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Because listening to Leo's videos is the most remarkable thing I ever done in my life .Leo is everything for me .without him I could have not awakened to the facets that I mentioned. For example the solipsism awakening was triggered by listening to his solipsism video three times and then contemplating it deeply for myself. And I'm actually fascinated by the degree of consciousness and understanding of reality that Leo has achieved. And I want to be like him or even better than him .

That's the nature of infinity. You are never done with it .you can keep exploring reality forever.

I'm god cosplaying as a human

@ZenSwift thanks to you .that was extremely helpful ?

I do.

@Yarco im willing to pay for the course . I want the highest truth at any cost . Can't wait for it to come out.

Leo said awakening will instantly solve every problem you have in life and heal you from every disease you have.

I think Leo can help me .if it wasn't for him I would not have awakend to these different facets that I mentioned.

Because that's the only thing I found worth while to do in life .I could just simply sit around playing video games or masturbating all day .but is that my highest potential? Is that what I really want deep down in my heart ? If I could figure out reality I would be drowning in infinite bliss and understanding.

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I still have this question that I'm struggling to answer for myself. What's more important...truth or happiness? Would you rather live in delusion and be happy or live in truth and be miserable?

@VeganAwake nice video .do you know that part 3 is up now ?

Thank you everyone for the advice .I decided to give it another shot and stop smoking. I will get rid of my cigarette pack today .

@mojsterr thank you for the advice .really helpful ?

More clarity and more energy . But also sexual frustration.

Awakening. Synonymous with liberation. The realization that reality is just a dream within your own mind .

I don't think it has anything to do with the ego . Happiness can be found in certain actions. Even spiritual happiness. Feeling good sensations. It all basically boils down to sensations in the body. And just to not beat around the bush.. This utopian Buddhist unconditional happiness is a myth. The reality of the matter is that you are a biological robot.. Play with the levels of Serotonin in your brain and it will become impossible for you to be happy. And you will need 3 pills of Prozac every day just to feel just fine. It's all programed into you from the beginning.. Stuff like a good meal.. Sexual orgasm.. Socializing.. Entertainment.. Etc pull the switch of dopamine in your brain and that basically makes you happy... That's all that there is to it. There is no such thing as "unconditional happiness" imo

Hell no ? P.s I thought death is imaginary!

I think Happiness is sought first, and only after a "critical level" of happiness has been achieved does one have an appetite for Truth. In other words, Happiness does seem to be a more important goal than is the Truth for most people, but, once Happiness is achieved, Truth-seeking becomes more important.

Less energy. I feel tired ,drowsy and sleepy . I can't even run without feeling like I'm losing my breath.

So happiness matter more than truth ?

@LastThursday think about a person who commits suicide. He doesn't know what's true anymore and completely lost in confusion and he is not happy either obviously. If you are still alive right now then it means you either have some source of happiness in your life(no matter how trivial it might be ) or you know some satisfying truths.

Its almost impossible to live in suffering and ignorance. You need at least one of them (truth or Happiness) to be able to live. OK thanks for the recommendation.i will watch it and tell you what I think .

What do you mean by that ?

Makes sense. Thanks for the information ?