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@manuel bon then we agree to disagree No worries. If i need to use a proper word I will use a limitation as you said .that's what I actually mean . The constant need to take care of the body. To eat..shit..and piss and shower etc.. isn't that such a curse ? Why do you think all enlightened masters are trying to detach from the body ? Is carrying a body a burden or a bliss? You are identified with an imaginary temporary physical avatar.. For a while. Not for long time but for a while. The more I recognize my true nature and then compare it to the body.. The more I see the body as a burden. A burden that I have to carry on for my whole life. Babysitting this body. Task after task. Feed me. Please Me. Rest me. Move me. Clean me. Over and over again. A chore after a chore. Until I fall dead after reaching the limit of exhaustion. A house of diseases. A house of desires. The never-ending desire that doesn't amount to anything other than the multiplication of itself and the expansion of disappointment. A house of needs. A house of lacking and constant aiming. The mind can be at ease. The soul can just be content in the now. The body has to perform effort and chase after it's "needs". There seems to be a conflict between the body and the soul. The nature of limitation VS unlimitedness. What is your relationship with your body?

@Spiritual Warfare if I can go back in time and give myself advice when I was going through something similar to you it's would be don't worry about anything..everything is OK as it is .love is real.god is good . is there anything available to you right now that you would like to do..that you enjoy? Watching the sky..yoga..basking in the sun..watching birds and butterflies outside or in the park.. drinking a glass of water.. eating something.. sleeping.. working out.. jog. walk. .....? There's always something I can come up with..just do that.. if you can. You're not productive being negative anyways..so you may as well do what you want to do.. it makes you positive for production and you're doing what you want.

I'm you 😇

You are confusing the relative level with the absolute level ..at the relative level you can definitely understand partial truths like why does the earth rotate around the sun or why does objects fall down into the floor if you throw them up ..the explanation is gravity . On the absolute level existence is absolute infinity ..which means it will never be understood fully by definition since any understanding is part of infinity itself . You need not understand everything to live a happy life .you need to just set your priorities straight . Don't be sad please.

Life is not a video game dude. I hope I will reincarnate into a dinosaur and bite you in the arch.

Your body will decompose and get distributed into the soil and then turn into plants then to animal then some human will eat you up then some sperms will fertilise some egg then you will be born as me ...

You are still young ..you still have a lot to experience in life which might twist your perspective on existence upside down. Don't be quick to judge something you don't fully understand..by your own admission. Live your life first before you make such conclusions. And between me and you..as the wise @Thought Art have said ...we are indeed blessed . Practice gratitude. Meditation in nature .look at the sea..the sun..the birds ..life is literally a miracle. You just need a clear mind to see this . Life is not as hellish as you might think ..and the punchline is that at least you are incarnated into a human in the 21st century with Internet and technology etc..maybe if you kill yourself you will incarnate as a cow in a slaughter shop..then you will know what hell really is .

Baby don't hurt me ..no more 😂

Solipsism is the highest form of awakening.

I mean isn't life disgusting? Look at our bodies.. we stink ..we shit ..we piss ..we sweat ..we get runny nose ..we fart ..its gross . The body is like a prison .you constantly need to babysit your body . Feed it ..clean it ..please it .etc we are trapped inside this meat suit and we are only absolved from it by death . Its dense and burdensome. Our bodies are made of flesh and bones .it's gross. Why are we attached to our stinky disgusting bodies? Isn't it better to drop them and awaken to pure fucking being without form?

To awaken you must be disgusted by the world. If you feel happy then you are not ready to awaken. As long as you feel good you are light years away from awakening . You must develop a disgust from life.

Bertrand Russell was once asked "why is there something rather than nothing?"..he replied "even if there was nothing you'd still complain "🤣

@manuel bon I hear ya .actually most people (me included) can philosophize on the Internet about life being purposeless yet in their practical lives they want to eat and fuck and acquire money and cars and houses etc . What I'm actually saying though is it doesn't matter whether you have a purpose or not ..because purposelessness includes purpose. You see? If life is truly purposeless then might as well have a purpose..cuz ..why not? 😂

@manuel bon hi . Sorry I disagree. This isn't jiving with the "spirit " of this journal. I'm talking about radical levels of liberation. It might sound like nihilism or spiritual bypassing or whatever ..but I'm just spitting raw truth .a purpose to life will actually make your life worse. Because you will be stressed out until you finally achieve your goal. And when you finally achieve it ..you will be disillusioned. Its a lose-lose deal .

Life has absolutely no purpose. No point .even to say "just be"is not correct .because it is already being whatever it is .and it's impossible to be otherwise by definition. Since whatever is the case is whatever is the case .it's a perfect tautology. However..I would say if a person needs a goal in life Its going to freedom and liberation from delusion and suffering. And this can only occur when we disidentify from maya and dive within to find inner peace ✌. The kingdom of God is within .true saying .

