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Well maybe because I'm a knowledge addict weirdo lol.

Nope. Not yet. On chapter 14 currently. Been procrastinating a little bit lol.

And all you will ever know . that's even more important.

Thanks. I think it's something about the phone. I can easily delete it if I'm using the PC.

Sorry I can't edit this repetition for some reason lol. But anyways: Understanding comes and goes. Experience doesn't. I'm experiencing reality all the time obviously that's one. And understanding can be true or false. Experience is always true. That makes experience absolute truth and understanding relative and second order compared to the experience itself as itself. Now by that I don't mean the context of the experience or the interpretation that you give to your experience.. That's all concepts and understanding which is relative and can be false but the fact of there being experience happening at all is the only undeniable truth there is. Therefore the only absolute truth there is. For example you might be dreaming right now.. Who knows? But that's the context of the experience.. It could be a dream or anything else.. But the fact that this experience right here is happening right now is absolutely true and can't be falsified. Making it absolute truth. In this video Leo asked Peter Ralston about how can we trust our experience being an absolute truth and I think Ralston was trying to say exactly what I'm saying here but in a different formulation.

You know what I'm talking about

Imagine trying to explain to a kid what does sex feel like?. You can give him all sorts of metaphors and examples from his own experience of pleasurable stuff (candy.. Ice cream etc). But he's not gonna really understand it untill he actually experience it. The same with understanding reality. It turns out the best way to understand reality is to experience reality. Understanding is good but it's always going to be limited and partial. You can explain parts of reality in terms of another.. But you will never be able to unravel the whole thing because your understanding itself is part from the whole.. So you have to unravel yourself in the way lol. Understanding the whole can only be realized through nonunderstanding

@Mu_ @VeganAwake ?❤️

Whatever appears to be believed or said or experienced or thought about this or anything else is whatever is appearing. It's not under the control of No one. It can appear as it wish. It doesn't matter. Truth is ever present.

I didn't put anything nowhere. Everything is already in it's place as it is and I'm observing it.

I will copy paste the answer to someone else who asked a similar question : It doesn't matter. This is this and it is what it is and that's that. Whatever appears to be believed about these questions is whatever is appearing. It can appear as it wish. It's all Truth.

This is the real deal. I can't be deceived by logic anymore. It doesn't get "realer " than this. Reality itself is awakening. Dissect it however you want or don't.. Awakening is all that exists. I'm not denying your higher levels of consciousness and the multiverses and all that. I just discovered the only thing that could ever possibly fucking exist. Actuality. Call it consciousness it doesn't matter. This is it. If this is not it then what else is it if there isn't anything but it? Lol. BTW. Thank you very much for everything you do and your videos. You have no fucking idea what you are contributing to mankind.

Try to get it because I won't repeat it again lol. This is literally all that exists and will ever exist and can possibly exist. It's all encompassing. It includes the realization of God and the nonrealization of God as well. Many people will live and die without having a clue about God and all that fancy stuff. This is much larger than that. If you just take what you call "the realization of God" as the only truth then sorry I don't want that because your truth is so small compared to my truth that already includes your truth and much more.

It doesn't matter. This is this and it is what it is and that's that. Whatever appears to be believed about these questions is whatever is appearing. It can appear as it wish. It's all Truth.

Soultion : Stop reading what I'm saying then. Simple isn't it? Go crack your head over this question for another million years and if you find any ultimate answer other than this let me know ?

Why believe the truth when you can see the truth? ?

It doesn't matter what I realize or what I don't realize. Since actuality is the only thing that exist then I'm also actuality. My realizations can come and go all they want. They are nothing but actuality itself.

I didn't say any of that here so I think you are totally off-track or you should be replying in another thread. And again all these cool ideas are not more true than this thing here.

There is no no need to collapse into actuality or anything else. Actuality is the only thing that exists. Omg what the hell did i just discover =the most obvious thing ever lol

Exactly!. This is the most deep insight ever and the most obvious one also lol.

Again you don't get it. I'm not denying these possibilities. Anything is possible. But all that is relative truths. Conceptual in nature until the moment it becomes actual. To talk about that we have to use concepts which are second order derivative from the only absolute truth that there is.. which is this.

All that is bullshit woo woo beilefs that you heard someone else saying. You have no direct experience of any of that. You are sacrificing actual reality (this thing here) for these stupid fantasies in your head?? Really sad.

You can indulge in hedonism for another zillion years and still it won't be worthwhile in your eyes. Because no matter what you do you will always be back here with this. You can't escape this. Happiness is achieved when you realize there is really nothing to do and nowhere to go lol.

I believe it's Osho. Just looking at his eyes is enough to make you enlightened.

I knew it lol.