. We are relational creatures. We seek intimacy, attachment, affection, recognition, sexual fulfillment, companionship, and a sense of belonging. And there is something particularly powerful about receiving these things from someone who embodies the opposite sexual polarity. A man can receive from a woman something that another man may simply not be able to provide in the same way. A woman can receive from a man something that another woman may not be able to provide in the same way. This is why I think the idea that men and women merely want each other but don’t need each other misses something important. Of course, an individual should be capable of standing on his or her own feet. Dependence can become unhealthy. A person should not need a partner in order to have any sense of worth or identity. But independence and the need for intimacy are not opposites. A man can be independent and still deeply need feminine love. A woman can be independent and still deeply need masculine love. In fact, perhaps the healthiest form of romantic love is precisely when two people are capable of standing alone but nevertheless recognize that something profound is missing from their lives without intimate connection with the opposite sex. Masculinity and Femininity as Polarity So, ultimately, I see masculinity and femininity as two complementary poles of human nature. The masculine tends toward hardness, strength, structure, realism, responsibility, protection, and confrontation with the external world. The feminine tends toward softness, beauty, emotionality, imagination, intimacy, receptivity, and connection. Neither is inherently superior. The masculine without the feminine can become cold, brutal, isolated, and emotionally starved. The feminine without the masculine can become ungrounded, overly idealistic, fearful, and lacking in direction. And perhaps this is why the attraction between them can be so powerful. The man gives the woman something she deeply desires: strength, protection, direction, and the feeling of being held by something stronger than herself. The woman gives the man something he deeply desires: softness, beauty, affection, emotional refuge, and the feeling that he can finally stop fighting the world for a moment. Each encounters in the other something that he or she does not naturally embody in the same way. That is the polarity. And perhaps that is why men and women don’t merely desire each other. They complement each other. These are just some basic thoughts on understanding masculinity and femininity. It is a topic I am fascinated by, and it is relevant to my personal practical life at the moment—not merely a philosophical luxury.