How I imagined death is two steps : 1-the actual process of dying is going to be the most hellish experience possible. 2-what comes after death is pure being. Infinite joy ..love & bless .

@What Am I what exactly is Prana? Is It sexual energy? I've read before that sexual energy =creativity...is that true?

@Harikrishnan hi . Sorry I can't help much . What exactly Is this condition? And why are you worried about it ? Does it affect libido ..erection..fertility..etc ? Or just the pain ?

I have great memories that make me smile whenever I remember them ..like my first kiss ..my first lay ..my first sexual intercourse.. and when some random bodyguard saved me from drowning in the sea ..some football matches that I really enjoy and still watch them on YouTube..my trip to the US in my 18th birthday..my first earned salary etc I wonder..where did those experiences "go"? I've read recently about the Ackashic recorders and also the eternal return by Nietzsche ..I knew the idea before but is it just a fantasy ? Is it possible to invent a time machine that allows us to travel back in time ? If everything is stored in an infinite Zip file as Leo said in his infinity video then does that mean my past exists right now in some potential state (since its obviously not being experienced by me right this moment) ? What are your thoughts guys ..on time travel ..the past ..time machine..eternal return etc?

Lol. Idk dude . Leo keeps coming up with weird shit in these quotes on his blog . But I guess Crocodile being the other conscious entity besides me in the entire universe isn't super-true 🤣

I do have goals in life . But at the same time I'm feeling a "call" to abandon all materialistic pursuits and goals and just surrender to "God " or "life " if you don't like the word God that is . Just be in the moment . I'm actually not fully sure which approach is valid . My days are usually a mix of the two .in the morning I meditate and take cold chowers. In the evening I smoke and go outside to hit on some girls . The thing is ..we are really not in the driver seat of our lives ..something as trivial as weather change can ruin your entire day . Right ? So what good is striving for big goals if its not guaranteed that all your efforts won't go to the dust. Do you remember the year 2020-2021..how many business workers had crazy goals and projects that year which were all undermined by a stupid fucking virus (Covid)..!!?

Have you ever wondered Why does the universe play games with me ? Have you noticed that existence is not just some random atoms bouncing around in a box? But that there is something mysterious going on ? I'm experiencing insane synchronicities as of late .like when you read something here or there and it just "clicks " so fucking hard . A lot of Deja Vue also . I'd swear I know what this person is going to say or do . Etc Leo says the universe is a mind .and more specifically your own mind .that's why it's playing tricks with you .because fundamentally it is you .this post that you're reading right now is not being displayed on a gadget screen ..it's being displayed inside your own mind .I'm not a person separate from you ..I'm your own mind talking to you and trying to get you to recognise that i am you 😱. The only obstacle to recognize this is you think you are this human body sitting there looking at the room ..while the truth is you are the entire room .the entire field of experience. Not just a single object within it . The other point is that I'm fully conscious right now that life is a dream .because of two reasons: 1- how weird and nonsensical life is .isn't all dreams weird and nonsensical? You might be dreaming of Obama playing football with Messi inside a hospital emergency room..etc most dreams are fucking bizarre. And your whole life is actually more absurd and bizzare than this .you just don't want to admit it. 2-because a dream doesn't have "context ". You just find yourself inside the dream with all the characters within it .you don't remember the beginning of the dream or where is it taking place .same thing with "real life " .you don't actually remember how you got here or where is this taking place . Of courses because there is no beginning nor a context for reality . All of that should make your life easier and more smooth And develop a kind of inner peace knowing that life is just an unfunny joke.

Why ? Having dry mouth and needing to pee like every 10 minutes plus a mild drop in libido is not that much of a deal breaker to block suicidal mood . 4 or 5 years ago I attempted suicide because I was really fed up with life and having to work in my youth to feed myself because my dad is such a cu**.

@Spiritual Warfare you're welcome brother . I wonder why if you don't mind sharing ? This should not be treated lightly or ignored . If you have clinical depression you should see a therapist and take SSRI’S. It's nothing to be ashamed of .I take antidepressants for 3 years now.

Its precisely because you eat a shitton of cookies and masturbate that you feel depressed. happiness is counterintuitive. If you meditate every day.. and exercise ..and socializie..and follow your life purpose and passion in life Its guaranteed that you will feel on top of the world. What I mean by existence being a bad joke is Its no different than a dream .if you are having a nightmare and some snake is about to bit you..but then you became lucid..would you still feel fear ..? Obviously not . So the key is to grasp this in this waking dream by awakening. Also..reasrch "stoicism ". And "hedonism". These are two approaches to happiness. Make up your mind on which one resonates with ya .