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Sorry but i don't think you added anything here . You basically rephrased my OP. haven't Answered .

I understand all that BTW. It's good that you are so "done " with it all and you have seen through the cosmic joke . But you are being so much of an absolutist. We can still explain phenomenon with relative knowledge .The human mind perceives reality by creating ideas about everything it perceives. The human mind defines and names everything it experienc.and then it creates descriptions of what it is..what it means and how it works. We can be aware of the illusionness of everything but still lose ourselves in the movie . Cuz it's fun

What sources these differences in motivation? Why some people go to church and some people go to the pub ?

Well well well you are denying space and 3d dimension and using analogy of a screen ..it seems like you sill haven't figured out that the world is not a computer screen? In a one-dimensional cosmos..things could not pass each other without also merging (since the universe would be described by a line/curve without width). In our cosmos.. things can pass each other without merging I know What we experience is an illusion. We know that our brains piece together memories and perceptions to create a kind of movie show for us..and that movie is just a “barely good enough” model of reality. Hence we have optical illusions but you are taking too far and I'm not wiling to go to these depths to not lose my goddam sanity .

Solipsism 101#. Been there done that . Ain't fucking around with Solipsism ever again in my life . Nobody here interacting with others really buys Solipsism. Even Leo himself doesn't buy Solipsism because why he still rambling to the camera (basically to himself ) for 3 hours about god ? It's called "what if reality is nothing but perspective ?". There is no way to prove that the red 🛑i see is the same red you see because I can only have access to my own visual field not yours .if I was to see the world through your eyes ..I would be you and stop being me which will then turn the problem to other side .

Your mind is wacky dude 😂. But I think I understand what you're saying . You're saying there is no such thing as objective reality .so if Jerry from Tom & Jerry believed the moon is made of cheese instead of rocks and dust then its true ? I argued before for relativism and idealism/solipsism. But recently in my readings I'm leaning more towards there being objective world that should not be however it wants or switching according to our wishes.

The bird shitted(is it shitted or shat ?)on the car because it had 3 course meal that day ? You deny cause and effect ? Of course there is no separation between the cause and effect . There is no actual separation even though the world does appear to be consisting of separate discrete physical objects which interact with each other lineary. That's how it appears . But existence is like one soup of stuff just unfolding inevitably without purpose or intelligence or you might say "intentions " behind it ?

Got it . I think its true but its quite paradoxical and twisted 🥨.

😂 dude you killed me . Then again you know where does this lead ? It's basically the same idea that @Princess Arabia said..that everyone are making shit up . But at some point your insects theory will hit a wall called the objective world . Reality is going to test your theory's ass and prove it wrong if it was indeed wrong . Or are you an Epistemological nihilist and you believe in absolute relativity?

I'm aware of this line of reasoning. But there is an objective world in front of our eyes . If the individual is constructing a story about "what is " then can't he/she see easily through that fantasy since it doesn't correspond with the objective world ? What's wrong with those Christians lol 😂? Welcome to humanity. People form opinions based on many sources..often using badly flawed methods. It’s inherent in our evolutionary psychology to give excessive weight to the things we directly experience while minimizing the importance of contradictory evidence especially if we don’t experience it ourselves. No one has ever even seen Jesus as Leo have said.

Seems like legit glimpse of the Ox. But keep going deeper . Try water fasting or Ramadan dry fasting for a week. You will be shocked how little we humans actually need food . We use food mostly not because we need it or hungry but to distract ourselves from the present moment. Some Yogis are so badass and advanced that they are breatharian. They have transcended the need for food and they survive on light and air alone .

@Sabth I don't understand what you're saying .

Prove it or give an example sir .

Totally could be withdrawal from smoking . I used to smoke since 18 yo. That's 9 fucking years of "raping" my health . But I have decided..enough is enough . Pray for me. Totally relate about the fasting and eating more . Smoking regularly kills the taste receptors in the tongue Which makes food taste bad or not so delicious and so smokers tend to eat less and they are skinny like a stick . But I'm healing my appetite. Good point about working out. The paradox though is that my lungs hurt if I run or speed walk . Thanks for the advice mate .

Thank you for the kind uplifting words .

