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It's not that you have no free will. It's that you don't exist and free will is just a thought.

Because we are always chasing some better state in the future (time). And never satisfied with just what's present.

Is it tho? Or is it more of a belief /assumption?

Beautiful bro ?

@habed345 how do you know death is real?

No.

Metaphysically speaking.. Nonduality means there is only one substance out of which everything is made :namely consciousness.

Because It might seem that I didn't offer an alternative.. This is my take regarding exactly how I view existing... there is no difference between something and nothing. But since you think existence is something.. I have to tell you it's nothing. This present moment exists nowhere. It's not happening in a universe or a computer simulation or anywhere else. No one created this. There is no explanation and never will be an explanation. There is no mechanism why this appearance is here suddenly in the middle of nowhere. Like a dream. It's just here and that's It. We all agree this present moment exists right? Now is there anything else? No. You don't find any explanation here. You don't find "love" you don't find this or that. You just find the present moment suddenly here and that's it. I just told you the whole truth. Do you think you got here from yesterday? Yesterday itself is found here. THIS is the beginning and the end. I'm saying the present is the only reality. No past is found here. And no future is certain to come. Present is all.

All of the stuff that any self help person talks about, all these spiritual teachers, every finding within every religion, every scientific field, every single thing that anyone including myself talks about here and otherwise is just noise to your own path, its not the "truth" regardless as to how much anyone wants to believe it is the case. At the end of the day they're just beliefs contradicting the present moment and to the extent that is the case, the extent that said beliefs should probably be questioned. The idea of it being hollow -undefined. Being is just "it" - it's not nothing or everything, it just fucking "is"....it's outside of language and everything else.

@iboughtleosbooklist What makes you think you have no free will?

@The0Self how to awaken to unconditional love?

Why do we often lean towards the past and think that the good old days were better than the present moment?

@Javfly33 I believe we both exist. Just a thought: I don't think you can meaningfully call your life an "illusion." I mean, even if it were a simulation, dream, or such, it's still "real." My point here is based on my perspective that "reality" is an epistemological judgement that can only be established by consciousness. As such (along the lines of the cogito) you can never really doubt that what you are seeing is "real." I don't know if this is at all related to the topic, but I think it's worth mentioning

@Javfly33 solipsism is a real bitch. I'm also struggling with this notion. What can we do man except to let it go?

I meant do you have friends or are you alone even in the conventional sense not only metaphysically alone?

@Javfly33??

Good questions and certainly opens my eyes to see a new perspective. Thanks mate,

@Nahm @Nahm

@Nahm thank you man. Really appreciate it. ?❤️

@nistake I watched it. It was great. But the rest of his content was actually contributing in my nihilism lol. @Gesundheit2 I'd just ask you :how do you know?

@Nahm @ivankiss Thanks. Would you give me more practical advice. Like how do I go about getting out of this nihilistic phase. Also how to deal with solipsism specifically. I already decided to stop watching Leo. As his videos are so much loaded with concepts and it actually makes me more confused than ever. Is this the right move?

I had glimpses. But awakening doesn't stick. It is an experience that comes and goes. Not a state of being.

Are you alone in the conventional sense?

Yep I already stopped watching to Leo for a while after noticing that his videos starting to make me feel depressed and solipsistic.

@allislove no I'm not listening to Spira recently. Been listening to Jim Newman recently. I'm thinking of quitting this whole spiritual quest for good. I stopped listening to Leo for the same reason. Imb afraid also that I'm all alone and hallucinating the whole world. I'm terrified of my aloneness as God. Which I had glimpses into many times before.