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@Osaid why do you like to poke Leo In the belly and annoy him constantly with basic Semantics and hair splitting? ive noticed it .

Don't worry I'm not ready for that . I'm attached to life like a kid in a candy store.. and fear of death is the only reason I haven't killed myself yet 😂.

Got it . So there is a trade off between the highest level of consciousness/awakening and the practicality of what you as a human are capable of . Just like when you said you've reached "God mode " in one of your trips but why didn't you materialize a million bucks out of thin air ? And you said its because at the highest level of consciousness possible there is zero ego and complete selflessness.

Leo you spoke in the past that omniscience is not to know for example how many stars exist in the universe or how much grains of sand exists on earth etc but that you come to a meta awareness that those things are nothing but your imagination.. do you still think that or is actual omniscience possible? I notice Actually the more knowledge you acquire the more intellectually and Epistemologically honest you become..because you realize how much you are missing from the big picture. The universe is infinitely fucking bizarrely complex that makes a real scientists want to kill themselves. Let alone ordinary people like us .our knowledge is like one grain of sand relative to the entire beach .

@emil1234 🍻

For me both physicalism and idealism fall short. We are living inside an infinite mysterious riddle . That's what existence is . Since it is said to be infinite there can never be any successful attempt to encapsulate it. Materialism or mentalism both equally false . Just take your hand and look at it . Or look at the moon and the beautiful night sky with a geometric painted stars ⭐. Just marvel at the beauty of the unknown. If life was completely figured out it would lose its spark and magic .

The universe exists. Its a brute fact and what is ,is and that's it. Asking why the universe exists is not needed. It's like if you woke up one day and found yourself in a different country ...the wisest thing to do is not to ask why I'm in this country but to find a way to survive within this country. It is what it is that you are in this universe and no one ever knows what we are doing here .but like I said you can reach a state of consciousness that you don't need to know .

For every high there is a low . For every up there is a down . My point is that suffering is inevitable. It's just baked into the fabric of physical reality . Thirst ..hunger ..pain..bleeding..illness ..etc all of these will be experienced by you whether you like it or not . So don't get hooked into this oversimplified hedonistic approach to life of "oh the point of life is to enjoy it ". You know better .

Why should you enjoy ? Why anything? You just ride . Or be in the back seat and let life drive .don't enjoy or enjoy. Makes no difference. Correct? 🍻 You little rascal

I can't. I'm attached to life like a sucker. I only deep down care about pleasure and escaping suffering. I do intuit that full awakening must at first have some Nihilistic periods..but I'm afraid of going all the way . For instance I know that solipsism is true but I just cannot fucking accept it . I can't. Its too much .its too fucking much. I can't. I can't. I can't lol

@Bazooka Jesus if I remember correctly you had a tough time during Covid early days in the hospital and you have posted about It here .....I'm curious what did you learn from that experience? Also (I'm being serious) ..do you consider yourself awake ? Also..do you understand the cosmic joke that is reality at the same depth that I understand?

Yup. I'm thinking about doing it . Maybe I'll do water fasting for few days and isolate myself in a dark room or packing my stuff and go meditate in the mountains in a cave like sikh ☬ type of stuff . Might discover something or might just waste my time

This answer sounds like you are bored or not in the mood to ramble about stuff 😂. I'll leave ya alone.

But the Buddha deliberately looked for it . He left his royal house and went to the forest without food or water to isolate himself in meditation until he became so skinny and was about to die but in a flashy moment he finally woke up so to speak . In all religious and mystical traditions there is some kind of Jihad to reach nirvana. Life will throw tomatoes at you anyways..so why not go actively looking for it to conquer that bitch called life ?

@Inliytened1is it necessary that the ego needs to experience so much discomfort that it has no choice but to give in? Does one needs to push his comfort zone past the limit to reach nirvana?

That's just my personal opinion..but Islam is the most beautiful religion out there . Even though sadly its hated in the west because of association of Islam with terrorism.

I want to feel the full glory and magnificence of God and reality . I want my body to be thrown into outer space and travel faster than the speed of light in all directions to the very edges of the observed universe which of course has no edges but I might enter into a black hole and after getting my body sucked into it I might enter a whole new dimension of existence. I want to explode into infinity. I want a complete Samadhi that keeps my soul in a mystical sufi bless and awe forever and ever. Shit out of look that I have no access to psychedelics..especially that i live in india which is probably the first cultue that began the spiritual path😂

The devil 👿 is made of fire and yet he shall burn in hell fire for eternity. Dante Alighier's divine comedy.

You are me and I am you. I promise..if you get this you will awaken .

I meant an actual fucking mystical experience instead of my endless masturbation over solipsism Ok guys ..Everything I do is meaningless and truly to my own amusement..i feel no reason to change the world whatsoever and truly don't care.I like myself just the way I am and i dont see that in any way shape or form bad to use concepts when you don't have any other tool.

When you see God ask him .

Some people do have this ability . But not the majority. I would imagine these people who possess such abilities are highly expertise in spiritual skills. It's not for ordinary folks like you and me . Its for deeply experienced psychonauts and such.

Bruh

@Yimpa Oatmeal is bad for Testosterone. I don't eat it . Try swallowing 4 raw eggs on the morning

Subjective and objective are relative . Not absolute. Only through intense suffering alone will you realize that reality is objective . Pain makes reality real . On the other hand if you isolate yourself for a long period of time in a room You gonna feel that reality is solipsistic. It's called Solipsism Syndrome.