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@Husseinisdoingfine great to hear man. Smoking is stupid. I've read your posts you are a Fucking genius and young ..Don't ruin your life with stupid vices. You got this 👍

@Rishabh R well better not to start .all these vices like porno and smoking are not healthy. Not a happy ending down that road buddy . @caspex thank you mate . Your words made me sparkle .

@caspex you don't understand. Once that Nicotine has "rested " in your bloodstream..it's literally no different than a hardcore drug addiction . every heroin junkie knows that eventually he is gonna overdose or kill himself slowly but he still inject that fucking poison into his veins .why ?

-Actualized.org videos and forum -cigarettes. -porn. -video games . -music. That's right . I swear by all the God's and goddesses in human history that I'm doing my best. Maybe I should join the military if I hit rock bottom .

I'm not sure if you're serious or just joking around .. but in case you're for real ..I would say throw it straight to the garbage can .you don't know what you're getting yourself into .

Lol. I say you should really consider giving it a shot instead lol jk. Well I'm trying . Started a journal about it already.

I smoke Marlboro Red . Tried Marlboro Gold as well. You should definitely care about ciggies btw . It tastes like heaven .haha but it's extremely addictive plus obviously bad for your health which is why I asked if it's not against guidelines since this is self improvement forum .

Can we talk about best cigarettes brands in India?

That's weak sauce and human chimp spirituality. If you are not conscious of rat alien shemale mikey mouse consciousness then you are not fully awake.

Leo's mumbo-jumbo is infinite 😁

Bro this" no self no free will" stuff was the trend like a decade ago . Now we have alien shemale consciousness. Please catch up

That's so 2018

Oh hello hello . Indian fellow here .

It was a bad insight . That basically life only gets worse as you grow up . Idk why .but the more I grow up and mature I discover the ugly face of life . We were in absolute heaven when we were children. My anxiety rises in tandem with age . Also experience fatigue and accumulated stress took a toll on me .and like I said the older you get ..it gets worse .

I don't. But one of my purposes in life is getting married and raising kids . Unfortunately I know firmly that it's a long road ahead of me . @Hojo familiar with Emil Cioran ?

Guys i think there is a meta issue happening here .you are trying to figure existence out while overlooking that you are interwoven into it.This is akin and reminded me about the measurement problem in quantum physics. You can't measure the state of a system without "disturbing " the system. More accurately..whenever you measure a system..you are merging with it to create a hybrid system. You can't disentangle the observer from the observed. It's all tangled up in itself lol

@Leo Gura no not at all ..no arguing Leo . If interested give this simple book a quick read ..you can finish it in a day max. https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&opi=89978449&url=https://www.nodualidad.info/recursos/pdf-libros/You-were-never-born.pdf&ved=2ahUKEwiIh_nQ88WKAxWegP0HHRvvFu8QFnoECBYQAQ&usg=AOvVaw157QXEPdqWSOtPYjBbo08c

The passage doesn't talk about state of consciousness..it is talking about the fact that whatever is absolutely true or our true nature is already here . You can't argue against this obvious fact .

That's kindergarten. I expected something more traumatising. Dude I've discovered that everything and everyone are full of shit when I was 8 years old

sounds tough bro . Tell me the most harsh radical truth you've ever discovered. I want my reality ripped apart . No Christmas gifts for me I guess

Yup.. that's why I said "people seek truth because they think by getting to truth they will get happiness". I'm not denying this . Doesn't that reveal that happiness is of greater value than truth? What we are really after is simply feeling good .we don't want nothing to do with truth .we just want to feel awesome . Am I wrong here ? Can truth and happiness seeking be separated? Is The reason why you ultimately can't separate truth from happiness is because truth is not something we need to "accept" (ultimately)? Because if it is .. it means that there's resistance to it. And if there's resistance to it..it means that there's still some breathing room for dualities (subtle as they may be). Truth is supposed to be so absolute that it will not leave you any room for doubt or "not accepting". You understand what I mean? My struggle with accepting solipsism as truth means I'm deluded and are now suffering because of it (which is literally the number one reason for suffering in general).

Let's just suppose that truth is an awful thing or bad news .would you sacrifice your happiness to know the truth at any cost or would you deny the awful truth to live in delusional happiness? what If truth turns out to be the last thing you ever wanted as it was revealed to me that truth is solipsism. And it means you are absolutely alone as God?

@Javfly33 is your goal in spiritual work to achieve Truth or lasting happiness and freedom from suffering? (I call the first awakening and the latter liberation) And why can't the two be combined?

Ever wondered how in the fuck does all of THIS function so seamlessly and perfectly without any (apparent) controller? How does the sun rise every morning ? How do the planets orbit around the galaxy ? How do birds find their food every day? As Robert Adams says there is a mysterious power that knows how to care of everything . When this is seen ..there is no longer life nor death.