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Don't know about heavy metals etc. But to cure OCD you have to first identify the OCD thought as an OCD thought. Write them down. Come up with a list of all your OCD thoughts. And then tell yourself whenever you get these thoughts you are not going to react to them. You will just let them arise and go like you are hearing some noises in the streets. Or clouds passing. You can't really control the cloud. You can either react or withhold. If you keep reacting you will get stuck deeper in the thought loops. The only solution is to not react to the OCD thought no matter how intense it is and often it arises. Best luck!

@snowyowl thanks man. No haven't tried any therapy or detoxing yet. I think I should.

What is this nonsense? If I'm a mod.. This thread would've disappeared from existence at the same moment it appeared like quantum telepathy lol . But sure it seems Leo and the mods are far tolerant with nonsense these days than before. ?

Also from reading some of your posts here.. I think you need to heal some trauma. You are always kinda upset about something or someone or some people. You seem to lack acceptance. Not sure if it's for yourself or for others. But you are a bit harsh in your attitudes sometimes whether about Trump or "narcissistic" people (whatever that means) lol. Etc. So be careful with your vibe. If that's how you deal with people in real life that can be the actual reason you attract hatred and trolling. Got nothing to do with your appearance.

Nothing much you can do to them. Just ignore them and cut your relationship with them. Or insult them back first. And then cut out with them. What's important is your own opinion about yourself. And here radical self honesty is required. Do you think you are ugly? Answer that for yourself. If you genuinely don't think so then why should you give a fuck about what people say about your appearance?. If you do think you're ugly.. Do you think That matters? Or that defines who you are as a person? Did anyone choose their appearance? Obviously not. So how is it sensible to mock someone for something they didn't choose. It's like mocking a born blind person for being that way! So even if you are ugly that has zero negative value on you As a person. You know our bodies are just masks we are wearing for a while. Don't let it determine who you are. You can do a surgery and completely change your appearance upside down and become beautiful. Does that change your inner self? No. You are not a merely some skin and flesh.

Exactly. Good boy getting woke lol ?

To the extent I hold it as so.

@Guru Fat Bastard that's true only to the extend you hold it as true. Which is rather short.

@Lyubov How to forgive the worst people in society?.... there is no people!. It comes to mind the story of the Buddha when someone spat on his face one day. and he came the next day asking for forgiveness. Buddha said :“Well, why? You didn’t do anything so how can I excuse you? What did you do? What wrong you have done?” The man replied, “Yesterday I spat in your face!" Buddha replied :" That person is not here now. ". This is really a powerful way to look at it.

There isn't inside the organism an entity that understands stuff and holds this understanding. All smoke in the air. So in fact no body understands anything . Because there is no body home in the first place. #brown bear lol @Shin

Still craving and still coughing and have some pain in my chest especially when sleeping and after meals. Keep in my mind I used to smoke so intense. 7 packs a week is just too much. I know my lungs are deeply affected. I can't run without losing my breath. So it's gonna take some time to recover from all that.

27 days

Man my lungs still hurt. I have moments of short breathing while sleeping it's affecting my ability to sleep. I hope this Will get better soon.

@Moksha do you not sleep? Jk lol ?

1 yes. 2 yes and no .

Free will is a total horseshit . If you pay attention to your experience you will notice that. I like this experiment.. Try to stop your thoughts and movements for just few seconds.. And notice how your body will carry on thinking and moving on its own. It can be a very scary experience. You have zero control over your body. I had a hard time with this realization few months ago. I thought Im losing my mind.

Just stop watching the garbage. It has the association because it is addiction.

Nothing exists except the stuff that is occurring in your (my) direct experience in the NOW. Existence =NOW. Ideas about here and there.. Now and then and back then.. Up there and down here..themselves must occur NOW for them to be just more concepts occurring again NOW. I like what @Gesundheit said. It's not that there is an absolute static truth about whether "Mars" "exists".. There is no such thing as "Mars".. For all you know mars could be exploding and getting destroyed now.. So it exists at one point and it doesn't exist in the next moment. How about when you are dreaming and completely lost in your dream..mars doesn't exist in the context of your dream world. Just like a flying spaghetti monster does not exist in this world as far as we can tell.. But who knows maybe it exists in some other dimension! You see it's all relative. Identity itself is relative to time and change. Existence itself is relative to a frame of reference and to an observer. So does mars exist? Yes and no without a doubt relative to whatever you imagine this question even "means" lol. But don't go looking for an absolute answer. No idea is absolute.

"The nothing that you think isn't the nothing I'm talking about" ?.

LOL. The proplem is you have false assumptions about what consciousness is. Long story short.. It doesn't matter what happens to your body. Even if you annihilate your body with a nuclear weapon.. You won't die. Cuz you were never the body to begin with. Free will lol. The free will question these days just brings me to laughter.

Find out.

@The0Self "there is no you" is only half the story. Yes there is no separate self. Which just means there is no self vs other than self. It's all the Self with capital S representing all of existence.

Not so fast grasshopper. This is just a conditioned Belief of yours. Gotta drop them beliefs bro lol . If you are being honest and observe what's happening.. After this body dies you will find yourself in another body. Your body will go cycling in nature and then eventually it will become a sperm and an egg and boom.. Here you are being born again. In fact this is happening RIGHT NOW. You are everything. And this is not a belief. Even from a physical scientific perspective this is true. Apparently. Lol @VeganAwake ❤️

It sucks. Unfortunately there is nothing you can "do". Your body becomes disabled for a short while. You just wait for it to end and try to not panic. The most scary part is if you wake up in a wrong or uncomfortable position.

Yes! That doesn't contradict what I said. A lie is a lie.