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I've picked a new hobby recently. I like to drive my bicycle late at night and visit the cemetery to see dead people's graves.. I like to read headstones. Like it's really interesting. Seeing who was buried with who..ages etc. And I'm thinking that one day we all gonna be dead . Whenever I turn ..I see impermanence..death..etc. and honestly life as a whole on the materialistic level isn't satisfying no matter how you wanna slice it . Everyday you have to suffer from your biological needs ..and the more you age you gonna get sick and disgusted by life ..until you drop dead one day . I know what I'm saying is obvious but REALLY consider the situation: you are doomed to suffer for your whole life then you die . This reminds me of the story of Buddha when he knew that sickness +old age +death exist and that they are inevitable he freaked the fuck out and ran away from his position as a prince and went to the woods seeking enlightenment or whatever. I always wondered where we came from. And I made thousands of posts on this forum about this issue. It just seems so strange that all of sudden we're all just here. Almost like we all just spawned out of nowhere. We all are just born from nowhere and then we live 80 years maximum and then dissapear. It's so mysterious . I want to just say that if you are not serious about this work (uncovering deep truths about life and reality ) then get serious. Because the situation is really serious. Just think about your inevitable death but seriously think about it as if it was sooooo near .. the most insane thing that we can't even wrap our minds around and its terrifying beyond comprehension and its the most normal thing in the world. That's what blows my mind . If you are reading me right something must change in you .

Leo in dreams be like : "You're dreaming .wake up .wake up "

@Schizophonia is that you in your childhood ?

I'm just so called body for a while now actually . I have no Internal monologue. No sense of separation from the world .no sense of self etc . Even when people yell at me or call my name I'm thinking "I'm dead. Who the hell are they calling ?" 😂.

@Leo Gura Great thanks Leo for your work . Can you make episode in the future about dealing with existential crisis?

@James123 existence has no purpose. Granted it does appear that it has a purpose. But just one look inside yourself is enough to reveal the absurdity of life.

Why do Christians ride on the back of a man they have no proof of ever living and a man who has never done anything for them? if I ask a Christian what has Jesus ever done for you? They would say he died on the cross for our sins except we have no proof of that 😂. All Christians simply believe hearsay as a way to comfort themselves. That's the only way I can think of it. It's children play as osho have said . Sorry if this is saddening for Christians but truth be told .

😂 Leo shattering those belief bubbles with a hammer . Be gentle Leo. Jesus loves you .just open your heart and accept him .he shall save your sinner arse from eternal hell .

Purpose of existence he said lol. Existence just is .

All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.

I'm not sure . It just didn't feel right to say 100% of suffering is mental..as physical bodily pain obviously exists. And some people here have deep suffering in their lives and they might feel insulted if I claimed that all their suffering is hodge. Interesting. So what exactly is the difference between conscious thoughts and thoughts which are picked from outside ? Isn't language and thinking completely dependent on learning from the external world? How is it possible to generate a 100% original thought ?

If we live in a multiverse that indicates eternal inflation..then doesn't it mean we actually live over and over again the same life? Maybe all matter and particles that makes ''me'' me will fall in the same chronological order which will indicate that I am indeed a product of eternal and infinite energy? This frightens me..mostly because we are not able to control whether we actually want to exist or not. We are just a product of eternal inflation that always existed and will continue to exist for eternity..thus making us eternal beings.

Karmic or not ..the thinking process and overthinking are responsible for 80% suffering. Just think of how happy and peaceful you feel when your mind is totally silent like when you are in deep meditation or deep sleep or having an orgasm etc.

@Hojo I reached a Samadhi experience today where I realised there is nothing but Allah. Thank you sir I don't understand what you are saying.

@Hojo I get that . The entire history of the entire universe is a thought you're having now .not what I'm asking . What I'm asking ..since you said the words are meaningless..if philosophy is just word games ..why are we doing this work?