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It's called masturbation

Yes it does. No it doesn't. No it does. Yes it doesn't.

@Mason Riggle those technicalities don't matter

Taking a good shit

@chedegaard agreed

A little thought experiment.. You don't experience time when you are sleeping. Hours pass and to you it feels like nothing. What If you slept for 5000 years or died during that time and then woke up.. From your pov it will be as a blink of an eye. No time have passed from your pov. Yet 5000 years have passed on earth. Even an eternity can pass on earth and the entire world might end.. Yet from your pov it will be as a blink of an eye. This means time has no existence and no relevance without you. Without an observer that feels time. That's why when you die the whole world will die with you. Because the whole of eternity will happen in a blink of an eye. This made me realize that there is only me. I'm completely alone as God. I'm the only thing that exists. And what is not relevant to me simply does not exist. This is mind blowing and terrifying.

Agreed. Knowing that intellectually doesn't seem to bring the search to an end though.

No. It cannot be defined because it is the most fundamental.

In Buddhism they Believe in reincarnation and karma. You keep incarnating after death until you pay all your karma and then you stop and cease to exist completely. That state of cessation and nothingness is called "nirvana ". It's basically a form of salvation and being free from the sufferings of life. (because according to Buddhism, life is suffering). What do you think of the Buddhist narrative? And what is your own definition of nirvana?

You tell me. From the 1st person pov it doesn't pass.. It happens instantly. You might sleep three days and from your pov it will be as a blink of an eye. Consciousness and direct experience are self-evident. Time is relative. And conceptual. Maybe you need to take a short look at einstein's relativity.

Consciousness. Awareness. Pure I AM. Ness. Time is relative to an observer. What do you mean by "absolute time "?

It's actually terrible. Im fully aware right now that I'm alone for eternity. I'm speaking about "me" as consciousness itself. Not the ego (the "I" thought).

The 3d person is couched inside and depends upon the 1st person and not the other way around.

What do you mean "to save ourselves to lose ourselves"?

How do you know? After all you imagine nightmares. There is no difference between me and you. I am looking through your eyes right now.

@Thought Art whoever it is that is aware in this world right now reading these words is the only consciousness there is. It's the SAME thing as in a dream. Only you imagining everything.

There is only You.

Direct experience. What else? You know you are alive (for example) by directly experiencing it. There is no need for any of that. No guessing or believing is required when you have direct access to reality exactly as it is all the time.

@VeganAwake what's wrong with knowing stuff? Are you epistemological nihilist? Do you believe all acquisition of knowledge is impossible?

@Eternal Unity thanks .

How can I realize this? Because it seems like the existence ls full of suffering and not always blissful.

What do you mean by "God" and by "conscious universe"?

@Zigzag Idiot lol. It means no conscious observation at all. No humans and no animals etc. To illustrate that consciousness is fundamental.

How do you know that i take abilify?

Especially negative emotions. To suppress or express them? For example.. If one is feeling like crying .. Should he let himself feel it to the fullest or suck it up?