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The point about this is that it's the ultimate wisdom to give up seeking .I know this very well .but what I don't understand is it seems a little bit not realistic at the physical level. Like right now I'm sitting at home but I feel like my estrogen levels have increased and my Testosterone has gone down cuz I'm sitting on my ass under my soft blanket for days now without taking a walk under the sun or cutting some trees or shed some sweat .so I feel like I need to do that .you know what I mean? Or the most obvious example is hunger. All this spiritual bs flies out the window when you are hungry .you must get food. you can't stand the pain of hunger .

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Yes exactly. But I wasn't full of shit .I was just delusional. Meaning Leo has mindfucked me without a lube in that cursed Solipsism video which I cannot get out of my head yet .but some people here have guided me that you just believe what Leo said and didn't actually experience God. I'm deeeeeply sorry for misleading people with that 10k views thread .unfortunately I cannot hide it(delete it) because its been a while now .

Nahm is nothing. There Is no such thing as a Nahm.

I always have this realization just after waking up from a dream at night ..but the real bitch is making it with real life so to speak ..i want not and can not lose my sanity . When i read the title i immediately expected you blasted off on some drug ..but you just watched a bald head on YouTube talking English language which illiterate Chinese people don't understand. Thanks For sharing . Edit : don't kill yourself .

It's weird that 3hr of meditation and you posted that physical nonsense. Maybe you're meditating wrong .

@Breakingthewall why are you calling it stupid stuff ? You can't see any value or validity at all to these kinds of teachings ? Live and let other live too. You are extremely intellectual and left-brained and you want reality to be slicied like a mathematical formula. But People like those I mentioned are just sick and tired of life and just want to rest on the bed of the absolute .

@Breakingthewall relax . I said that's what neo adavaita army will say like VeganAwake..Princess Arabia and James123.

@Leo Gura you know what kind of response your comment may evoke from Neo-Advaita keyboard warriors: God is already all there is .you can't get it wrong .there is no point for God to realize God. It's all God. Its all the Self .whether you realize God or take a shit or have a wet dream about Mia Khalifa etc It's all suchness/absolute/God/love doing what it does.

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My reputation here has always been that I'm neither a materialist nor idealist .I oscillate back and forth between the two. I keep changing my metaphysical worldview every other day like changing pair of clothes. I'm a metaphysical chameleon. Consciousness is fundamental but without a brain inside your skull you go wasted so let's not get absolutely insane here. At the same time this very thought is consciousness. Conscious of brain or brain of consciousness? That's the question.

How do you know ?

I have lots of proplems with my career and college .i think I will join the military soon after graduation before even getting a job or getting married. I need some tough time to make me stronger as a man.thats just what i believe. The military is not bad for us (men)..i think every man should join it..it will make us more masculine and tough and more able to stand for ourselves in this tough world. No wonder why guys nowadays are losers. ofcourse this is not nessciarly our faults as individuals but the whole luxurious society when a guy sits on his ass all day eating doretos and drinking fanta and jerking off to porn like a little bitch in his mom's basement ..this kind of guy can't deal with tough reality when shit hits the fan..can't take responsibility for himself..let alone taking responsibility for a family(wife and kids). I feel like I need to join the military to get the necessary shock of struggle so i can become more of mature and strong man . But at the same time I'm kinda pussying about it because I want to live freely not doing any restrict tough daily routine . So I'm not sure what's the right decision here .

OK I see . My point once again I can't conceive of the end of suffering as long as forms and limitations and lack and need exist In this world . If death is pure fucking eternal sleep then unfortunately that's the only way to escape suffering permanently. And unfortunately death is just like sleeping you take a pause to refresh and then start all over again =reincarnation. But buddhism actually teaches Nirvana or permanent nothingness if you conquer desire .

Do you feel oh so cool and smart by writing such unholy mess ? Anyone can do this . I'm keeping it real with you . If you still haven't ruined your dick then go fuck some girls and cum your brains out inside of them ...and then you will delete your entire profile here.

Do you still have a functioning dick ? If so then shut up and carry on with life .

You're pretty awake imo. This comment is coming from outside the matrix . In case you want to kill yourself then what are you waiting for ? Aha you see you are scared like a bitch ..then you still have work to do.

No he isn't. You overthink the hell out of everything. he is a good guy even though he looks like a drug dealer from GTA. Lol jk .

So is hell metaphorical or literal/actual? As in ..hell refers to attachment to ego...or hell is a fire you gonna burn in after you die because you jerk off to hentai porn and that makes god angry?

@Sugarcoat so what ? I stopped caring. I experience excruciating pain in my chest and lungs because of smoking intensely for 9 years . I Haven't done a check-up but im 100% certain that I have a cancer tumor. Yet ..I stil smoke everyday like a mofo .

No . The suffering of this life is one thing and religious hell is something else . Its a blazing boiling lava and fireworks that will make your body go through a pain orgasm . My life is not that.

@James123 what is hell ?

Isn't that exactly the point that me and you have discussed in my thread about "can a psychedelic take you to the end of ends ?" I have no answer to that and that is why I posted that thread .I'm looking for an answer myself.

@Sugarcoat I read recently that the number one reason for why intellectual atheists deny the existence of God is because of the problem of evil or the existence of suffering in other words .if God exists and God is a loving..kind ..Good.. and merciful being and he is capable of creating a heaven for everything and everyone then why do we exist in this hell hole called this world?! And I think it's a fair question. Leo says God is Good but goodness is not what suits your egos needs but goodness is pure fucking indifference. Idk .. Requires some cosmic awakening.

@Sugarcoat I understand. and im sorry for my rude tone . I stand by my opinion though .I gave you the punchline..suffering ends only when you die(probably). What most people don't understand about Buddha is he wasn't seeking enlightenment as in seeking truth .he was seeking freedom from suffering. As the story says he saw a dead man and an old man and a disabled man and it shocked him to his bones that these things are inevitable .so he went to the woods seeking salvation in meditation. Do you think he has achieved it ? No . He cowardly teached detachment and abandoning desire because he thought desire is the cause of suffering. But where is Buddha right now ? He is dead and there is not a single bone left from him . The all mighty GOAT of spirituality couldn't end suffering. You think you can or these people can?