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Will do. Thanks.

I think I'm not attached to be right I'm exploring with others and more than open to change my mind if something makes me do so. And also I have put down the intellectual level and the preconceived ideas about what awareness is. I'm talking direct experience without adding any intellectual filters. I'm just stating my direct experience as it is unedited. Thers is no place for "other's awareness" in my direct experience and that's just how it is. This doesn't mean that I'm a solopsist. It just means thers is no method whatsoever via which I can access Serotoninluv's avatar and check whether he is aware or not. BTW all this is starting to give me anxiety lol. So I will leave it at there.

@Galyna thanks for the resource.. But did you just assume my age lol ?

Hell yeah.

Don't disturb the illusion. Don't punch it and run away. Even if separation is illusory it was made for some purpose. Don't stay in the middle. Kill the illusion altogether or play by it's rules.

I do lol. BTW I only posted one thread about Solipsism so I Don't understand why people accuse me of rambling about it a lot lol.

Not much in the practical level. I still have to deal with others assuimg that they are aware. But if knew they aren't that might make my connections with people weaker.. Imagine looking into someone's eyes and realizing there's no one there. That's freaky!. I already know it's undebunkable so I think I'm done arguing about it.

When you say "go discover the answer directly".. what should I do? . If I'm going to be honest the answer directly from my direct experience is "only me is certain to exist and others can't be proven for certain to exist.. They might exist but can't be proven". I already know that this is the only possible answer. But I'm just kinda going with the flow here Clinging to your pov of how can I discover answers can also get me trapped .

Can you name for me Just few hundreds of these millions please lol ??

@Galyna I can intuite there's something beyond the mind and the answers to big existential questions are probably beyond the intellectual level. But for now I all have is the intellectual tool. But the intellect is not completely useless tho. As for my avatar.. I think I will use the question mark as one to provoke you even more .

I'm not trying to convince myself of something. That would mean I already know the truth and try to verify it. I'm trying to discover the truth. Regarding solipsism.. All I see and can ever see is my own mind and I can't know for certain whether other human beings have an internal experience of awareness like mind or are they just a product of my own mind. You tried to clarify it here but I didn't get convinced. I'm not even sure what is the point you are trying to make.. Are there others or not?

@Preetom thanks for your trying to clarify. I'm still not convinced but I appreciate your effort tho.

Alright. But why you seem annoyed by my questions? . Get used to it because you gonna hear a lot of them in the future ?

Thanks you for your replies guys. All helpful stuff!

How to Deal with anger and neurotic reactions to people? . Like when talking in a situation I get triggered easily and get lost in arguments and trying to prove myself right ( not in a healthy manner but when it turns into a fight over who's right and who's wrong). I feel like I'm so attached to prove myself right to people or appearing as the dominant man. Not allowing anything to outweigh me from others. I noticed this is unrealistic way of approaching life. Ps. I'm not talking about what I'm doing in this forum I think these are healthy discussions. I'm talking about fights and arguments in daily life over trivial stuff.

"there is only I AM as Consciousness and all knowledge must be derived from that.". In other words I don't have access to anything other than my Consciousness. But then you go on to saying "this Consciousness Is prior to the the universe and the imaginary separate mind". How did you discover that? According to the first statement it would be impossible to discover such thing. I hope you can clarify this.

As Leo says " there is no other game in town". Either arrive at infinite self understanding or keep spinning. It's just my intuition that I'm capable of infinite self understanding. I am here and the universe gave me this gift of intellect and the ability and "desire" to understand . It would be ungrateful to not use it.

Thank you. Then it's just a hypothesis unless you verify it.

Prove to me that you are Conscious!

You stated that what you are is an infinite creative consciousness that is simultaneously creating infinite separate minds. Is that just a belief and a concept or a direct experience?. Can you experience anything other than your own mind?

Yes which is why you are just repeating beliefs and afraid to take the inquiry seriously. Understandable.

You started the inquiry with good questions but it seems Iike you just want to verify an already existent paradigm or way of thinking. There is nothing wrong with that. You can believe what you want. But you didn't actually answer anything IMO.

"If ". But how do you know that?. Infinite creative potential of consciousness is just an idea you are creating and believing. Where is this in direct experience?

You don't get it. Let's suppose you are dreaming right now and trying to find out if anything exists outside your mind. You come to someone in your dream and ask them all these questions.. Do you realize that if you are actually dreaming nothing they will ever say can prove anything because their answers are themselves part of your own mind's creation?. Solipsism is undebunkable.