Definitely. I feel like I'm back to square one in my progress from healing if I just stopped taking those pills even for a day or if lowered the dosage . That's a good idea . But I don't think it's better than a human therapist . Just the face-to-face interaction with another human can be all you need to have the highlight of your day . My therapist isn't mediocre. He is brilliant. I talk to him about everything and all the wacky stuff that goes in my mind .this in itself can be healing . Notice I withheld some things in OP because I don't want to sound vulnerable . Because at the end of the day I'm here interacting with my keyboard not with people who know me . This isn't to downgrade or write off your advice man .thank you for your advice .🙏 That's correct. And the sooner the better .I'm getting checked soon. That's the better decision to take .

Yes one of the nasty side effects of these pills is drowsiness and feeling idle. Could be a reason for my lack of energy. But I absolutely need them . I was literally suicidal because of my panic attacks. As I described they feel like you are literally going to die right now or worse . But I'm healed right now . Still the anxiety throughout the day. I live a very stressful life . No I haven't. I try just to distract myself with watching sports or playing video games or oversleeping. What methods do you suggest? Sorry I don't even know what that is . Yes I do . I lift weights and heavy shit like full gas tanks on my shoulders to gain muscles and build a strong physique. But no cardio or stretching or anything that can make the blood flow to all parts of my body equally . Actually If I take a speed walk across the street I feel my breathing is about to stop and my chest hurting me . Maybe I just need to do a scan on my chest to see if I have some tumour or something but I'm scared for obvious reasons.

@UnbornTao I think the problem is that some people were literally brainwashed and indoctrinated into religion since they were infants and thats why its difficult to let a religion go . And some people were raised in a neutral secular environment.. so its easy for them to see through religions. It's not anybody's fault .

@Breakingthewall are these scenarios a reality or imagined ?

An example would be sufism in Islam. No they are not lost in fantasy .these kind of teachers are spiritually awake and they know how to properly interpret holy books . Because fundamentally all religions point to the same thing .but in a metaphorical way . Watch this video please. She explains it better than I can do . OK thanks for the recommendation. Will check it out . what is truly childish is to try to square the circle and force the words in the bible to fit and align with science . You know very well that the Jewish story of creation .the entire story of creation in the bible contradicts science. At least that's how it appears at first glance .why didn't god make it obvious and said in plain words that humans evolved from apes ? Why does God need Rocco to explain his story better than God himself ?

You are lying . I've read the entire quran. First pages talk about the story of creation and the story of Adam. There is horror and terrorism later on in the other chapters but not the first few pages . I agree. But actually all religions has esoteric sects which focus on direct god realization. The mainstream of any religion is made to suit simple minded people.

Islam is still nonsense. 80% of the mythology in the quran is copy-pasted from the bible . I didn't get attracted to Islam because it made logical sense. I'm well aware that Islam is just the final episode of Abrahamic religions . However please pay attention..Islam says God is one. That's simple enough and digestible. Christianity takes unnecessary twists and turns by saying god is three monads but actually one but actually three but actually one !. Plus I just listened to quran in Arabic and the pun and poetic style just made me like it . I don't call myself a Muslim. Its just a religion that I find interesting. But obviously never fully making sense .that's all friend .

Yup . Which was long ago shattered by Darwin's evolution. Yet still some educated people still believe god molded Adam from dust and created Eve from his rib . "Why the hate against Christianity"? I don't think Leo "hates " it ..its just doesn't make any sense .that's all . The bible is supposedly a full document explaining the whole story of humans since day 1 until the day of judgment. OK fine now go open the first chapter in the bible which is book of genesis..I swear by all the gods In the world I listen to book of genesis everyday before sleeping to get frisky and sleep . Because its pure comedy and nonsense. For example-: how God created day and night before creating the sun . -How the snake spoke to Eve to nudge her to eat from the tree of knowledge. So now it's normal that snakes speak to humans ? Do you not smell any superstition oder here ? -How God has "rested" after finishing creating the heavens and the earth in the 7th day . And I could go and on. Christianity is for children.

Like I said read Jesus's lectures in the new testament. That's the only part that's valuable in the bible . The old testament is just folklore and biography of children of Israel. But who knows maybe you can learn something from genesis about God resting in the seventh day after he finished creating the world . Even God gets tired and needs to rest😴. Better yet ..please give the Quran a chance .