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Answer me this please . why is there something rather than nothing? Not a single answer can be provided coherently other than that there simply isn't. There isn't! Tada!! So supposedly that's the universe's ultimate question. Let's dig into it. And prove that reality doesn't actually exist lol Ponder this : how is it possible that a physical universe made of physical actual "real" matter can exist at all in God's earth? Yeah its impossible. Notice that your experience right now is an impossible phenomenon. Infinity is the impossible made possible as Leo calls it. Yup..it's absolutely nuts when ya get it .

I would diagnose it as OCD or perfectionist illness. The best way to deal with irrational fear is to move into it. But also be willing to accept the consequences of that too like a grown-up. I get to the point sometimes where I push things just to see what happens. And usually all that happens is a whole lotta nothing.

False . False. False . False. False.

Who said God is exclusively good? Don't you see the suffering in Gaza? Gid is equally evil as it is equally good.

Sorry . She just always jump to my threads to derail them. Noted ,sir .

@Princess Arabia true . Now let's end it here. Now ..go to bed ...a sip of water before

@Princess Arabia nah sweetheart ..whenever i check i see you posting something...I know you don't give two fucks about self-actualizing or none of that stuff..you are just killing some time .you are in deep suffering and don't ask me how I know.

@Princess Arabia obviously you . You are online 24/7 posting hodgebodge. You have out-clowned me . That makes me sad 😔.

I don't lack maturity. I lack being understood by people. No one here is able to understand my profound wisdom except Leo. Is this a serious comment or a joke ? Guess again..

I already did die for the truth..or rather from seeing truth. I did have glimpses or minor awakenings . Call it whatever you want but I'm not lying . It's not a good trade though to die for truth .. The thougt often comes to mind "kill me with the truth. Lem'me have it". Better to keep that guy down than go through all that shit again....that's why I admire Leo and his work. He is fully on the path.. While truth may be harsh and take away happiness but it lights you up and shows you the true picture. It may hurt but later on it would have an even deeper effect. It is hard to deal with it and accept it but it's the harsh reality that matters than the false belief.

Great question! I think it's comprised of having direct experience of who or what you are at the ultimate level aka God .

I know that you know that I'm not awake . I myself know that as well. That doesn't mean I was completely full of shit when I posted threads in the past saying I have awoken to X ..Y..Z..etc It just means I had a moment of insight or a glimpse of the Ox. And this can fool the spiritual seeker into thinking he is fully awake . Keep in mind that since it's obvious for us by now that awakening has infinite levels because consciousness/existence /reality is infinite...so you can have small degree of awakening. Others can be more woke than you. Leo has posted in his blog that he apologies from being indifferent about us here .

Yes I am.

@Princess Arabia God bless you .. but no . I really like you .you're a smart woman (srs )

@Princess Arabia sorry but nah ..i wont engage you .

@Schizophonia part of my changing my style is to not engage with such comments . Because its useless and stupid. It Wastes my time and other's time.

True .

What is it ?

Meh... I'm not impressed so far . Have you guys even tried masturbation overload? ..when I was in high school I was such fucked up horny teenager..one day I masturbated 15 times . I swear .

That's fine . You must be joking .

@r0ckyreed spot on .

@VermilionFloyd Hi ..welcome to the forum . I did experience previously what you are describing. I would say meditation is most perfectly done in the morning instead of the evening. I meditate 1 hour everyday in the morning. I just simply watch the blank space between thoughts. And that's it . That's all it takes to calm down your monkey mind chatter and relax and enjoy the present moment. Because that's all there is to do in life . Drop completely this notion of finding your true self . The pount is to stop seeking and remain present. If you are seeking something you are doing meditation wrong . I mean imagine you have so much free time ..what the fuck are you gonna do with your life? Yes you can try this and that ..but at the end of it all you will be back to baseline and bored. So all that is left is to just bask in being and chill out on nothing.

There is only you to awaken . Awakening is realizing only you can awaken . Its like you are in a dream and you are trying to convince dream characters that this is all a dream . If you truly get that this Is all a dream in your mind you wouldn't try to convince dream characters that they are dream characters because they are dream characters.

I have chronic anxiety disorder and these medicines have helped me chill the fuck out and be at ease with my miserable fucking existence.

Take Zyprexa..Invega...Prozac..melatonin .