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Conquest of paradise . Listen to this before going to war or something lol.

Just pay attention to what kind of thoughts pop up in your head all the time ..very wacky stuff ..unhinged mess ..very random and very crazy . This is a point we all can attest to. The reason is because the mind is like a bullshit-generator machine..it is called monkey mind in Buddhism. Just thoughts after thoughts after thoughts..baring no connection to each other most of the time . Of course it's different when you are consciously thinking about something and using your intellect . Like if you are using logic or trying to solve a math problem or trying to fix your car etc . Point is still ..thinking is not "yours". No one takes credit for his or her own intelligence... You read "critique of pure reason " you gonna start blabbering some philosophical things to people. You go to church since adolescence you gonna talk and preach about our Lord and savoir Jesus Christ. That's what's going on..surprise. I find it hard to relate to humans anymore because of this understanding . I look at my mother's eyes..no one is there ..just a program ..an algorithm. I'm sure all of you guys know exactly what I'm talking about but it's not even funny anymore. I'm super aware of this that I struggle to relate to people anymore or take anyone or anything seriously lol.

Example would be that most people are just conditioned to what they think about and what they buy into . Everyone are puking their programming and conditioning..not stuff they have derived from direct experience or knowing .

I understand that I don't exist since 2016. Nonduality wars .

But I refuse to lie to myself and others . Also in a sense I was always thinking along these lines but keeping it all suppressed..but now that I understand what is actually going on I just want to make everyone get it .imagine if you make close people to you at the same level of consciousness as you are ..that will be amazing.

That's the whole proplem and the whole question. It's difficult to communicate these so called high levels of consciousness. People will call you crazy In worst cases or they just won't understand you.

@Hojo let me get this straight ..you're meaning like placebo . If you associate masturbation with something bad or should not be done you will feel post nut clarity (also semi-disabled lol) and if you do it with zero shame and accept it you will not regret it . This is logic about the psychological effects. I asked you a direct question: what about the physical level? Emptying your hormones and retaining them MUST have different effect on your energy at the physical level regardless of the placebo you describe . Just a full glass of water is different from an empty glass .Do you understand my point ?

@Hojo i don't understand sorry. What "energy " what "aura ".

Yes you never die . There is no moment of death like this exact moment is the moment im dead at . Because there is no such thing as a "moment ". Because a moment means a static dot or something still. But reality never stops changing .so there is no moment which before it youre dead and after it you're alive .because its one stream flowing there is no pause .

@HojoHow are these two different? I will talk about is masturbation actually good or bad ? If you type that on Google then forget it because half the planet thinks orgasm is the devil and the other half are genetic freaks who can rub one out every morning and go the gym as if nothing happened . My own opinion: you ejaculate then you release semen out of your ballsack.semen is comprised of high quality nutrients like Zink and Calcuim and also Testosterone. You cum ..you take these out of your body . The result ..the libido decrease and you go to refractory period. Is that good or bad ?

Just commit to not eating .I mean what else are you going to do ? Recently I stopped eating that much food.i feel better on empty stomach .as soon as I eat I don't feel like doing anything productive. The more you stuff your self the more cozy you get ..the more lean and in shape you are the more you will actually enjoy being productive because you are starving your dopamine from food so now you are forced to find pleasure in something else .

@Ponder there exists a corner in absolute infinity where you are me . Love each others ,people.

What is existentially (or otherwise) wrong with having 100000000 posts on a forum ? Nothing . see how easy that was ? See its not so bad being here it's fruitful .

@VeganAwake you are not the only one who gets the cosmic joke just sayin.

Check this old thread of mine out .

Think before you write. I literally asked how to ground and embody and you telling me ground and embody ? Embody the insights in daily activities? That's the opposite of what I should be doing. So like arrange a dinner party with everyone I know and telling them you guys don't exist ? Or like that Jim Carry video ?

@Natasha Tori Maru the title is honestly a clickbait .you are responding to the title not to OP. I honestly don't know what that means . Yes that's exactly it . How to overcome this if it's possible? I feel like zero ego .and I know that others are also empty shells. I see through people. It's difficult for me to communicate.

Lolz. Then he said, “I tell you the truth, unless you turn from your sins and become like little children, you will never get into the Kingdom of Heaven. - our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Adults are brainwashed fools.

@Ponder I was just making up some statement like yours .just some twists and turns and you can actually sound deep . Anyone can do that.

To be able to say that you must be hanging out on these forums like me .

I already said the motivation is its impossible for me anymore to deal with people according to my old paradigm of how people work. I actually know how people work now ..I'm over the edge .and it seems like there is no going back and its a bit nihilistic to me .

@Joseph Maynor love is guud. He means "I'm gonna put yall guys out of business..you think you guys are actually posting something? Hold my beer .".

@Joseph Maynor what happened? i thought you were "banned ages ago for being a stubborn mule " 😂.

@VeganAwake Yes ,sure. Get to the point already .I feel like it's an English quiz in kindergarten.