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I'm done with that . Its gonna require something more than no self awakenings. I'm already aware that there is "nobody home ". I am pure awareness of the present moment.. I am not a person.. My name is not me.. I am not a male or femal lol.. I have no personality.. I am not good or bad.. I am not sane or insane.. I have no characteristics.. I am not the doer of deeds or sayer of sayings.. I am the pure awareness of all these things. Inside of me.. There is an infinite regress of infinite regresses.. All my actions are 100 % unpredictable.. Everything about me is false.. I am nothing objective.. I am a mystery. Yet it doesn't seem to cut it when it comes to stuff like transcending the fear of death or the fear of suffering.

I obviously can't live like that. Nor am i seeing myself living up to that idea in the near or far future. But you can say its my "dream ". I want to be liberated ..that means not caring if I live or die . Its gonna take some work no doubt about it.

😂 lol. Well..everything is literally liberation..everything is absolute perfection and it will never be anything else. But does that mean that from the perspective of a human everything is equal ? Hell no . Yes you can spend your whole life going to the pub and fucking bitches and sniffing Cocaine etc but that's only gonna create negative karma and when you die you will be pulled back into a new body via reincarnation. And there is never gonna be an end to suffering for you. You will probably say it doesn't matter either ..but in fact it does matter to you as a human . If you are in god-mode 24/7 high on nothingness then you can speak of everything being already liberation 👍.

@Javfly33 are you aware of the intrinsic beauty of all of reality no matter what it is ? I'm not speaking only of the "shiny " stuff like roses and rainbows but literally every piece of reality is infinitely beautiful even a piece of dog shit .

@Javfly33 I really like the direction you're heading towards recently . I can "sense " that a huge change has occurred in your psyche. Keep it up man 👆 interesting posts .

Do you plan on going there more times consistently? You are a seeker . You should aim to be a disciple and ultimately a devotee. For that you need to find a spiritual guru .

@Keryo Koffa back at ya friend ! Leo is so sexy for creating such a forum . No homo ofc hehe . But I've learned a lot from everyone here including you . Keep it up guys . Much love 🙏

The kingdom of heaven is within you." (Luke 17:21) "You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye, and tooth for tooth.’ But I tell you, do not resist an evil person. If anyone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to them the other cheek also." (Matthew 5:38) “You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be children of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Are not even the tax collectors doing that? And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others? Do not even pagans do that?" (Matthew 5:43) "Don't worry about tomorrow. It will take care of itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." (Matthew 6:34) "Do not judge others, and you will not be judged. Do not condemn others, or it will all come back against you. Forgive others, and you will be forgiven." (Luke 6:37) "Do not judge, or you will be judged. For with the same judgment you pronounce, you will be judged; and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you." (Matthew 7:1) Feel free to share yours 🙏

Hehe unfortunately we have no solid evidence that Jesus really said these things because Luke and other folks have compiled and wrote these after Jesus' death . There is no solid evidence that Jesus even existed . But I find these sayings very enlightening. Jesus himself was a Masochist

Your subjective experience of the world right now is the only thing you know for sure ..agree or not ? I'm talking about epistemological solipsism not metaphysical solipsism..so I said the only thing you can be "sure" about..so I'm coming down to you and leaving room for something existing outside of your conscious experience..but upon inspection..is there such thing really? I mean look at it really ..wide your gaze and look around you ..this stuff that you perceive is obviously being experienced by you ..its happening within awareness..within your awareness. Close your eyes ..everything disappeared. Open them again ..they reapear .etc Go to sleep..the whole universe goes poof and collapse as if it never even existed for at least 8 hours (but from your POV it was a blink of an eye .) I mean how the hell am I wrong here ? You dream every single night ..you experience a fantastic array of various colorful dreams similar if not identical to the waking state ...yet once you wake up everything in the dream is revealed to be a creation of your own mind/awareness/subconscious mind etc or however the fuck you wanna think about it .

Prove empirically that anything exists outside of your conscious experience. See how it goes .

Good one. "Do to others as you would have them do to you" -Luke .6:31

I became conscious that there is no difference between real life and a dream . I'm done with that distinction. It can't be unseen. It would make you happy because you realize all of your problems and worries are illusory . Thanks for the question.

@Davino stop it ! I'm awake and I haven't touched a drug my whole life.

That belief is the core belief that prevents people from awakening. You really really believe in an objective external reality which exists independently of your conscious experience .but there is no evidence whatsoever about that ..nor could there ever be ..Because all you will ever have of reality is your own conscious experience. Which is identical to a dream. Because a dream is also a conscious experience without an objective substance behind it . And realization of identical nature between a dream and "real life " is awakening. About the "infinity" stuff..I have no idea what you're getting at .

What do you mean "why "? I'm expressing my own subjective opinion and experience with porn.

The bottom line about porn is it is one of the most disgusting and despicable nonsense to ruin your goddam life with . Anyone who has dived deeply into porn knows Exactly what I'm talking about . I said it before porn is runned by satanic forces . The only problem is it feels good .

I agree . Meat is the shit .I've tried vegan diet before and felt like a flimsy weak kid. Once I started eating beef again I regained my energy.

Great . But just wait until life slaps you with a disease or insane suffering..you will come back to God again .

Spiritual baloney. Are you happy when you are reaaaaaally hungry for example?

@Princess Arabia don't you understand that I'm God and that I invented you ? And that without me you'd cease to exist ? Watch this short movie ..it's of a guy who thinks his life is a dream and everyone are characters in his mind (typical solipsism) . Give it a watch .it's short. But trippy.

@Salvijus enough 😂.

Nobody can stare for more than 10.

Well. The answer to your OP is not that complicated..you are seeking happiness. But is happiness found outside yourself in the world or is it found within? A question to ponder.i don't claim to have the answer .

Of course what I did .namely ..staring at a wall for 10 hours without being occupied with anything else .