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Reminds me of creampie.

If you have another explanation I'll be forever thankful for your all knowing ass .

I didn't say its not good .In fact since it exists then its absolute goodness. I said something totally unrelated to all that bs you and sugarpie are saying. What have you eaten for breakfast today guys ? Use your mind a lil bit to think .

@Schizophonia this isn't about addressing the behavioural changes in lifestyle to quit porn. I'm not saying you should quit porn because it's illuminati or because midget and child porn exist .i don't care about that nonsense. It is about discovering what is porn .

@Sugarcoat there is no value to anything said against porn unless you grasp what porn actually is . All this neuroplasticity and Gary Wilson Reboot nonsense is not going to save young men's asses from the biggest trap in the digital era.you need to have a solipsistic pornographic awakening where you become one with your dick/or vagina and the universe disappears. 😂 naaah I'm just kidding around . No worries you can share those cute things .just that they have nothing to do with my purpose here .this is why I didn't post this in the dating section but in the awakening section.

@Sugarcoat has absolutely nothing to do with what I said cupcake.

@Breakingthewall no I'm sorry didn't mean to troll you. I trust you .just tell it to me in a sentence or two .

Why are you loling to him ? This feeds him to keep on his unfunny spamming.

I have no idea what you are talking about . Also ..I have no idea whether you have or don't have an idea what you are talking about . What do you want to say ?

@Anton Rogachevski your tone doesn't strike me as "serious "lol. Maybe I'm being the cringey one by making a big deal out of these questions..idk..and for you there'd be no point in actually getting an answer . No one can give you the bottom line of life. And you know this. So you're not going to get any satisfaction asking yourself or others over and over a question for which there is no answer. All it does is lead you to dwell on it and make yourself more depressed and frustrated.

Yes but actually no .its these kind of questions which cannot be answered by "others" .only by you . You are asking the most fundamental questions that the human mind can ask and you are treating it like a chit chat in a Café between drunk teenagers. I did analyse your questions a bit and gave you guidelines but you ignored em. Honestly i don't know the answers i dont actually know anything anymore which is really has always been the case but i needed to just face it head on and accept it .Often times I suddenly get hit with the realization that I’m alive.. and that this absurd and baffling world is real.. and it freaks me out to levels I can’t describe You should look more into absurdism. The idea that existence is irrational and meaningless and the search for understanding will put you into conflict with nature.

So you are a jew ? Damn I knew it . No i meant it would be a real sign of our insanity if we debated who's more nuts . With all honesty I'm not convinced that anyone else can "out-insane" me ?😂 Try me !.

Dissect it into three questions: -what is "knowing "? -is knowing even possible? -if it is possible what are the methods by which you can know stuff? Be careful not to speculate but actually come up with examples of stuff you "think " you know in your life and describe how do you know them . Well..real can't be reduced to something more fundamental like words or definitions. It's just reality .I can't give you a definition. You'd first have to figure out if things exist out there objectively or just as qualia . It can't.

Lol imagine if we actually started an argument about who's more insane 😂?

Lol.

I know that im insane and that everyone are insane and that everyone and everything is full of shit and nobody knows anything and that this is gonna be the case forever.. What's new here ?

mate , these are good questions that only you can answer for Yourself. I do have my own answers but you're not gonna like them .

Just stop posting about hell and insanity and god knows what else .why not post about goodness ..love ..happiness..heaven? Why are you endlessly wandering about hell realms and this and that imagined fantasy of the unknown..? Truth is we don't know. Start here. Don't speculate about "well since existence is infinity then it follows logically that hell exists and square-triangles 🔽 exist" It's not that. It isn't that because that doesn't exist. That imagined future state does not and cannot exist. And it would be unimaginably terrible if anything remotely like it could and did exist. It would be a state so incredibly painful and evil that it is worse than any death one can imagine. Buddhist's goal is called Nirvana. Nirvana is simply a death without rebirth. It would be a lifeless nothingness so extreme that nothing could come out of it ever again . And that awful absurd lifelessness is what some people desperately do their best to imagine when they imagine a heaven..aren't they ? Do you enjoy anything more than a nice deep sleep ? "Heaven" is to wake up every day..look around at your world..and honestly say "When I think about heaven.. I imagine THIS" that is inner peace. That is true happiness. That is nirvana. That is heaven. It is to be in heaven and know it's heaven.

I'm 27.

Thanks brother. Leo is "insane " by his own admission. He made a thread a while ago titled "so I achieved insanity ". I'm not saying insanity is bad or good .I'm just saying I don't want to lose my last two semblance of sanity 😂. I checked the vid quickly..when he said "the illusion of finite object " I went " nah I'm fine " lol.

Haven't watched it yet but I stopped watching Leo's videos a while ago simply because they are bad for my mental health .

Confusion . Is what I'm feeling . Nothing does it ..nothing is revealing . I stare darkness into the eyes . I look forward to the stars. I yearn for infinite joy..yet it doesn't sound appealing . To the ego that keeps its tales spinning and wheeling . One second I'm happy...the second after it I'm sad ..the second after it I'm bored ..the second after it I'm confused. I'm being smashed like a glass ceiling. When will everything be resolved forever if time is indeed "real-ing "? Or maybe That's the wrong expectation ..and whatever "THIS" is ..is endless confusion which is ever concealed and concealing .

With New Eyes I lay still as if I were a breathing corps. My heartbeat reminds me I still live. My mind wanders aimlessly; It drifts in and out of the borders of valid conception, and withers to its content. Am I alive, or waking from a prolonged dream? These thoughts contradict my understanding of this world. They break the grips of my reality, and plunge me into the unknown. Although the notion tinges a world of fear. My perspective shifts; My consciousnesses fades away and is vibrantly replaced by a wave of blissful euphoria. This is a strange existence. Time is irregular; It means nothing here. Days seem like seconds; minutes seem like weeks. O' to what a mishap, a folly happenstance, a fringe to conventionality. To who or what pleasure do I owe? Part of me wishes to leave this place. Albeit a part wishes to remain. I am in love with this realm, yet I know there is somewhere else that I must be. So now I set sail to find the world that I came from; with a pleasant gift from the one I left. I look upon an old existence with new eyes.

This is a journal for quoting passages from Robert Adams (an American spiritual teacher who died in the 90s) and from the Quran (Islam's holy book ). I will post a quote here daily (hopefully) and analyze it and try to apply the wisdom in my life .

No shit . You're saying the obvious here .I understand that from the absolute level there is nothing to search for and all is well just as it is . But if we talk a lil bit from unenlightened perspective then it makes sense to seek money ..comfort ..happiness etc and not seek to be slaughtered to death right ?