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@MutedMiles hi there. You quoted me in two topics in a short time. Do my post interest you ? If so i am glad . And thanks for sharing your thoughts. what you said here is not totally false . What i mean by accepting being a man is more obvious than obvious. Do you want me to break it down to you ? Girls live in their homes playing with their hair and experimenting with makeup and watching romance movies .then they get married and their lives is solved for good .the husband works and pays the bills and they just chill at home and raise the kids . Pretty comfy huh ? Whereas a man literally is under physical and mental stress virtually every day. Work and taking care of his family as he is the provider. Even if he is not married he is supposed to feed himself once he is 18+ . My question is simply are you happy with this role ?

Thanks . I stopped smoking completely for a good long period of time. Also stopped eating pretty much anything except high quality grilled sheep steak.

I have made several threads in the past here that I struggle with anxiety and panic attacks. And also about my addiction to smoking cigarettes. Thank god the panic attacks have vanished. They were a feeling of I'm about to lose my mind and my sanity and losing control over my whole body and collapsing .I don't want to get into details in describing what a panic attack is to not trigger other healthy people on here. So..like I said I'm cured now from panic attacks .all thanks to the medication I started taking a few years ago up until today (never missing a single day )..namely: Invega.. prozac.. Rivotril .. Zyprexa . my therapist prescribed them to me .and I'm taking them consistently since 3 years ago. However I still from time to time get anxious . I'm experiencing social anxiety whenever I go outdoors to do a simple task like going to grocery to pick some milk I feel tensed around people. When I go to sleep I feel anxiety and I experience a feeling of difficulty getting up from bed .I wake up at like 7 AM but I slack off and stay in bed doing nothing until 10 AM. It's like I want to keep sleeping for days and not see the light . I feel tired of daily routine .as if I'm 70 years old or something. Another problem I'm facing is OCD . I'm not gonna say what exactly is the OCD about or what is the thing that I'm obsessed about because I think it's embarrassing..but I'm confident to say I have OCD around a certain thing .I keep checking that thing repeatedly and unnecessarily even though my rational mind knows that there is no point in doing so but I can't help but check it out . So I need help with that as well . The final proplem is I stopped smoking for two months now ...no cigarettes..no Cigars ...no nicotine patch ..no vaping etc.. yet I still feel burning sensation in my chest around the lungs and heart area . I know 100% it's the side effects of years of smoking . But like I said I stopped smoking completely for idk maybe two months almost (I don't really count the days ) and I don't plan to ever get back to smoking again. Nobody obviously wants lungs cancer or heart attack . So..yeah ...these are some things I'm going through and I'm looking for advice .if anyone here can help me out please go ahead. Thanks !

@theleelajoker I talked to him .go back few pages and read my interaction with him.

@Never_give_up also stop kidding yourself about killing yourself. commiting suicide seems really logical only if: 1-there is literally no other solution to your problem in life even in theory . 2-the pain you are experiencing in life is bigger than fear of death . Are these two applicable to your life situation?

If you want to know what goes on after you die then go die and find out .that's how this works.

It's beyond me how is this question still unanswered for you . Experience is literally all that there is .it's another word for everything. Then you ask well and what the fuck is that ? And how the fuck do you expect anyone to know ? It doesn't get more direct than direct. Nobody knows what everything/Experience is but evryone are directly Experiencing experience/everything all the time and nothing else .

I mean let's fucking assume Solipsism is true ..what does that mean ? It means life works like a dream. In a dream you are the only real one and the entire world is imagined for you by you..except that you don't know it unless you become lucid or wake up. So bring this back to your so called real world .if Solipsism is true in the real world then you (actually me..Someone_here) are the only real one and everyone else is being imagined by me . But again I don't realize it . To realize it I either have to wake up from life which just means physical death to quit dancing around it . Or..I have to go balls into the steel with some toad juice extract or some shit ..and if I did I will be awake in the dream but do you realize how radical this is ? But this will end the dream as well. What happens when you become luicd in night dreams ? You get too excited but then you wake up immediately. So the point is that you can't be FULLY conscious of Solipsism being true and stay "alive ". This makes all solipsists full of shit even if Solipsism is true .

OK so the 100000000000000000000th Solipsism thread on this forum you guys and girls are ignorant sorry to say . You will never flesh this bitch called Solipsism out with logic and thought experiments. Leo himself said go trip a 100 times on 5 meo and then you will realize its only you masturbating . And even then he deleted the Solipsism episode because "people 💩" cannot handle it lol.

@Hojo oh yeahhhh I get it now ..so brilliant

OK I see . Sorry to hear about that . What ??

@Hojo but presumably you are Canadian. Isn't English your tongue's language? anyways they forced you to use comma instead of lumping together your monkey mind chatter but no one can force me to stop using dots instead of commas 😂. Actually I was very bad at English in school as well .I have no idea how I'm writing English right now or how I do it .I just do it like how i beat my heart . I Guess that may answer your question about god . Would you like to talk about god or English today ?

