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I don't follow. How is me being the one who is angry indicative that the anger doesn't come from the circumstances?

Thanks Natasha. Good advice . The point about reacting vs not reacting is where the crux of the matter is . In my own experience there is no one who reacts .the body is like an airplane on autopilot..when someone tells you fuck off you piece of shit ..then the body naturally gets boiling blood .when someone tells you I love you ...the body automatically releases feeling good hormones. Do you think "I" have a say in the matter ? I know this may sound like Neo advaita spiritual bypassing but that's my current understanding of self ..emotions ..and reacting mechanisms as of now .

I didn't react physically as I said I didn't actually punch him or anything. But the reaction was automatic anger inside of me . I couldn't stop being angry .I believe it's not under my conscious control .

Correct but take it deeper ..even not accepting is accepted by the absolute indifference of unconditional love . Accept not accepting . Sometimes life just sucks ass ..but that's okay ..even if its not okay then its OK that its not okay .......

@Princess Arabia what does the word "dream " mean in your terminology?

Agreed 🍻

@James123 so where is this going exactly?

@Hojo I wasn't asking to get answer .I asked to make a point .

That's kindergarten. I've realised nobody knows Jack long time ago . I'm not writing statements or absolute facts .I'm writing unhinged mess and existential questions to make you think .because we are all in this together. @Hojo That's exactly what im taking about .let language and logic collapse when dealing with the absolute.

@Sincerity 😘 @Hojo even deep sleep is a thing . Nothing is not a thing .you can't say what nothing is because anything you say is a thing .what's a thing?

I know it's nothing. But the word nothing makes people think of a black darkness. But obviously even blackness..blanckness..are something. Nothing is not a thing .but Oneness means nothing =something. So it's kinda pointless man .

It's like the more you try to wrap your head around God it slips further away from you like a treadmill mirage. God doesn't hate sex btw because it makes consciousness reproduce. Consciousness is immortal though and doesn't need sex to reincarnate . If every human came from sex then did God (him)self come from sex ? No thats the eternal mothefucker . Remind me of Leo's saying " I gave birth to myself . I came out of my own vagina ".

@James123😁🍻

Why does marriage exist? And also "being together"? Why aren't humans running around naked having an open orgy banging each other's on the streets like chimpanzees?

@James123 you still love her ?

Forget death now . Think of birth .how did you come to existence? It felt like you popped out of nowhere and found yourself in this world like a magician pulling a rabbit from an empty hat . That's gonna probably happen again after you die. Why will it not happen again ? How the hell did it happen in your last birth ?

Two answers came to mind : 1- because some light particles falled on my eye ball then went through optical nerves to my vision center in the brain then a synapse got fired which triggered a memory then gave command to my fingers to post that. Aka physical determinism. 2- the actual answer : WHO THE FUCK KNOWS?

Dude I literally puked my Nescafé on the damn keyboard Which is hotter ..this : or this :

I literally just watched Leo's two videos "what is God ?" Yesterday and I feel like I understand all of reality . There is no question that psychedelics can uplift your consciousness and make you "really " conscious of deep truth about the nature of reality and yourself . But the sober state exists for a reason . Without the sober state you can't take psychedelics . Sober state must exist first for psychedelics to exist within it . So you are always starting from the sober state . I'm not a mystic. I'm just an average Joe struggling with career issues .that doesn't mean I'm not conscious as fuck .Trust me I know things that no one on this forum except maybe Leo can even begin to understand. I know what awakening is but I'm not awake. Regarding death ..First of all you must realize that death Is conceptual .believe it or not but you ain't got the tiniest evidence that someday you gonna die. Second of all death can only be known when it's experienced. So stop looking for what kind of experience will happen when you die because it might never happen ..and instead start investigating what this experience right here right now is .

Very bad question . First of all ..truth and reality are revealed to you right now. Second of all awakening is (partially) the realization that you as God are immortal and can never die..not that God will be revealed to you when you die .

@Lyubov 🎊 congrats man . Happy for you .Little bit envying though lol 😂

@James123 carry on.

@James123 or write the name of the author at least .

@James123 its cringe as hell . Its obvious these aren't your own writing. Because I'm familiar with you for 6 years now . I told you before please stop .now I'm telling you just FUCKING STOP.

I didn't tell you that