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Notice that you are denying the existence of "I" but then you say i will give you ..... Who is this "I" who will give me thousand bucks ?

Yes . And you are no where near my level of understanding.

@Razard86 when I was 18 I had a NDE..I was about to drown and suffocate to death in the middle of the sea ...but luckily there was a piece of wood near me .so I hanged on it and swimmed back to the beach . The odds of there being this exact piece of wood right there where i was drowning are near impossible.

@OBEler I'm the only one here( besides Leo ) who understands what existence is . This might sound like parroting Leo. .or psychosis. .Messiah complex ..Downright insanity or whatever. .....But it is just true . Most people here don't understand what reality is . This might sound laughable ..But I Have figured out the whole riddle of existence. Test me if you want to discern if I'm full Of shit .

Appreciate the paradox. There is something. And there is nothing. Do you understand that a dream is both real and illusory simultaneously?

@OBEler It’s not to be proven. Whether or not someone else believes that I am enlightened literally does not matter to me. I do not want or need to convince anyone .. because I have no need to control anyone else (who are not really others anyway..so it would be pointless anyway). You cannot prove you are enlightened. Only an enlightened person can recognize another enlightened person. Only saints can recognize other saints. Its been said in many spiritual authorities of the world. In Gurbani it is wriiten“Brahmgyaani ki gat Brahmgyaani jaane” means only the enlightened being know the other enlightened. Now you will argue why would i follow such a dictum of a religion? My answer is you shouldn’t... it comes from direct experience. You are constantly dragging me down . If this behaviour continues i will withhold from you guys my priceless wisdom and stop posting here

Seems like Leo is having awakenings to cat consciousness

Or you imagine so

Yeah but .. The imaginary world has imaginary rules ..if an imaginary body gets hit by an imaginary bus ..the imaginary body will die an imaginary death..to then return to the imaginary source..the source of imaginary things .

@Davino I have reached levels of awakening that there are no words to describe them. @AerisVahnEphelia no .

Great Lol

I wish for the day that I will be able to understand a single coherent sentence from you ..😅 That's what I said I'm OP. The complete surrender is death . Not mentally masturbating on a spiritual forum and call it surrender. Only with TOTAL surrender is when full enlightenment happen..and that is by death .

I don't understand.

1) is there any relationship between sleep ability..and easiness to drift off quickly into unconsciousness.. and age ? Because the more I grow up I notice its difficult for me to fall asleep . Take Babies..they fall sleep in a matter of few minutes after resting their heads on the pillow. While adults struggle with insomnia and everyone is sleep-deprived . What's the connection here ? 2) is it possible to sleep without dreams completely? These days I've been very vivid dreams . And i hate vivid dreams because they make me question my entire existence lol. So how can I have 8 hours of deep sleep without going through the REM phase which induces dreams .? And is that possible? I had a conversation with Nahm before and he told me he sleeps without dreams since his awakening.

@Princess Arabia the dream analogy might have some explanatory power here : As long as you are in the dream..then you are not awake. Its obvious right? To be fully awake is to wake up completely from the dream into the real world . Are you following? So within the dream there are degrees of lucidity. But there ain't full awakening inside the dream . Doest make sense . Inside the dream there are only degrees of lucidity. Leo Is more lucid than me or you . But he is not "fully " awake because he is still here on planet earth In the dream matrix. Do you get it ?

I think it means the same thing . These Sufi sages call it also being "drunk " (metaphorically speaking ) in the beloved. Its the same thing . The devi (ego) submits to god whether willingly or forced to. BTW I'm very fascinated by Islam and the Qur’an. I think this spiritual tradition is so underrated. Unfortunately rarely do people here talk about it . Thanks man . You are a polite person .

There is a threshold of woke territory ..when you become fully conscious that you are absolutely alone in existence. There is no people who are awake or not . Only you..either aware of what I said or not . And time is a persistent illusion as per Einstein motto.

Just like how you know you are dreaming while you are a dreaming in a lucid dream.

Something to contemplate.

@Osaid fair enough. Im not mentally masturbating. Im using intellectual contemplating to arrive at trutth because i have no other method..no psychedelics no nothing btw .. I think being willing to ask stupid questions with a childlike curiosity is what leads you to some of the most satisfying unexpected answers. And ultimately to enlightenment. Which reveals you have no clue what enlightenment is . Because in all spiritual literature in the entire fucking history of mankind it is said that enlightenment is the dissolving of the "I" which claims to be enlightened. Its also up to you to answer this question or not : WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?

What should I ask you ?

Have you experienced that ?

"the unlimited cannot be understood since understanding is something that occurs within it. awakening is becoming limitless, and the need to know or understand is greed that grabs and creates limits. This is what creates psychosis and problems. the total break does not create problems, it is perfect". @Breakingthewall

You are so fooling yourself. Stop dancing around with these poetic descriptions of what reality is . If you think God doesn't exist you are clearly stuck on a very shallow dead end with this new age spiritual hippy bs. Yeah you can sit on armchair and spout your atheistic philosophy when you are happy and healthy ..but just wait for the dark night of the soul.. The inevitable suffering that you MUST face at some point in your life . Hell..even something as trivial and silly as diarrhea can make pray for all the gods in existence. Humble yourself. God Is watching your nonsensical denials of him .