1-what ? 2-so they finally actually forced you to use comma 😂?

So first of all thanks for this response and input mate ..appreciate it 🙏. I want to extrapolate about the points you quoted . First of all I want to let you know that Leo is my role model in life (maybe also CR7) .I actually privately messaged him a life coaching request and he just replied coldly "I don't do coaching anymore ". I also have publicly on the forum asked him to talk to to him on Skype or WhatsApp or anything but he completely ignored the message twice .then I tried a third time with provoking statements " omg Leo I didn't know that you are so much introverted ". He didn't respond either . You know these weird times when Leo ignores your post directed towards him ? Double that by a 10000× and you get my feeling . About saying these are supposed to be the best years of my life is because when the fuck else am I going to enjoy life ? The more you age the more you lose zest for life . I'm already feeling it and I'm only approaching my 30s. I don't wake up hungry to eat the world with my energy so to speak .I wake up like "oh wow I had a series of vivid crazy dreams..now it's time to show up for the craziest one 😂 " You see people start to get "old " starting from age 40. After that life literally gets frozen . You can't make new neural pathways in your brain . If you are addicted to something it becomes especially difficult to quit .it becomes especially difficult to change your habits or routine.and when you get to 50s and 60s then it's time to think about death and what the fuck has this life of mine been all about . So it's only in 20s and 30s where you can get them money.. cars.. girls.. yachts and shit . Now or never for me . About putting the cart before the hourse by pursuing spiritual things instead of working on practical life . I want you to know something..I spend my entire day thinking what the hell is anything. Its literally out of my control . You notice me posting countless threads on the spirituality section about topics from this ilk . It just doesn't make sense to me at all why I exist or really anything at all. I've been lucky to stumble upon Leo Gura and Robert Adams..also maybe Osho and Peter Ralston .these people I feel share the same wonder I have towards existence and that's why I'm here doing what I'm doing .

1- I don't believe you actually did 2500 approaches. Are you fucking kidding me ? And if you actually did then I recommend cutting off your dick because you are obsessed with women and sexuality (obviously this is just harsh sarcasm so relax ,mods). 2- obviously you didn't get laid .what did you expect ..? Pulling a girl to your parent's house ? Its like " hey girl you look great ..I like your makeup and hairstyle ..would you like some fun..come join me in my mom's house lol 😂). Go for it .just keep in mind it's gonna do nothing to you In the end and not fulfil you . Fucking all the bitches in the world won't do anything for you.

@Carl-Richard I don't appreciate your advice .I don't like the tone .I opened up about a serious thing such as potential cancer (as serious as it gets )and you give me this reply?

Thank yall. A question here if anyone is interested...are you all at peace with being men? Do you like being a man ? Are you in good touch with your masculinity? I'm not talking about gender polarity or having a penis instead of a vagina here ..but just being a man in the sense that you are supposed to take responsibility for your life..and you are supposed to suffer your way through life and repress your childish feminine emotions and you have to work and experience the full brutality of life etc

@Breakingthewall very poetic and elegant as usual, mister Beethoven. I'm just saying some "truths " cannot and should not be said ..people might kill themselves. Just respect the mystery of life and don't try to unravel the whole dam thing it's impossible.

Dance ? I say let's go get fucked better . You don't realize the consequences of what you yourself are saying 👻.

@zurew I'm speaking my mind .I could be wrong .also I'm not at the same level of accuracy and technicality as you . Sorry 🙏 I have nothing to add to this conversation anymore.

I never opened up before about this ..I've actually stopped smoking for more than two months now ..but i'm losing sleep over the fact that there is an unbelievable pain in my lungs..I'm afraid to get a checkup which might reveal that I have cancer. I've been smoking for exactly 9 years now . Half a pack per week. Marlboro Gold (very high in nicotine not a cigarette for sissies). What should I do ? Can you give me advice regarding that ? I don't interact especially with mom.she is a psychiatrist. Well not the the head doctor but a nurse in a psycward . She is scary. The rest of my family are married and have their lives together so they just talk to me every long time . No friends face to face .exactly that . Only on the internet I interact with People.

@Sincerity @Hojo @Princess Arabia just messing around with ya,guys. Nice Post BTW. I'm a nice guy .

Nice that aliens rape him ? You must be a naughty girl.

I will tell you the difference between doing traditional science and Leo's Science aka metaphysics. Science is about empirical knowledge.. metaphysics is a priori knowledge . Science is about contingent facts... Leo's work is about necessary truths Science is about physical objects..Leo's also about physical objects but also abstract objects if they exist..like God..and its up to you to believe if such thing exist For these reasons it's considered futility to discuss Leo's definition of science by modern epistemologists because it seems unprovable whereas science is all about empirical verification.

Some next level koans here 😂.