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Thanks. No I'm not talking about a specific organized religion. I like Islam but I don't call myself a Muslim. I'm not saying I should follow any holy book or moral code or set of beliefs or memorize mantras or chant or do any specific form of orthodox religious practices. I'm God in the end but I think I chose deliberately to hide this fact from myself and play hide and seek with myself. That's why awakening exists .unless one is God realized then I think he or she should have some kind of relationship or understanding with God within themselves which they don't know yet how to unleash.

Interesting. The ultimate understanding is formless .it's the knowledge that nothing . Just sit and be silent and you will get it ..get it all . On the practical relative level definitely a human understands better than cat . And an enlightened human might understand things that the average Joe with a prayer book doesn't.

I can watch movies online but I want to save them . I'm undertaking a "project " of compiling a big pile of cool material to watch offline on my laptop when the electricity is shut down in my city . So I'm compiling all kinds of stuff ..movies ..books ..porn videos ..music videos ..YouTube videos ..Leo's videos ..and more . What is the best free site to download horror and action movies that you know if ? If you've got one please link it here. Thanks .

@Nemra thanks !

What's a download manager? Link one please .

I copy-paste the link then post it in the downloading apps/websites .sometimes it works...sometimes it doesn't. Unless i totally misunderstood you and that's not what you are talking about .

Just link the website please

Yes I've been searching for Dark Knight for a month now and I can't download it .

It doesn't always work . You think I haven’t tried ?

Thank you.

Haven't watched the vid in OP or read the replies but Emerald you can't understand the relativity of platonic pipe dreams utterly made up fantastical concepts like "Beta " vs "Alpha"?

Great. Now do the final step : Islam. But with proper understanding of what this Islam is .

Eastern mystics have discovered this 5000 years ago lol.the ego is kind of "intelligent" (it's not just a dumb robotic system) and it will modify its behaviour with reality . It seems like the ego is neccesary for surviving (If you want to survive in a body.. a selfish "I" thought is neccesary to know and interact with the world). But the ego can become self-aware (like it is connected with a ubs-cable to Consciousness Lol) and be less neurotic and have more concious behaviours aligned with the Truth of reality. (But of course.. the ironic thing is..that if the ego would be really aligned with this Truth..he would just dissapear Lol).

@Never_give_up you're welcome. if you want someone to talk with hit me a private message.

@Never_give_up thanks for opening up. All these things you mentioned can be improved .you just don't how yet .so the situation is not hopeless like someone who has a cancer .so the two points I asked you whether they apply to your life situation or not are not intact. By your own admission you said you feel slightly better right now . So I would say that means you are going to stick around for a while and not kill yourself just yet . I dealt with the question of suicide early on in my teen years . I just discovered that life is just a piece of shit and you just suffer and die in the end anyways so what's the fucking point of grinding and suffering for 60 or 70 or 80 years then die anyways..?..why not just kill myself and rest in peace? The answer is complex : 1- you do not know what happens after death . Maybe you incarnate as a jew in Hitler's Nazi era . Maybe you incarnate as a cow in a slaughter shop . So how do you know that death will end your suffering and not just increases it? I'm sure you reasoned with yourself this point . 2-it is not true that life is pure shit. You can't deny that happiness exist . And hope exist .People who kill themselves do so because they are hopeless. You need to find a source of hope .that could be God..Going to the church ..prayer ..practicing gratitude..etc Hope you live long fullfling life with peace brother 🙏.

@Natasha Tori Maru if what you are saying is true ..then why people commit suicide? Look at these suicide statistics https://afsp.org/suicide-statistics/ Don't delete yourself. Watch Leo's videos and work on improving your life everyday . Can you please open up about why you want to suicide?

@UnbornTao what you are asking has nothing to do with what I said . There is no such thing as perception or logic which are more fundamental than being/this . I was pointing 👉 to direct being which is not a process that happens through perception or time .you can't have logic or perception or time without being. But you can have being without these things (like in deep sleep).

@UnbornTao 1-take anything .your hand ..that window ..the moon..the cats ..literally anything. 2-i call all these things "THIS ". 3-" THIS " is just "THIS". What it is is as it is. Exactly as it appears. Nothing is hidden.a cat is a cat. A dog is a dog .a sun is a sun. An electron is an electron . Experience is Experience. This is the most basic logical law EVER. It's called law of identity. Which simply says a thing is itself . If you can't get this or if you gonna argue or Poke holes in this then even God shiva can't help you .

@Sincerity I don't believe there is any respectful or fruitful conversation that can happen ever again between us .so I would just refrain.

@MutedMiles hi there. You quoted me in two topics in a short time. Do my post interest you ? If so i am glad . And thanks for sharing your thoughts. what you said here is not totally false . What i mean by accepting being a man is more obvious than obvious. Do you want me to break it down to you ? Girls live in their homes playing with their hair and experimenting with makeup and watching romance movies .then they get married and their lives is solved for good .the husband works and pays the bills and they just chill at home and raise the kids . Pretty comfy huh ? Whereas a man literally is under physical and mental stress virtually every day. Work and taking care of his family as he is the provider. Even if he is not married he is supposed to feed himself once he is 18+ . My question is simply are you happy with this role ?

Thanks . I stopped smoking completely for a good long period of time. Also stopped eating pretty much anything except high quality grilled sheep steak.

I have made several threads in the past here that I struggle with anxiety and panic attacks. And also about my addiction to smoking cigarettes. Thank god the panic attacks have vanished. They were a feeling of I'm about to lose my mind and my sanity and losing control over my whole body and collapsing .I don't want to get into details in describing what a panic attack is to not trigger other healthy people on here. So..like I said I'm cured now from panic attacks .all thanks to the medication I started taking a few years ago up until today (never missing a single day )..namely: Invega.. prozac.. Rivotril .. Zyprexa . my therapist prescribed them to me .and I'm taking them consistently since 3 years ago. However I still from time to time get anxious . I'm experiencing social anxiety whenever I go outdoors to do a simple task like going to grocery to pick some milk I feel tensed around people. When I go to sleep I feel anxiety and I experience a feeling of difficulty getting up from bed .I wake up at like 7 AM but I slack off and stay in bed doing nothing until 10 AM. It's like I want to keep sleeping for days and not see the light . I feel tired of daily routine .as if I'm 70 years old or something. Another problem I'm facing is OCD . I'm not gonna say what exactly is the OCD about or what is the thing that I'm obsessed about because I think it's embarrassing..but I'm confident to say I have OCD around a certain thing .I keep checking that thing repeatedly and unnecessarily even though my rational mind knows that there is no point in doing so but I can't help but check it out . So I need help with that as well . The final proplem is I stopped smoking for two months now ...no cigarettes..no Cigars ...no nicotine patch ..no vaping etc.. yet I still feel burning sensation in my chest around the lungs and heart area . I know 100% it's the side effects of years of smoking . But like I said I stopped smoking completely for idk maybe two months almost (I don't really count the days ) and I don't plan to ever get back to smoking again. Nobody obviously wants lungs cancer or heart attack . So..yeah ...these are some things I'm going through and I'm looking for advice .if anyone here can help me out please go ahead. Thanks !

@theleelajoker I talked to him .go back few pages and read my interaction with him.

@Never_give_up also stop kidding yourself about killing yourself. commiting suicide seems really logical only if: 1-there is literally no other solution to your problem in life even in theory . 2-the pain you are experiencing in life is bigger than fear of death . Are these two applicable to your life situation?

If you want to know what goes on after you die then go die and find out .that's how this works.